Behind You - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 12
Chapter 12.
When a person is sleeping and has the eyelids lifted, the white will appear, if the black one appears, it means that the person is opening her eyes. But Siyeon is still sleeping, the full black appear.
It's a myth, what the hell is going on......?
When Siyeon was sleeping peacefully in peace, SuA was completely covered with fear….
She loves Lee Siyeon very much, but…
Is Siyeon a good person or a bad person, is she not a normal person, is she real….or a ghost???
SuA slowly removed Siyeon's hand from hers, then got out of bed. She prepared everything and left the house, reaching the door to meet Gahyeon.
- Where are you going?
- I went for a jog, did a little exercise, yesterday I ate too much - SuA smiled friendly and left.
SuA was running on the empty sidewalk while thinking. Who Lee Siyeon really was, surely the Lee family knew well, so she couldn't tell them her question.
She ran so fast as if she was being chased by a ghost, she hoped that exercise and sweat would ease her fear..
How should she face Lee Siyeon now……?
After two hours of exercise until her body was exhausted, SuA returned to Mr and Mrs. Lee's house and met Siyeon standing at the door.
- Why are you walking like a bird again? – Siyeon immediately got angry when she saw SuA, she woke up without seeing the little blue bird in her arms, feeling extremely empty, then she waited and waited for a long time to see SuA return.
- I go to exercise - SuA tried to smile, she suddenly had a fear when she saw Siyeon.
Isn't that the person she loves so much? she shouldn't be afraid, but...
- Is it not enough to exercise at home? why come here to exercise, rest for a day and you die? - Siyeon's face is not happy
SuA didn't say anything more, tried to laugh it off and went inside to prepare to take a shower, then suddenly she was pulled back by Siyeon.
- Is everything okay, SuA? – Siyeon asked timidly, this morning she woke up and panicked when she saw herself in the mirror, suddenly her eyes changed to the true color, proving that she accidentally touched the nape of her neck while sleeping, or SuA touch.
She was only afraid that SuA would find out about this, then the situation would be very bad.
- It's okay, baby - SuA patted Siyeon's shoulder a few times before taking a shower.
The trip to Daegu ended happily, but Mrs. Lee's eyes looking at Siyeon looked very sad, she knew what her mother was sad about....
Her mother was afraid she would suffer in the future…
She is determined to use all her abilities to solve SuA's problems, she lives in this world with a sincere and kind heart, God will not let her down, right….?
Then in the end, she will be the happy one right….?
She wished she had the merit to receive this.
And there is one thing she feels is a bit different, that is Kim SuA, SuA does not have the intimate interactions inherent with her anymore.
SuA has always been the one to take the initiative, take the initiative to kiss her, take the initiative to hug her, take the initiative to hold her hand, but since going to exercise in the morning, SuA hasn't had that much, SuA looks quite quiet. .
She asked SuA again what was the matter, SuA was still as sure as a nail that everything was fine.
When they returned to Seoul, the two went upstairs, and Siyeon boldly asked SuA.
- You haven't kissed me today, what's wrong? what did I do to upset you? are you angry with me?
- No, I'm not mad at you at all - SuA lifted her body and kissed Siyeon on the lips, then dropped back on the sofa, in the midst of the fluttering storm that was destroying her.
She is trying to get rid of her fear of being around Siyeon, she keeps reminding herself that this is the person she loves.
A few days later, their lives were still as normal, but in their hearts they both had their own thoughts. SuA struggles with her own feelings, wanting to love Siyeon but also being afraid of Siyeon. Every time she kissed Siyeon, she was careful not to touch the dangerous nape.
As for Siyeon, she is extremely suspicious, she suspects that SuA is having someone else, because SuA’s attitude is becoming more and more indifferent to her, not as thoughtful as before.
Both of them hid their thoughts, not daring to tell each other.
Since officially dating, SuA slept with Siyeon in Siyeon's room, her room is now a storage room. SuA lay next to Siyeon and was always in a state of alert, every time she looked into Siyeon’s eyes, she unconsciously shivered, so she always tried to look at another point, not the eyes.
