15 Times - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 7
Chapter 7.
7th time, January 1, 2021
Incheon Airport, at night.
SuA saw Kei off to the airport, Kei had a show scheduled in Los Angeles and the flight left at 1am.
Kei's real name is Kim Jiyeon, is a rising singer in Korea, the fiancée of SuA.
- Call me when you get there - SuA hugged Kei one last time and said goodbye.
- Drive carefully, love you - Kei kissed SuA on the lips and went inside.
SuA watched as Kei's figure disappeared inside with her manager. Since this flight was at night, and it was a secret schedule that was not made public, Kei was not bothered by journalists or fans.
SuA first met Kei at Jibo studio, at that time Kei was in the process of preparing to debut in showbiz with her first album. SuA and JiU are in charge of the choreography for her song. SuA worked with Kei for about 3 months, everything seemed to be going normally, but in the end the contract of work helped SuA have a fiancée.
Jiyeon when she debuted took the stage name Kei, and almost everyone called her Kei, but for SuA, she wanted SuA to call her Jiyeon, for special.
Kei is a straightforward and outspoken girl, what can say, she has a somewhat similar personality to SuA. And SuA was very surprised when Kei confessed to her directly, after only 2 weeks of meeting.
A girl just entering showbiz has dared to think about love, not to mention a female lover. SuA was shocked when she heard Kei's confession, she of course had to politely refuse, firstly because of Kei's career, Kei is just starting on the path of singing, Kei must focus to succeed, secondly that she has no special feelings for Kei at all.
Since working until now, SuA has received quite a few love confessions, but she couldn't find any interest so she refused them all. Kei stands out a bit more, as Kei flirts with her so quickly.
Kei accepted SuA’s rejection calmly, but after Kei made her debut, went to promote the album, and then she got a short break, she ran up to SuA and confessed once again.
This time Kei was smarter, she confessed her love in a public place, not in private like last time. There were also JiU, the studio's assistant Kang, Gahyeon, Handong, and a few other dance teachers. SuA froze in place unable to react, then SuA heard JiU's urging.
"She's so sincere, how could you refuse haha"
"Kim SuA, you've been lonely for 4 years, how long are you going to close your heart?" – SuA heard Gahyeon's cheerful laughter.
“This summer looks like it's going to be a busy summer” – then a Handong joke adds to the fire.
And finally SuA agreed to Kei's confession, starting a new love relationship, 4 years after breaking up with Siyeon.
The people around her supported this relationship, so she had no reason to refuse….
She doesn't exactly have any special feelings for Kei at first, but gradually she realizes that this girl is also really cute.
Kei tells SuA that SuA doesn't have to worry about being in love with Kei. Kei is a singer just for the sake of passion, but she doesn't have much ambition, so if she can, she's ready to make her girlfriend public. Kei's family is very rich, if she didn't enter showbiz, she would have a job as a director in her father's company.
Kei's mother passed away early, Kei is an only child, so she has been deprived of her mother's love since childhood. Kei's father loves her very much, he gives her whatever she wants, and when Kei introduces SuA to him, he is also extremely happy and welcomes SuA.
SuA is very surprised, the things Kei is giving her, which is what she has longed for for so long.
The support from the lover's family, is what she always wished for.
In return for Kei's giving, SuA also tries her best to take care of Kei. At times, Kei even said that SuA was like Kei’s mother, because SuA’s personality was very kind and caring.
When SuA falls in love with Siyeon, she always thinks about how to make Siyeon’s family accept her. But Siyeon's mother is really harsh, Mrs.Lee always wears a cute smile and sweet voice in front of everyone. But when SuA sat in front of her, her face was cold, her voice was as sharp as a voice actor of a ghost movie.
SuA was just a 22-year-old girl at that time, she was too weak and could not do anything, she chose to press the lose button.
And she still couldn't forget her meeting with Siyeon in Jeju. SuA accidentally caught Siyeon’s eating with her family, along with a few other people, including a tall handsome guy there.
It was then that SuA remembered the words that Siyeon's mother once told her. Mrs.Lee told her that since Siyeon was born, Mr. and Mrs. Lee had destined Siyeon for a boy, a boy with surname Choi. Siyeon and the guy have been friends since childhood
It seems that the guy sitting next to Siyeon eating is the guy with the surname Choi.
