Pt 49:Sanskar shouts at Ragini
Let's begin....
Sanskar was sitting silently.Ragini was beside him fixing the color cube box.
And he looks at her and suddenly he just leaves her there and walked further.
She was so confused for the moment and she chase him.
Sanskar stopped at a point after nearly walking for 10 minutes and she hit his back.he knew she was behind him but didn't expect a Cm distance.
At the dance and personality development class she is not paying attention at all neither she is interested in doing anything.
He pushed her a bit and walked and she followed.
Ragini followed him again and she hold his arm and literally hugged placing her head on his shoulder:are ..are you ang..angry with me Sansii..?
He pulled his arm from her:Ragini...you are very selfish...this is gonna affect you a lot and me too.you think everyone around you are accepting you then it's over,you don't need to do anything?
Her eyes welled up as he have never yelled at her.
Sanskar:no matter how much I try to let you know that you should be so perfect that next time someone should think twice to point a finger at you.....but no,all those concerns are only for me.you don't need anything in life.when a good opportunity is knocking you,you are turning it down.if something happens to me and I won't be alive.then where will you go?going back to your parents home and sit in balcony either counting vehicle or fixing color cube box.and what after them?you can't depend always on someone,one day they will get tired of you.and the one you have listened the most.you will be a burden.family would be there for one point of life and don't expect them for every point of your life!!!
From past few days he tried explaining her calmly and lovingly so that she would agree to him but she turns more stubborn of not to listen him.
He moved while she simply followed him and there was the crowd and he literally stopped and holds her wrist and takes her along with him.
She was sad and hurt.she have never thought that Sanskar would ever scold her.
They reach home..
Later..
Sanskar was sitting outside on the stairs.he realised that he was rude with her.and he was wrong.her disorder was not in her hands.
Zoya:What happened why are you sitting here?
Sanskar looks at her and smiles a bit:just felt to...
Zoya:I heard that you rejected the offer of wild life photography...
Sanskar didn't say anything.
Zoya:are you upset of something?
Sanskar:no!
Zoya:that means a yes!
He was silent for sometime.
Sanskar:I spoke to her rudely today!
Zoya smiles a bit.
Sanskar:May be my mind has a image of her which is not meant to happen.may be I am forcing my decision over her.
Zoya:So are you regretting now of marrying her?
He turns to her:Noo..never.i will never regret to it.because Ragini have become my lifeline I cannot spend my days without her!
He entangled his fingers joining his palms:you know most of the people including my mom has a definition set in their mind that Autism is abnormal.nobody knows what fire I am storing in myself.because everyone ..every single person either if it's my family or her family,everyone consider her as a kid,once or twice it's fine.but now it's hurting me.i don't want her to be reminded as a kid but as an achiever.i want her to know and live independent life...I came here with this intention I want her transformation.i don't want her to stay inside the 4 walls or walk behind depending on someone.and I know my mom still didn't accept her so I want her to have all those qualities.all of my wish list are striking down being incomplete.And I am confused.....what should I do next?she have dealt with so many things many people tried to hurt her.she was been away from me I want her learn things that could put her in safe place.last time those kids saved her.if we were late that night and what if Ragini was....
He couldn't continue further.
Zoya looks at him as she could feel his concerns.
Sanskar:you know what happened how much she got herself improved again she is moving back to same phase she overcame.
Zoya was looking at him and smiles:you know when you said all of this I just remembered myself.years My condition was bit similar though it's not as you but those confusion worries I feel it,when I married Adi.
Sanskar looks at her.
Zoya:we had a court marriage against our parents.and...for me it was no less a problem.initially everything felt right but you know I have regretted marrying Adi because at one point I felt I was alone.i am a Muslim.i don't know the culture and besides that I was missing my parents.though Adi was been best life partner for me I was missing the essence of my life,then we used to have cross words and fights.i wanted to go back even words reached to divorce.even I thought that it's because we belong to different religion then I thought it's because we are different from one another then I thought it's because I hurt my parents so I am punished.we were not like earlier.and the final thing was 6 month deadline.
Sanskar looks at her.
Zoya:we gave ourself a 6 month time because we didn't wanted to part ways because we loved each other,for outsiders we are seen as a solved people's happy go lucky couple.but between us we didn't get to know the solution.problem was many too,for what and all we would go to look for a solution!