One day, SuA seriously wanted to see Siyeon's identity document. Siyeon was surprised and also showed it to SuA, this is only a small matter because SuA has also seen her citizenship papers in the past.
It was a fake document, so she had nothing to fear.
On the identity card, Siyeon is currently 44 years old, but compared to her appearance, she is quite young. The face does not have a wrinkle, extremely good health, good physiology, quite special for such a U50 person.
Now it's worth wondering, because Siyeon's appearance hasn't changed for the past 13 years. 13 years ago, when Siyeon first met SuA, she was 31 years old, compared to her appearance at the time, it was very reasonable for her age, now she is not. After 13 years, SuA has changed the body and matured markedly.
SuA had looked at this paper once in the past because she was curious about Lee Siyeon, but now she stared back at it and felt extremely confused.
Siyeon did not explain why she did not age, at that time SuA thought it was because Siyeon had a healthy lifestyle, a nutritious diet, a positive spirit, and good sleep.
But now SuA had to reconsider.
- Why do you suddenly want to review my papers? – Siyeon couldn't help but wonder, she thought SuA was so serious today, what's the problem...?
- Why don't you get old, this is a fake document right?
Siyeon froze.
- You made fake papers for me, you changed the identity for me in a very simple way, so this is also your fake papers, right?
- …………………….
- After all…..Lee Siyeon….who are you?
Siyeon's face was not even a drop of blood, for the first time in her life she heard from Kim SuA's mouth, uttering her full name.
She felt the distance between the two of them suddenly stretch a lot.
Could it be…is this the answer to SuA's indifferent attitude these past few days?
The space in the living room was as silent as a sheet, every scene held its breath to wait for the next action.
- Lee Siyeon, who are you? – SuA asked again, her face cold as ice.
Siyeon shivered, Kim SuA looked at her with such cold eyes for the first time. She knew that the weather was getting cold because winter had come, but SuA's gaze was much colder, piercing her heart like an icy sword, making it painful.
- If you don't answer, our relationship is over, okay?
Siyeon was shocked, the inside exploded, what did Kim SuA say...?
This was the scene she had imagined before, she was afraid that SuA would find out about her identity, SuA would hate her and treat her as an enemy.
Currently, SuA doesn't know everything but she looks at Siyeon with such hateful eyes….
What should Siyeon do?
- Okay, I get it - SuA disappointed by the other's silence, she got up, took her bag and left the house.
- SuA, where are you going? – Siyeon will only speak now after seeing SuA's back.
And of course SuA couldn't hear anything.
She was terrible, only had the courage to speak behind SuA's back, in front of SuA, she was completely speechless.
Siyeon followed SuA, she saw that SuA did not take a car, but simply walked in the street.
SuA walked step by step on the cold road, her face no longer had any emotion, and Siyeon just stayed behind, didn't dare to go faster to hold the other person, and did not dare to face to face to talk to her.
Siyeon was really a weakling, she hadn't prepared a script for this, so now she felt at a loss. Siyeon feels that, no matter what she says, her relationship with SuA will fall apart.
The relationship that she has worked so hard to build over the past 13 years, will be destroyed with just one answer.
She had to use a temporary method of silence, when she had a safe enough answer, she would communicate with SuA.
Right now, looking at SuA's cold back, she couldn't help but feel pain, she felt that SuA would no longer love her, SuA would hate her. She really couldn't breathe when she thought about it.
SuA says that if she doesn't answer, the relationship will end, she will stubbornly not believe it. She will answer, she just needs time.
SuA suddenly stopped and turned around, Siyeon startled to turn around, she stood motionless with her back facing SuA. She hopes that SuA doesn't see her.
But she was too confused, her figure, her hair, the coat she was wearing, the shoes she was wearing, SuA knew right away that it was her. SuA lives in the same house as her, already knows all of her routines and clothes.
But she stubbornly stands with her back like that, can she just pretend that SuA won't see her standing there?
Suddenly, the phone rang, Siyeon picked it up, it was Kim SuA calling her.
Dead….she was found out, and why is SuA calling her?……SuA can't hear it.....
- Ah… Hello – Siyeon hesitated to pick up the phone.
“Sing, what are you doing standing there?”
- ……………………
"During this call, I didn't hear anything, you can freely talk"
- ……………………..