Mrs. Lee convinced SuA that because Siyeon was in puberty and rebellious, there would be wrong orientations. Later, when Siyeon is more mature, she will realize the mistakes of her youth, so SuA needs to understand and disengage her. In the future Siyeon will love and marry that guy named Choi, not someone else. The Choi family is a traditional family, their family is full of people working in politics with very high positions.
They compared to SuA, is a heaven and an abyss….
SuA is clearly just a small creature…
She felt that Mrs. Lee's words were very reasonable, so she weakly agreed with this view. Until she met Siyeon and a boy surnamed Choi in Jeju again, she even more agreed with that opinion.
She really shouldn't expect anything more, if she continued to expect, she would only make herself miserable.
On the night she slept with Siyeon at the hotel, the next morning she was fully awake and panicked. Siyeon is in a relationship with Heejin, it's wrong for her to sleep with Siyeon. SuA was very embarrassed and ran out of that hotel immediately, without saying goodbye.
She knows that she is making a mistake with Siyeon. Siyeon helped her because she was too drunk, but she didn't thank Siyeon and left like that….
But SuA had no other choice.
And the meeting in Jeju made her think that Siyeon had broken up with Heejin and that Siyeon was slowly accepting Mr. and Mrs. Lee's arrangement. This time, Siyeon appeared with a completely different appearance, Siyeon cut her hair short and dyed it blue, looking very outstanding.
Lee Siyeon looks pretty no matter what hairstyle she wears.
SuA thought everything would stop there until she received a call from Siyeon. Siyeon somehow knew she was staying at the Oddeye Hotel, Siyeon came to her room, gave her a birthday present and even wanted to talk to her.
She talked with Siyeon for a long time, and the two finally had a longer conversation than before, expressing each other's personal thoughts.
"Last time at the hotel….I’m sorry" – SuA slowly opened the topic.
“Are you sorry for kissing me, or sorry for leaving?”
"Both, I know you're in a love relationship with Heejin, but I'm behaving like this, I'm sorry"
"I broke up with Heejin almost a year ago"
“Oh is that so?” – SuA was surprised to hear this information.
“How do you know I have a relationship with Heejin?”
“I saw you and Heejin coming together at the D7 class reunion”
"Turns out that day you saw me"
"Because I saw you with Heejin, I left early"
"I called you that day, it wasn't wrong, it was because I missed you"
“…………..” – SuA was surprised by Siyeon's confession
"On Valentine's Day I wandered the streets, it wasn't because I couldn't catch a taxi, it was because I was in a bad mood."
“……………………..” – SuA was still listening attentively, she could guess Siyeon's bad spirit at that time, but she didn't know what the reason was.
"On the first snow of the season, I was waiting for you near the SBS building, I know you have a schedule there, I even sent a message to the program asking for advice"
“…………..”
“The day at the hotel, I didn't go home but stayed with you. Everything I do is because I miss you.”
“……………………..”
"I'm in a relationship with Heejin because I want to forget you, but I've never really been able to forget you"
“………………”
“I'm sorry for saying this so late, but……can…we……we…don't break up…. is it ok?”
SuA saw Siyeon's tears that day.
Siyeon is a person who often cries, when she is happy she will still shed tears. Once when SuA gave Siyeon a Christmas present that was a picture she drew, Siyeon accepted the gift and burst into tears.
And Siyeon's tears always make SuA unable to calm down, SuA will cry with her, even if SuA doesn't want to at all. So Siyeon's feelings are very much, not superficial as SuA thought. When SuA found out that Siyeon loved Heejin, she felt down, but it turned out that Siyeon did it because Siyeon wanted to forget her.
“You said you broke up with me because you stopped loving me, but why….why did you leave class meeting when you saw me with someone else? Why do you still care about me when you meet me on the street? Why are you taking the initiative to kiss me like that? You fell in love with someone else, why would you do that to me?”
"Singnie, after breaking up with you, I don't love anyone" - SuA quickly explained, she was heartbroken when she saw Siyeon crying, her heart felt like someone had broken it, she didn't understand what Siyeon was trying to say.
"Don't lie to me, you love Kim Taehyung"
"What? Never, Taehyung is just a friend of mine” – SuA was confused when Siyeon mentioned Taehyung at this point.
“I saw you going out to dinner with him at midnight, you never go out to dinner so late with your friends, how long are you going to hide it from me?”
After ten seconds of rummaging through the memory, SuA knew what Siyeon was talking about, she quickly explained.