Sanskar:So What happened then?did the 6 month end?
She smiles:now it's 8 months we would never want to depart..
Sanskar:wow..I mean you found solution...
Zoya:No...we found the exact problem!
Sanskar looks at her for a moment.
Zoya:you and Ragini showed it to us!
Sanskar:Me And Ragini?
Zoya:because we tried our level best but there was no peace and then you came.where we saw you both,if Ragini is angry with you,you apologize and convince her in the next minute.and remember when Ragini had taken your brother's jacket..
Sanskar looks at her.
Zoya:you acted angry and she let go the jacket when your brother gave it to her and she simply followed you.we have seen many things and we got to learn our problems,That was ego.if I am at mistake I won't admit and if Adi is at mistake he too won't admit which brought unusual fights and we learnt that a relationship definitely needs Gratitude and apologies,we saw it from you,these can definitely save the distance in relationships .one needs to be calm when other is upset.having one another for the company can lead life easily.but I was wrong at the final sentence.
Sanskar bent his head.
Zoya:you have the obstacles too but ...
She didn't say anything.
Sanskar:but what?
Zoya:I'll tell you tomorrow.anyways Good night!
He just nods and smiles.as he found the problem and solution too...
Sanskar moves inside.
He found kids watching TV.
Ragini was with them.
Sanskar:where is Ragini?
Banner:she went to room and looked upset too..
He just nods.
He moves to kitchen and there were the dinners he had ordered from restaurant.
He gave them to kids and served it on the plate and moved to room.
He looks around the room and didn't find her and was about to move to look for her when he stopped and turned again she was sitting in the corner.a small space beside a table.
Sanskar:Ragini..
She got scared and startled with the sudden call!
Sanskar:have dinner..Come come fast!
She stood and walked slowly towards him.
And takes the plate from him and moves out to dining table.
He moves and sits beside her.
Where Ragini was hungry but still was upset and hurt.
He had placed 3 Roti on her plate.she took 2 roti and put it back on hot case.
He looked at her and she didn't dare to turn to him either say something.
And she finished with it.
When he puts a roti on her plate.
She holds it and she knew he was looking at her and she placed on her plate and he turned to his plate and she quickly put it back on hot case,and stood holding her plate.
And he held her arm in nick of time.
He pulled her a bit making her sit and placed the roti on her plate.
Sanskar:I should not see compromise with food no matter whatever the situation is!!!
And she sits with the small pout.
He smiles seeing her:Come on finish it fast!
She eats and her eyes were welling up.
And they finish with the dinner.
And Ragini goes and washes her plate and glass and goes to room.
He looks at her.
Later
She got changed and layed on the bed covering the blanket before he comes to room.
Sanskar enters inside room and smiles seeing her.
He gets changed and moves to her and kneels near her and And was about to pulls the blanket from her face.but she held tightly.
Sanskar:Ragini...I am sorry.one last chance I will make sure that I won't take out my anger on you.i promise.please forgive me this time!
She turns other side.
He sits beside her.
Sanskar:okay you can call me Santra thousands of times I won't complain.you can punish me too.i will do whatever you say.
She immediately sits and then hugs him tight almost falling over him.
He controlled himself and her with the balance.he smiles.
Rooth jaana tera Maan jaana mera
Dhoondhte teri hansi Mill gayi khushi
Raah hoon main teri Rooh hai tu meri
Dhoondhte tere nishaan Mill gayi khudi
Ragini:Promise me..you will not say...say about dying.you have to stay with me for forever.
Tear skips from his eyes which he wipes off immediately,but the bright smile was crawling on his lips:I promise I won't say..
She hugs him more tight...
Tu jo mila lo ho gaya main qaabil
Tu jo mila to ho gaya sab haasil haan!
Mushqil sahi aasaan hui manzil
Kyunki Tu.. Dhadkan.. Main Dil...
She make him lay on the bed and pats him.he smiles.
He really was guilty for shouting at her.
And he was forcing her for the thing which she was not interested in....not only her if it was anyone in her place they might have been worse than her and mad at him but she was not...that makes her unique!
He pulls her and covers her in his embrace literally hugging her!
To be continued.......
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