Behind You - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 3
Chapter 3.
2 years later.
Siyeon woke up after a long night's sleep, she cleaned herself and walked out of the room. On the way from her bedroom to the kitchen, she passed SuA's bedroom and the bathroom that SuA always used, Siyeon didn't hear anything, she had a slightly uneasy feeling.
Every morning, she hears SuA's snooze doing something, SuA is a very neat and tidy person, always actively cleaning the house every day, it seems that Mr and Mrs. Kim have taught SuA very well.
Every morning, SuA will turn on a video on youtube to watch, sometimes it's funny videos, sometimes it's short, she loves to watch dramas, especially romantic love movies.
Is it possible that, because of watching too many romantic movies, SuA tends to become a person who lives by emotions and likes to show affection?
Siyeon has been raising SuA for a few years now and she has realized this. SuA loves to hug and lean on her whenever she is around. Even when eating, or when watching a movie, SuA has a tendency to touch her body. Sometimes SuA rested the head on her lap, sometimes on her shoulder, sometimes hugging her waist and burying the face in her chest.
SuA even asked to sleep with Siyeon one day, but she coldly refused. Perhaps because she is confused with her own feelings, she is afraid to face it, and it shows up most when near SuA.
She has lived so many years in her life with only one facial expression, that is calm and cold, when she is with SuA she is the same, she always shows her little emotion, like a calm lake.
The difference is that when she's with SuA, she's a little chaotic inside, but when SuA’s not around, she's completely rational and peaceful inside.
And she doesn't like to show her turmoil and instability, now that two years have passed, she still can't define what she has inside when she's around SuA. This started when she hugged SuA in the subway, and she didn't know when it would end.
SuA considers Siyeon coldness to be normal, so SuA has no opinion, just expressing her feelings as she wishes. SuA didn't seem to need Siyeon to reciprocate those acts of affection, not to hug her back, or to need Siyeon to smile back.
Kim SuA has a very bright smile, she enthusiastically smiles at Siyeon, and Siyeon of course does not respond to that positive spirit, Siyeon always ignores it.
Perhaps SuA was grateful that Siyeon appeared and took care of her. Although Siyeon had to change SuA’s name to change her identity, but SuA did not bother about it. Siyeon made all fake documents for SuA, she went to a new school to study, meet and make new friends, adapt very quickly to this change.
Over time, SuA also got used to the new name, no longer introducing herself as Kim Bora. She could no longer hear, so Siyeon sent SuA to a special school for people with disabilities.
At this school, SuA is exposed to friends with similar circumstances, some of whom also know how to use special languages for the deaf. SuA gradually learned that language, she applied it at home, and Siyeon also learned more about hand gesture language for people with disabilities.
If Siyeon can use her hand, she will use it to communicate with SuA, but if the sentence is too difficult, she will write on the phone note for SuA to read.
Siyeon sometimes ran to the Kim house to check, she learned that it was completely abandoned, no one went there anymore. After Kim Bora's disappearance, perhaps those who know the Kims, who are neighbors and people at Piri school, they will try to contact Kim's relatives, but they won't be able to find them. Who else can they contact….
Since the entire Kim family has been killed, the only survivor is Kim Bora, whose current name is Kim SuA.
SuA sometimes asked Siyeon why she knew SuA’s family background, why she accepted to take care of SuA. SuA thought that Siyeon was a relative, so she helped SuA like that.
But Siyeon answered half-truth, that she had nothing to do with the Kim family line, she simply wanted to help SuA. Because she was alone, and she had a good financial background, she only worked to help people.
She used that reason to explain everything to SuA, and SuA had to temporarily believe it.
Siyeon also wanted to believe the reason she made up. But she knew for sure that the main reason she accepted to take care of SuA was because she had a special feeling for SuA.
The fact that she is taking care of SuA only she, Gahyeon and parents Lee know, the one who absolutely must not know is Oh Seunghee. She asked her family to protect this secret, since Bora is still very young anyway, so it's fine for the time being.
SuA lives with her, eats with her, watches movies with her, sometimes she takes SuA out to play, then at night, everyone goes to their own room. Siyeon's house originally had a guest room, so she rearranged it to make it SuA's room.
