15 Times - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 9
Chapter 9.
9th time, October 1, 2021.
SuA drove to the house No. 1, July Street, Siyeon's private house.
Siyeon invites SuA to her birthday party and housewarming party. Siyeon has enough financial strength to go out to live on her own, not with her family anymore. When SuA parked the car, SuA looked at the view of the house, she could feel the hustle and bustle of this party, it seemed like there were a lot of people inside.
Lee Siyeon isn't the party type, she's a real homebody. When it is necessary to go out, otherwise, at home, she is also introverted so she doesn't have many friends, but her friends are very good.
In the past, when they were still in love, SuA and Siyeon mostly spent time at each other's houses to date, sometimes going out, because of Siyeon's homebody personality.
Someone who doesn't like to party like Siyeon, now organizes a noisy party by herself, and invites so many people to it? There must be 50 people inside the house.
Siyeon's private house has 2 floors, from the outside it looks quite large, can accommodate 5 to 6 people. Siyeon lives alone and chooses to buy such a large house….
Usually when a person buys a house, they often buy an apartment for convenience, only family choose a ground-floor house, and Lee Siyeon chooses a spacious ground-floor house to live in. If SuA was here alone, she would feel very lonely.
Will Siyeon feel lonely?
SuA feels extremely sorry for Siyeon, for hurting Siyeon over and over again.
After that day in Jeju, after knowing that Siyeon still loves SuA very much, SuA lived in sinful days. She is guilty because she is too cowardly not to love Siyeon back, not to continue a love relationship with Siyeon.
Then when she met Siyeon again at Incheon airport, she enthusiastically helped Siyeon, brought Siyeon home, was kind to Siyeon, and blatantly kissed Siyeon.
She was acting out of control, her actions were really stupid, she forgot that she had a fiancé and she and Siyeon ended completely.
She is attentive and considerate to Siyeon, simply because she still loves Siyeon, but this kind of love she always has to keep in her heart, she is afraid to show it out. Because she knew she and Siyeon wouldn't have a happy ending.
Is there a way, that she can still be with Siyeon, take care of Siyeon, without falling in love? There is a way, that is to be friends with Siyeon.
She was stupid again, asking Siyeon a question about being friends with Siyeon.
Siyeon refused. Of course, why would Siyeon want to be friends with someone like SuA, someone who always hurts her….
SuA accepted the situation, it hurt her to see Siyeon reject her, she really wanted to cry when she saw Siyeon’s back facing her, Siyeon didn't even turn to look at her. Siyeon no longer wants to have anything to do with her.
SuA continued her life in those traumatic emotions. Siyeon had really hated her after all, she gritted her teeth to endure this harsh situation. And after a few months, Kei had arranged the schedule well, she and Kei held a small private wedding, attended by both families and a few close friends.
And her life began to turn a new page, currently she is living with Kei, in Kei’s family's house, with only 3 people, SuA, Kei and Kei's father.
SuA once dreamed of her wedding when she was in college, she dreamed of a very beautiful and romantic scene, and the bride standing beside her, was Lee Siyeon.
But reality is not like that, her real bride, also named Yeon, but Kim Jiyeon.
Then after a month, SuA became dehydrated and was hospitalized. When she was discharged from the hospital, JiU told her that Siyeon accidentally found out that she was at the hospital and visited for a while.
SuA was surprised, Siyeon still wants to take care of her?
That night when she returned home, she bravely called Siyeon
“I heard from JiU that you came to visit me”
“I just pass by convenient way”
"How are you these days?"
"I'm fine, you should drink more water, don't get dehydrated"
"There's a water bottle next to me."
"Then I'll hang up the phone."
“Wait….Lee Siyeon…. I………I really miss you"
“What should I do with your nostalgia?”
“……………………..” – Siyeon's harsh tone made SuA feel suffocated.
“You already have a wife and you miss another woman? Kim Bora, please wake up.”
Siyeon took the initiative to hang up the phone, SuA sighed because of her loss of control.
SuA was stupid again, saying things she shouldn't have said.
Kei came home late from work today, so right now she was alone in her bedroom, and she acted so thoughtlessly.
And after just over a week, she received a call from Siyeon, she was surprised because Siyeon took the initiative to call her, she picked up the phone immediately.
“Tomorrow is my birthday, so I have a party, combined with a housewarming party because I just moved into a new house. Please come"
“……………”
“We can be friends”
After listening to the last sentence, SuA felt extremely happy. Siyeon invites her to the birthday party and agrees to be her friend.
SuA put on the white shirt Siyeon gave her the day in Jeju, and drove to Siyeon's new house.
When entering the party, SuA winced at the chaos here. There is a DJ playing music in the middle of the house, people gather in small groups and chat and dance, all the drinks served are alcoholic.
- Finally you're here, drink up - Siyeon walked over to greet SuA, with a bright smile, she handed SuA a cocktail.
- Happy birthday to you, and happy new home, it's very nice, sorry I'm a bit late - SuA smiled back and handed Siyeon a huge gift box. SuA was originally not one to be late for appointments, but because she was busy thinking about seeing Siyeon again and what things should be said, what should be done, she thought it so long and was too late, so she came late. Siyeon in this meeting has changed her appearance again, Siyeon’s hair has grown to waist length, and has returned to black.
- It's okay, done blowing out the candles to cut the cake, now let's start the party, what is this gift? – Siyeon holds the gift box with both hands, then shakes it, puts her ear to guess what is inside, her face is red, seems to be drunk.
- When the party is over, you can take it off, because the box is so big, it's inconvenient to open it now - SuA said and Siyeon nodded. Siyeon happily introduced to SuA the girl standing next to her.
- Bora, this is Mina.
- Ah, hello Mina - Bora bowed politely, when she finished, she saw a scene that was not very happy.
