chapter 22
Chapter 22.
6 months passed.
Lee Siyeon sat in the rest room of DCC company, which was her management company when she was active in the music industry.
When she comes back to Korea, she spends a week at home, doing relaxing chores, then she goes to meet all the people who appeared in her past, in the hope of regaining her memories, including Lee Gahyeon, Choi Arin.
Kim Bora wants her to remember everything, she will try to remember everything, as quickly as possible.
She went to see Lee Gahyeon, then Lee Gahyeon took her to meet all the DCC employees who had been with her in her work. Then Arin came to see her, Arin was delighted, hugged her, and kissed her on the lips.
Siyeon bravely reveals to everyone that she has lost all her memory, so please help her to remember. When she revealed what the entire Lee family wanted to hide, Mayor Lee was alarmed, fearing her reputation would be affected. But the entire DCC company, and Arin, all joined hands to hide this from the media, they tried to help her regain her memory. Knowing that, Mayor Lee was less worried.
Siyeon accepted, followed Arin and Gahyeon's orders, they told her where she went, she went there, they told her what she did, she did.
Arin took her on dates in many places. Arin says that all those places, are places she and Arin have been to. Gahyeon took her to vocal classes, she met her teachers, she met her band, she met her musicians, and started practicing old songs, her own songs.
It's been like this for a few months...
And now what is the result, does Siyeon remember anything?
The answer is no.
She couldn't fathom how much her old self had loved Arin, she really didn't have any feelings for Arin right now. Is Arin beautiful? Yes. Is she talented? Yes. Is she cute? Yes. Is she sincere? Yes.
Arin is a famous singer, her fanboys abound, she's someone that every guy wants.
But Arin is only interested in women.
And when Arin hugs Siyeon, she feels uncomfortable, Arin kisses her, she feels even more uncomfortable. There were even a few times when Arin invited Siyeon to her house, and stimulated Siyeon lust, but Siyeon became completely emotionless, did not want to touch her. So those nights, Siyeon just lay motionless, let Arin hug her to sleep beside her.
Lee Siyeon couldn't understand it, so she made an appointment with Lee Gahyeon one night, to make it clear, she asked Gahyeon carefully, digging up every detail, about her and Choi Arin's love affair. Siyeon and Arin met on a music show, and texted back and forth, then Arin took the initiative to flirt with her first, and she agreed to all of Arin's dates, then agreed to love Arin. Her relationship with Arin, lasted for 1 year, but the number of times they met was only a little more than 1 hand, each month she and Arin met about 1 or 2 times, because both of their schedules were too busy, but she and Arin talk to each other every day on the phone.
Her relationship with Arin, including hugs, kisses, secret dates, she and Arin only spend the night together a few times. And 3 months before the accident, Arin was forced by the management company to break up with her, because the two were caught by the press and stolen. Then the two no longer contacted each other. Arin said that after the breakup, she still misses and loves Siyeon.
But what about Siyeon, what was her emotional level at that time? Gahyeon said that, after the breakup, she only worked, and didn't show anything emotionally.
So what is the guarantee that she has a deep love for Choi Arin? Nothing at all.
All of the above details, when she asked clearly and asked carefully, Lee Gahyeon answered. She was very upset, and it took her half a year after she returned to Korea to learn this information. She blamed Gahyeon a lot. She was annoyed that Gahyeon didn't take the initiative to tell her.
“I'm sorry, I thought Arin could help you with your memory, even though your relationship isn't serious because of your busy work, you know, DCC really wants you to remember everything to quickly return to the singing path” – Gahyeon said
Lee Siyeon finds it too ridiculous, if they want her to return to the singing path soon, she will increase the intensity of her practice, what's the need to recall memories???
She finally had a clear conversation with Lee Gahyeon and knew all the facts. Then today, in a meeting with the company, she said that she would practice more urgently, to quickly produce a new product, just 1 more month, she will definitely have a new product, and she doesn't need to recall her memories, so please everyone stop trying to help her with this.
She no longer wants people to help her regain her memories…
Half a year has passed, 6 months, but for her, like 6 years, is too long, her heart is tormented horribly every day.
She can't remember anything from the past...
The thing she misses the most is Kim Bora.
All the memories of Kim Bora, from the first day she met Bora, to the last day she met Bora on Christmas Eve, she remembers them all without missing a single day.
Half a year has passed, she has not contacted Kim Bora, not a message, not a call. Kim Bora also did not contact her, not even a question to visit.
Bora tells her to text Bora when she gets back to Korea, she doesn't, Bora tells her to call Bora if there's any problem, she doesn't.
She had a lot of problems, but she didn't call Bora, because she thought, Kim Bora is good doctor, yes, excellent, but not always right, so if she calls, Bora can’t solve it for her.
Kim Bora said Siyeon would recall the memory, she was wrong. Kim Bora said Siyeon would be happier, she was wrong.
Bora is completely wrong, because right now, not only can't Siyeon regain her memories, but also living like a depression, she can't exactly be happy.
After the meeting with the company, Siyeon is now sitting in the break room of DCC, she looks up at the wall of the room, there is a very nice slogan on it, this inscription DCC designed, hung on the wall, to motivate employees to work hard.
“Don't count what you've lost, cherish what you have and plan for what you will gain, because the past will never come back, but the future can make up for the loss"
Then she looked at the corner of the room again, there was another small slogan
“The recipe for failure is to please everyone”
Siyeon pondered, did she trade her happy present, just to find the past that can't be returned? did she trade her own desires, just to please someone she couldn't love?
Kim Bora is completely wrong, her advice is really wrong.
Turns out, PhDs, there are times when such mistakes are made.
Siyeon turned on her phone, she texted Arin, to make things clear, she didn't want to see Arin anymore, because she didn't have any feelings for Arin. She texted Arin to thank Arin for taking the time to help her, and she texted apologizing, for wasting Arin’s time, she couldn't return Arin's feelings.
In Siyeon's head now, starting to have some decisions, she can't let herself be confused and suffer like this so long.
She wanted to cry, she wanted to be angry, she wanted to scream, she wanted to smash things, but she chose to keep it to the bottom of her heart, she acted calmly at all times. She knew that no matter what she did, it wouldn't solve her own problem.
She decided, that she would definitely go back to New York again.
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1 month passed.
With Siyeon’s intelligence and hard work, Siyeon has completed recording 1 new mini album, including 4 songs. Her old songs, she practiced half of the time. Her rocketing progress makes the president of DCC very pleased.
She released her mini album, marking her return to the public after more than a year of silence from the accident, the fans were all happy to see her healthy. She participated in many shows, performed in different stages to promote new songs, she participated in interviews with many press, opened many fan meetings to interact with fans.
Then another month passed.
Siyeon lay down on the soft bed, today is the last day of the new mini-album promotion schedule, she has 2 weeks to rest. And she had only been lying in bed for about ten minutes, she got up, grabbed her suitcase, and started packing.
Siyeon bought a plane ticket to New York, the last one, at 2am, she went through the check-in process last week to be able to fly as soon as possible. Although her body was a bit tired right now, she couldn't wait.
She couldn't wait to see Kim Bora again.
She was always longing to see Bora, longing to hug Bora, longing to kiss Bora.
She misses Kim Bora to dead.
If she texts or calls Bora, this nostalgia doesn’t lessen. She looks at Bora's pictures almost every day, Bora’s photos are on her phone a lot, but this nostalgia still can't be lessened, she has to meet Bora in person.
She had to meet Kim Bora, no matter what.
The flight from Incheon, South Korea, to John F. Kennedy, New York, took off.
End chapter 22.
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