“Taehyung was being harmed by an unknown person at that time, there was a video that was wrongly cropped and circulated throughout the school with a picture of him having a bad attitude towards his teacher, that would ruin his image, and he will lose the opportunity to work with famous entertainment company Bighit in the future. So Taehyung asked me to go out to dinner to discuss the solution and find out who was behind, because during the day he was easily seen and people will speak ill of him, so he had to meet at midnight. It's just that.”
“You never told me about your relationship with Taehyung, you were so close to him that you even went out to dinner at midnight to sort things out?”
"Singnie, my college friends around me can count to hundreds, how can I tell you all by name" - SuA continued explanation in pain.
“Then….the reason you broke up with me, was simply that you didn't love me anymore? You don't love anyone, and you stop loving me?"
“…………..”
"What did I do wrong? Did I make a mistake that's why you stopped loving me? What is it? Say it, I'll try to fix it."
"It's not that, Siyeon, it's just ..." - SuA was torn inside and was speechless. It turned out that Siyeon had seen her and Taehyung eating together and misunderstood, it turned out that the message from the audience Lee Yeon at the radio show, was from Siyeon.
Why didn't she know these things until now...
“Or is it because sometimes I'm too indifferent to you, I'm slow to reply to your messages, so you're bored with me, aren't you? Or is it because I live too carelessly with my health, I have bad habits, you keep reminding me all the time, so you're bored with me, right? Or is it because sometimes I'm too much selfish, I forbid you from wearing sexy clothes, I control a lot of your things, so you feel frustrated, so you're bored with me, aren't you?"
“Siyeon, that's not it……”
“I will try to correct those things, will you give me a chance?”
"Siyeon-ah, our story is really in the past, it's been 4 years already"
“……………………..”
"I……I...I really don't have any feelings for you anymore. You go back to your room" - SuA said every word, every word she said, was her effort, sentences are stuck in her throat and don't want to come out. Because she never wanted to lie to Siyeon.
But she had no other choice, the image of Siyeon's mother appeared in her mind and scared her, she didn't have the courage to fight for this love. Siyeon is a person whose life is already lined with pink carpet and just walking, she can't stubbornly interfere in Siyeon’s pink path.
Yes, SuA is a coward.
"If you no longer have feelings for me, why haven't you loved anyone for 4 years, why did you take the initiative to kiss me?"
“Siyeon, I was so drunk that day, I didn't realize it, I'm so sorry. Right now, I just want to focus on my career, that's all."
Siyeon remained stubbornly sitting there and not moving, SuA felt that Siyeon would sit until she had a better explanation, but she didn't have a better explanation. She took the initiative to hold Siyeon's hand and pull Siyeon out the door. It took her a lot of strength to get Siyeon out of the room and close the door.
In the past, when SuA said breakup, she really wanted Siyeon to hold on, but Siyeon didn't. Now that Siyeon tries to hold onto this relationship, she doesn't need it anymore. How can SuA be strong enough to come to Siyeon again, after seeing the power of the Choi family….
When the door closed, she immediately sank down and burst into tears again.
It really hurts....
SuA sat leaning on the door like that all night, unable to sleep, because her soul was like a dead beach.
And the painful days have been lessened by Kei's appearance. SuA's parents knew about this relationship and were extremely supportive, simply because Kei was a rich child, SuA’s parents saw that she could love a girl from such a great family, of course they were bless her. Mother Kim even urged her to propose to Kei.
Propose? Is it too early?
SuA just turned 28. In Korea it is common to get married between the ages of 35 and 40, but for her beloved mother Kim, 28 is the right age to get married. Her mother told her to hurry up or Mrs.Kim will lose ideal daughter-in-law….
But SuA hesitated in this, she hummed through the day. After that, mother Kim took the initiative to buy a pair of rings and put them in SuA’s bag, saying that when it's convenient, give it to Kei.
And SuA didn't have time to find a convenient time, when Kei accidentally saw the ring box in her bag, Kei took the initiative to open it and was extremely happy when Kei heard that SuA was planning to propose to her.
"You want to marry me?"
"Well then...."
"I agree, of course I agree"
So Kei became SuA's fiancée, thanks to mother Kim's encouragement and Kei's lightning-fast initiative.
While absentmindedly looking around the airport to prepare to go home, SuA caught sight of a familiar figure standing about 10 feet away from her.
Lee Siyeon appeared in SuA’s line of sight with a blue suitcase. Siyeon no longer has blue hair, but now blonde, still the same short hair.
Where did Siyeon go to the airport to fly to….?
End chapter 7.
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