That girl Mina told Siyeon to put away the gift box and gave Siyeon a kiss on the lips.
They… are lovers?
When SuA was staring at the scene just now, Siyeon turned her back to put away the gift box, and Mina cheerfully guided SuA to where to order drinks and snacks. SuA finished listening to it, but she couldn't get it in, because she was busy downloading the image just now into her brain.
Before, when SuA saw Heejin take Siyeon's arm and walk into the coffee shop during the D7 class meeting, she didn't feel as uncomfortable as today.
She is clearly showing extreme jealousy, she sees Siyeon having a good time with Mina, it looks like Siyeon’s finally happy. When SuA was in Jeju, she thought that Siyeon accepted the family arrangement and moved on with the boy surnamed Choi.
It seems that Siyeon is more stubborn than SuA thought, Siyeon has left her family, bought her own house, and now continues to date women, will her family support her?
SuA looked around, she suddenly realized the people in this party, there were many people from Seoul University of the Arts. There were a few people she knew by name because she played with them during college. And when she realized it, those people came to say hello to her.
- Hi SuA, long time no see - Youngjae from the performance department waved to her.
- Hey SuA, I didn't expect you to come here too, how's Jibo studio these days? – Seulgi from the art department also waved.
SuA greeted them back and chatted with them for a while, then she retreated to the sofa in the corner of the room, sitting alone there.
After the Jibo studio started to gain popularity, she no longer had contact with too many friends at the university. The only person she is close to is JiU, the rest are all normal relationships. She also doesn't like parties anymore, her personality is much quieter now than in the past days.
People are quieter, is it because they are so sad, that they are quiet….
In her whole life, she never knew what sadness was, until the day she had to say breakup to Siyeon. After that day, she had successively suffered different sorrows.
If she didn't see Siyeon again, the sadness would stop somewhere, but because she accidentally met Siyeon again so many times, her heart, which was already crumpled, was now more broken.
Siyeon has a new lover and is happy, SuA should be happy for Siyeon, today is Siyeon's birthday too.
But SuA couldn't be happy, she was in so much pain...
This space made it difficult for her to breathe, noisy and chaotic, making her head hurt.
Where did Siyeon come from, sit down next to SuA, now in this corner there are only two of them left. The crowd also gradually dispersed to continue playing, some went home, the music was also more somber, now playing a ballad.
- Why are you sitting here alone? – Siyeon looked at SuA and asked, her face was pale, she really drank too much.
- It's been a long time since I've attended such a crowded and noisy party, so I'm feeling a bit tired - answered SuA honestly.
- Drink this - Siyeon poured wine and invited SuA to drink.
The two drank 1 drink together, then Siyeon poured again, 2 glasses, then 3 glasses, Siyeon continued to pour and was stopped by SuA.
- You don't drink anymore, you’re drunk.
- No, how can I be drunk? - Siyeon smiled, deliberately continuing to pour wine.
- I know your tolerance, don't try to drink anymore, otherwise it will be very bad for your health - SuA stopped Siyeon's hand.
- You also have days when you drink so hard to death, you’re drunk, why you stop me now - Siyeon countered.
SuA mused, Siyeon looks so stubborn now, she doesn't know what else to do.
- If you feel tired, don't drink, I will drink - Siyeon stopped pouring wine for SuA and poured herself a drink and then drank herself.
The two were silent for a moment. SuA is not very satisfied with Siyeon's current appearance. Siyeon doesn't like alcohol, doesn't like parties, but now she's like a different person.
- Siyeon, you have changed so much.
- Change? - Siyeon laughed loudly. SuA sensed mockery somewhere in this laughter.
- ………….
- When we were still in love, you said you would stay by my side forever, but then you said breakup to me. You said I would be the bride at your wedding, but then you married someone else. You said you didn't love me anymore, you was drunk, so you kissed me unconsciously, but that day you read my full name clearly and said you missed me. Kim Bora, you're the one who's changed the most here.
- …………………….
- Your appearance hasn't changed much, but your heart, has changed very clearly.
- ……………………
- Anyway, everything is in the past, I will let it go, because my life is very happy, so I don't have time to think about the past anymore.
- …………….. – The room is playing a gentle ballad, the melody makes people feel low. And in addition to Siyeon's damaging words, SuA's heart arose a pain, she felt extremely guilty for making the person she loved like this.
When she fell in love with Siyeon, she told Siyeon a lot of things, she also made a lot of promises. She always prided herself on being someone who said and could do it… but now look, she couldn't do anything.
- The song you're listening to right now, it's a song composed by me, by singer LeeHi, I wrote this song 2 years ago, I thought of you when I wrote it - Siyeon leaned her whole body on the sofa , looked up at the ceiling and spoke softly, as if reminiscing about the past.
SuA quietly listened to the song that was resounding in the room, she knew this song, she didn't expect Siyeon to write it, and thought of her while writing it.
- Siyeon…. I thought you listened to your parents and went with that guy named Choi – SuA started to say the things she was curious about.
- The guy with the last name Choi?.....Choi Minkyu? - Siyeon raised her eyebrows.
- Is that the person your parents want you to marry?
- I already told them that I can't move on with Choi Minkyu, how can I love him? - Siyeon stammered.
- So your parents accept you to love women?
- They don't accept it, but I don't care about that. I have the right to do what I want. Even going out on my own is my decision, even if they don't want to, I still do it.
At the same time, Mina stepped forward with an excited look, as if she still had a lot of energy.
- Siyeonie, why are you sitting here, come out and play with me - Mina took Siyeon's hand and pulled Siyeon up, Siyeon smiled and stood up to follow her.
Leaving Kim SuA alone with an extremely empty mood.
End chapter 9.
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