"Tell me all the things that you have been hiding from me for so many years"
Siyeon had tears in her eyes, she felt her heart was like a thin sheet of paper, which could be broken with just one touch….
She is a person who rarely cries, the first time she cried was when she was born, the second time she cried when she nearly drowned, and the third time….
It is this time.
She cried because of the overwhelming fear, she was afraid she would lose the person she loved the most.
She has only enjoyed a love relationship with SuA for less than a month, why did the terrible thing happen so soon.
- I….I apologize for hiding many things.
“…………”
- I’m not an ordinary person, I belong to another community, you can just take it as a non-human, but I have a human-like appearance.
“…………..”
- I….it was me who made you deaf, I used a curse on you, causing you to lose your hearing, and you will suffer this defect until you’re 30 years old, then you will die by a stroke - Siyeon said while crying.
“…………..”
- Because I’m not an ordinary person, so I grow up very quickly and will stop at this appearance, I do not age like a normal person, I will always stay in this shape.
“………………”
- Actually.....I’m one year younger than you, the other document is exactly fake, I apologize for lying to you.
“…………..”
- I did not do it on purpose, because of the mission, if I don't complete the quest, my community will be threatened.
“……………………..”
- But one thing is for sure, that is I love you very much, because I loved you right from the first meeting, so I saved you and brought you home to take care of you.
“…………………….”
- After this, you can hate me, I have nothing to save, but I only need you to believe in my feelings.
“…………”
Siyeon's face was all wet, she did not dare to look back to see what state SuA was in, she took the initiative to hang up the phone, and then walked forward.
SuA watched that figure getting smaller and smaller, then disappeared from sight, her eyes were extremely sad, because of the tears that fell, she was also crying, because she was heartbroken when she saw Siyeon crying.
Even though she didn't know what Siyeon was crying for….
Around the noisy and bustling street, of course, no sound could reach her ears, she just stood motionless in the middle of the moving crowd.
She was very angry because of Siyeon's unclear attitude, but when she saw that Siyeon’s back was shaking and saying something on the phone, her anger like a passing shower and quickly disappeared, to an excruciating pain.
After all, what happened to make Siyeon cry like that?
SuA knows that Lee Siyeon is a very strong and mature person, Siyeon has been single and independent for many years now, do not live with family, at least that is what she knows about Siyeon's family background. Being such an independent person, Siyeon never cried or showed a weak expression.
Calmness is something that always reigns on Siyeon’s face.
She once thought that Lee Siyeon was no different from a stone. In the first years of being together, no matter how active and intimate she was with Siyeon, Siyeon still calmly accepted it as a courtesy, she had never seen Siyeon show any emotion, momentum or intensity.
But today, seeing Siyeon cry, even if it's just a shadow, SuA still feels heartbroken. Turns out that rock wasn't as hard as she thought it would be.
She was determined to find out about this case, the call she just recorded, she called Siyeon with that purpose. This is the only way to trick Siyeon into telling everything.
- You stubborn, there's something sad, why hide it? you're so silly - SuA mutters, cursing Siyeon silently and then turns her back to move on, she will rent a hotel room to sleep for the night.
She didn't dare to go home, she didn't know how to face Siyeon anymore.
A night passed for two insomniacs. Siyeon went home and sat in the living room waiting for SuA, but she didn't see the other person coming back, so she didn't dare to text or go looking for SuA. She thought that SuA was just walking in the street, the legs were tired and SuA would go home.
But when the clock struck three in the morning, she still didn't see the door move, and she was so tired that she fell asleep in the chair.
SuA lay awake on the hotel room bed, an uncomfortable mood lasted all night, she rolled from side to side and still couldn't find a good position to sleep. She wondered what Siyeon was doing, did Siyeon sleep, stopped crying yet….?
She was the one who got mad at Siyeon first, but maybe she should be the one to humbly apologize to Siyeon first, right?
SuA eloquently stated that the relationship would end if Siyeon didn't respond. Until now, she still doesn't know the answer, Siyeon talked about something on the call but didn't know if Siyeon answered her question….
In short, she should go home and make up with Siyeon, right?
End chapter 12.
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