After a period of silence happened in the space of the house, Siyeon couldn't help but call out.
- SuA!!!
- …………………….
- KIM SUA!!!!
Siyeon rubbed her forehead, she was so confused, SuA couldn't hear her voice no matter how loud it was, she reached for SuA's bedroom door, unlocked.
She opened the door and peeked her head in, but saw no one.
Today is the weekend, Bora does not have a schedule, surely she can only stay at home. It's even more unlikely that SuA will go out, because if SuA goes out somewhere, Siyeon must be present.
And there was only one room that Siyeon hadn't checked, and that was SuA's bathroom. Siyeon turned the door latch, it was locked.
- Turns out you’re in here.
Siyeon bit her lip trying to open the door, she opened the drawer of the living room cabinet to find the key. SuA has been in the bathroom with the door locked for so long, something must have happened.
After ten seconds of finding the key, Siyeon hurriedly opened the bathroom door, in her sight appeared a small figure of Kim SuA, with a very frightened face. The girl was not wearing pants, and there was some blood on the floor.
SuA is on her period.
- Oh my God - Siyeon ran to hug SuA, SuA would be scared because this is the first time experiencing this, Siyeon also did not have the opportunity to hedge this development for SuA.
Because Siyeon is not a normal person, she has developed very early, her period has also been experienced at the age of 2. She has more than enough experience to take care of SuA.
Siyeon quickly took the sanitary napkins available in the house, got another pair of pants for SuA, and then put them on for her.
Siyeon looked up at SuA's beautiful face, about to cry.
- It's okay, it's okay, don't worry, everything is fine - Siyeon put SuA’s pants on, then rubbed her arm and reassured, Siyeon said while making hand signs for SuA to understand.
- Sing, there's blood, I'm so scared - SuA mumbled and hugged Siyeon, hands tied tightly around her waist.
Siyeon suddenly understood, the reason SuA locked herself in her room was because of this fear, instead of SuA calling Siyeon when there was a problem, she chose to suffer herself.
It's an inherent trait of Kim SuA that Siyeon doesn't like at all, she's been with this girl for years, but she still can't accept it.
SuA is so silly, she's small but she wants to take care of everything on her own.
Or maybe family pain made her this way…
Siyeon continued to rub SuA's back, the name Sing was because she told SuA to call her that, for brevity, and also special.
In this world, only Kim SuA will call her Sing.
She still hides her real age from SuA because in terms of physical appearance, SuA is clearly small and much younger than Siyeon. Later, when SuA is old enough and looks like Siyeon's age, she will tell the truth later. That's why SuA is still calling her by the name Sing.
After cleaning everything up, Siyeon took SuA to the living room. SuA was holding her aching stomach for a while now, so it's new because it's her period.
Siyeon made breakfast for both of them and then when they were watching TV together, she let SuA rest the head on her lap and gently pat SuA’s belly.
Thanks to Kim SuA, Siyeon learned a new skill, which is cooking. Since she was born until now, she has not been able to cook a decent dish, if there is one thing that is acceptable, it is black noodles, because the recipe is so simple that she can follow it. When Siyeon is alone, she only orders food from restaurants to be delivered to her house, her kitchen is extremely clean and has few tools because she never touches it.
But when the house had the appearance of SuA, Siyeon also knew how to buy things for her kitchen, she bought more spices, bought more ingredients to store in the refrigerator to cook food for SuA. . She doesn't want SuA to have to eat food in the street like her. In order to take good care of SuA, she needs to cook herself, so that it is clean and nutritious.
Then when she cooks food for SuA, Siyeon learns that SuA is a very picky eater, has a very long list of things that SuA can't eat, cheese, mushrooms, cucumber, porridge, mint, green vegetables….and the good thing about that is Siyeon's favorite dishes.
So when eating together, if SuA can't eat anything, Siyeon will eat it.
- Does it help? – Siyeon asked while giving a hand sign.
SuA looked up at Siyeon with puppy dog eyes and nodded slightly.
Siyeon froze for a moment, the strange feelings inherent in her resurfaced….
Kim SuA is really pretty.
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2 more years passed..
At the Wolmido Sea.
