chapter 19
Chapter 19.
SuA dropped her body after a making love with Lee Siyeon, Siyeon after reaching the peak of satisfaction, snuggled into her lap, half-closed eyes ready to go to sleep.
- Kim Bora, I love you.
SuA smiled, kissed Siyeon's bright forehead, and hugged her. SuA was also very satisfied, but she couldn't fall asleep right away.
After talking with Arin, SuA felt that, the decisions she had made, seemed a bit wrong.
She wanted to divorce JiU, she wanted to arrange work at Dejavu center, hand it over to someone else within 2 or 3 months, and then return to Korea with Siyeon.
But maybe… she needed to make up her mind. She needs to change this decision
She told Arin that Lee Siyeon wasn't ready to talk to anyone yet, so SuA advised Arin to go back to Korea like her old plan, then SuA promised Arin that she would bring Siyeon back to Korea within 2 next week, then let the two of them meet, then ask Arin to help Siyeon mentally.
Arin agreed.
And today SuA had a pretty long talk with Kim JiU, in the afternoon when she returned home, she saw JiU drinking at the bar.
"SuA, sit down, I have something to tell you"
“…………………….”
"Wife, I'm so sorry for you, in the past few months, I've been at home less, talk to you less, I promise in the future I won't be like that again."
“……………………..”
"I will confess everything to you, if you hear this story, you are angry with me, you want to hit me, it's okay, because I deserve it."
“…………………….”
“Two weeks before you went to Korea, there was a new employee at the company, named Anna, she was friendly with me, and one day I got drunk at a party, Anna took advantage of that, invited me to sleep with her, and I couldn't resist, I slept with her, I came home very late that day"
“…………………….”
“After that Anna kept stalking me, and really I didn't escape this temptation, I spoiled her, went on dates with her, did everything she wanted, that's why that I refused to go to Korea with you"
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“I was stupid when I was immersed in Anna's love for several months, I was just cheated by Anna a large amount of money, she told me suffering about herself, and then her family's poor situation, I relented and helped her, and now that she's gone, I can’t find her, I suddenly realized, Anna was just creating a script, and I stupidly ran into it"
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“I really am an idiot, and lately I see you don't sleep at home constantly, where have you been? Working overnight? I know you are a very good doctor and are sought after by many people, patients always schedule with you a month in advance, but could you spend a little more time at home? I feel empty when you are not here. Our house becomes so large”
"I already know that you're dating someone else, Handong called to talk about it"
"Wife, I'm really sorry, I was wrong"
“……………………..”
"I don't see you wearing wedding ring anymore, maybe it's because of work that it's inconvenient to wear a ring, but can’t you be like that?"
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“SuA, wife, can you forgive me? I love you so much”
Kim SuA mused, standing on the balcony of the room, New York is snowing tonight, the weather is beautiful in pictures, but it feels very cold in the skin, currently SuA is wearing a very nice thick shirt.
But this coldness, was nothing to what was going on in her heart.
Hearing Kim JiU's temporary adultery story, she had no emotions at all, no jealousy, she really had no feelings for JiU, and was completely immersed in Lee Siyeon.
And Kim JiU is really a sincere and brave person, she dares to say all her mistakes, proactively without waiting for SuA to ask.
But JiU's sincerity, how can SuA respond? she is very much in love with Lee Siyeon, this affection is increasing, there is no sign of stopping.
And she was a coward, not daring to tell this kind of love to JiU.
But ironically, Lee Siyeon's feelings for SuA, maybe only temporary, the person Siyeon really loves, is Arin, that's the person Siyeon really loves. Thinking of this part, SuA's heart arose with jealousy, thinking about Siyeon who had feelings for another woman, she was really uncomfortable….
She felt uncomfortable….
After talking with JiU, SuA said she was busy with work, she went to the hotel to meet Lee Siyeon, and slept with Siyeon, she completely ignored JiU's reaction.
It's been 5 months since Lee Siyeon met SuA, Siyeon suffered brain damage, mentally, then met SuA, connected with SuA continuously, so swooping into her lap, falling in love with her, is natural. If Lee Siyeon remembers everything in the near future, she will realize that her feelings for SuA are only temporary, the person she really loves is the person in the past who has been with her for a long time than SuA, is Arin.
SuA called Lee Gahyeon to ask about this, and Gahyeon confirmed that Arin's story was true. It is true that Arin and Siyeon were dating, then caught by the press, and then Arin was forced to break up by the management company.
Their relationship lasted for a year.
So what is 5 months of SuA? nothing at all.
In her endless thoughts, SuA received a text message from the east, mom Kim.
“Have you solved that problem yet?”
Now in New York it's 3am, and in Korea it's 3pm, maybe mom Kim is watching TV, having free time and asking her, yeah.
And she had to leave a message, the content sounded very bitter.
"I'll end up with her, don't worry, mom"
SuA went back to her room, she closed the balcony door, took off her clothes, and saw Lee Siyeon lying on the bed, eyes wide open.
- Singnie, I thought you’re asleep – SuA climbed onto the bed, leaning on her elbow, looking down at Siyeon, the light from the street faintly entered the room, making Lee Siyeon's face appear full of loneliness.
Siyeon’s beautiful brown eyes were filled with a single tear.
- I'm sorry, I'm still here with you - SuA lovingly hugged Siyeon in her arms. Every time she saw Siyeon’s eyes like that, she knew Siyeon was feeling hurt.
That look, the same look as the day Siyeon knew she was married.
Siyeon’s eyes, still wet like that, did not fall down at all.
- You’re so cold - Siyeon whispered.
- Oh, I'm sorry - SuA hastily let go, she won’t spread cold air into Siyeon's body.
SuA shifted slightly to wait for her body to warm up again, but Siyeon pounced on her again, embracing her wholeheartedly.
- You’re so cold, you have to hug me to keep you warm - Siyeon scolded, pushing SuA's head close to her chest, Siyeon rubbing SuA’s back, then rubbing her arms, wishing her warmth again.
SuA was quiet, she heard Siyeon's heartbeat pounding in her ear, very clear and loud.
- Your heart is beating so hard.
- Because you’re next to me, I'm nervous - Siyeon flirted.
SuA laughed.
- Why are you standing on the balcony in the middle of the night? my feeling just now is the same as the day you flew back to the US.
- …………………….
- I have a feeling you're about to leave me again.
- …………………….. – SuA pursed her lips, she wanted to cry, how could Siyeon guess her thoughts?
- Bora? – Siyeon bent down, saw the person curled up in her arms, about to cry.
- …………….. – SuA looked up at Siyeon and couldn't stop her tears.
- Why are you crying? don't cry - Siyeon fervently, she wiped Bora's tears.
- Thinking of leaving you.. I……I’m so……. – SuA couldn't finish the sentence because she was sobbing.
- No matter what, I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere - Siyeon hugged SuA tightly.
In Lee Siyeon's eyes, Kim Bora is too idealistic, talented, psychological, beautiful, and this is the first time she has witnessed SuA’s weak appearance. Her heart hurt terribly, she didn't understand why Bora was like this, because of those words she just said...?
- …………. - SuA got a little better, she sniffed her nose.
- Go to sleep, my love, you have to go to work early tomorrow, you told me so - Siyeon gently patted SuA's back as if lulling her to sleep.
- ……………………
- I sing you to sleep easily, okay?
- Yeah.
Siyeon sings, her voice is gentle, sweet, and low, anyone who can hear this wonderful voice, must be very blessed.
SuA doesn't know what song Siyeon is singing...
And she fell asleep in Lee Siyeon's sweet arms like that.
End chapter 19.
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