Today Siyeon took SuA to the beach to play on SuA’s birthday. SuA just entered high school, she looks a lot older than the first day Siyeon met. In terms of height, she's taller, now as tall as Siyeon's chin, her facial features look sharper, and her gorgeous nose looks a bit taller too.
Kim SuA has an amazing nose bridge, like a wonder of the world. If you look to one side, it looks even more ecstatic, especially the right side of the face. Every time Siyeon sat next to SuA, Siyeon had to quickly sit on SuA’s right side, so that she could admire that corner of SuA’s face more closely.
Because of the beauty that has been promoted year by year, SuA has also received more attention from the surrounding environment, especially the male students in the class. She is known to like to talk and share, and she brings back everything from class to tell Siyeon, so Siyeon knows the satellites around her.
And Siyeon felt uncomfortable about that….
Kim SuA is growing, the most important thing is to focus on studying, not entering a love relationship.
Siyeon knows that she feels uncomfortable for one of the reasons above, the rest is for other reasons.
She asked SuA's feelings about the guys in the class.
“They are so lovely”
“Lovely? So what? You must not be shaken, understand? "
Siyeon shouted at SuA like that, she quickly wrote her sentence in the phone note so that SuA could understand. SuA couldn't sense how upset her voice was, but SuA could see her unhappy expression.
At that time, SuA quickly snuggled into her lap, hugged her waist, and spoke sweetly.
"I don't have a crush on them"
Siyeon's inside was like a fire erupting, suddenly cold water poured in and the fire went out, she suddenly became happier after SuA's answer, plus SuA’s hug.
Siyeon’s such a funny bitch, she’s suddenly jealous for no reason, does she have the right to be jealous...?
After a few days of knowing about SuA's satellite, Siyeon admitted that her uncomfortable feeling at that time was jealousy, yes, she is jealous.
She took the effort to raise Kim SuA to grow up so beautiful, she has the right to decide who is SuA's first lover, right?
At first, she couldn't choose anyone, any guy approached SuA, she sneaked to SuA’s school to see people's faces, then she didn't like it at all.
And right at this moment, while on the coast of Wolmido, SuA told Siyeon a story about a new satellite she had in high school, her classmate again….but this time a girl.
- She was born in Canada, just moved to Korea for a month, her face is very pretty, she sings well.
Siyeon was about to apply sunscreen to SuA so that SuA could go to the sand to play, she suddenly stopped. SuA is a person who loves the sea, likes to play in the sand. In the past, she has taken SuA to different beaches, this time the Wolmido Sea, a few dozen kilometers from the city center, not too far away.
- This is the first time you've been flirted by a female friend, how do you feel? – Siyeon gives hand signals to communicate with SuA.
- I find it interesting - SuA laughed.
At first when SuA was deaf, she spoke very loudly, because she couldn't hear her own voice, so she couldn't control the volume, but now she is used to it and knows how to adjust the volume of her voice by herself. SuA’s voice is normally quite loud due to her inherent high voice, but every morning or before going to bed, her voice is very low, like she's sleepy, and Siyeon loves her deep voice so much.
Siyeon, after hearing SuA's answer, closed her mouth, her jealousy rising again.
SuA has only been in school for a few weeks and someone has approached and flirted with her. SuA's new school, like the old school, is a suitable environment for children with disabilities. In such schools, not 100% of students are disabled, there will still be normal children studying with them, only different from normal schools in that the teachers are able to communicate and connect with children with disabilities.
"Concentrate on studying, you’re too young to be in love " - Siyeon's face was visibly scowled, her hand gestures were also more exaggerated than usual, showing a strong emotion of disapproval.
SuA saw Siyeon's attitude and didn't mind, she felt funny.
Siyeon knelt in front of SuA to apply sunscreen on SuA’s body, she squeezed a little cream on SuA's white thigh, gently rubbing it from top to knee. She smeared it so close that she even had to slip inside the shorts SuA was wearing.
Kim SuA every time she goes to the beach, she wears clothes suitable for the trip, that is, a two-piece shirt and shorts.
SuA is holding her hands behind her back, she is fidgeting a little bit because of the tickling, and Siyeon is trying to control herself….
There was a strange feeling in Siyeon, making her almost lose her temper….
- Damned.
End of chapter 3.
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