𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞
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For the rest of the day, I found it hard to concentrate on my work. Images of Four's angry face kept invading every mathematical question I turned to and found myself unable to complete my test.
The rest of my classes went by dreadfully slow, everything seemed to annoy me, even my old history teacher's loud breathing which I hadn't really noticed before. I was angry, confused and sad all at once.
Why the hell was Four acting that way? I've seen him angry once before, but not towards me. Especially over something you can easily get over...I didn't know me not answering his text messages would put me on a mental breakdown.
I zoned out in every class, I'd usually see Four with his usual group and by himself in the halls trying to get to class, but I only saw him once when I excused myself to the bathroom. He was talking to someone at the end of the hallway and when I looked close, it was Esmer.
Four didn't see me but Esmer did and she only nodded to where I was and I went inside the bathroom before Four could see me. I waited in there until I was certain they were gone before going back to class.
When lunch hour came, Madi and I took our usual spot outside on the table and relaxed the rest of the day. I noticed Four with his group talking and he'd sneak glances my way which would usually make me feel butterflies, but knowing we're in a fight I didn't know how to feel.
"Want me to go kick him in the balls?" Madi asks, dragging me out of my thoughts to look at her narrowing her eyes at Four who was in a conversation with Thomas.
"No!" I say and she rolls her eyes. "I don't need anymore drama."
"You're no fun." She sighs and rests her hand on her chin in a bored state. "By the way, I asked Esmer about what happened and she says she doesn't remember."
"But what about what she said earlier?" So, I see her talking to Four and now all of a sudden she doesn't remember? Very convenient.
Madi shrugs her shoulders. "She said she was high and she must've imagined it. I don't believe her for a second but what can you do?"
"I saw her talking to Four today, just them two." I point out and Madi gives me her full attention.
"Do you think he told her not to say anything?"
"I'd like to say no but after he lied to me, I don't even know to be honest." Madi looks from me to Four who looks at me before leaving with his group of friends and soon, the bell is ringing. My last two classes go by smoothly before it's time for my swimming class.
Madi and I change into our bathing suits before going towards the pool. Most of the girls in the class didn't want to participate today in the lessons so it was only about five of us in the room.
I fix my goggles on my eyes and take my spot next to Madi and this other girl who's always pretty quiet in the class. "I'm just saying, if Four ever cheats on you I'm fighting him." She says from her starting position.
I let out a small but sincere laugh and when the coach blows her whistle, we dive in the water with a big splash. The water was excessively cold today but my muscles soon got used to it as we swam from the start to the end of the pool. I liked to think I was getting a bit better at swimming, but I still very obviously needed more practice.
We do about ten laps before the class is over with and we're going back to the lockers to change. I remove the cap from my head, allowing my hair to fall down my shoulders before I go into a stall and change.
As I was closing the door behind me, I see someone leave the lockers. "Hey, Jo?" Madi says as I hear her zip up her backpack and shut her locker.
"Yeah?" I say as I peel off the wet swimsuit from my body and use the towel to dry myself.
"I need to drop Esmer off at her house and if I don't do it right now, I'm not making it home on time."
"That's okay," I say. "Go, I'll be fine." With one last goodbye, I hear her footsteps fade away and the door opens and closes. Once I'm dressed in my jeans and my bra, I look around for my shirt but it isn't in my bag, it must've fell out in my locker. I am relieved when I hear the door open and close once again. "Hey, can someone pass me my shirt? It's locker 115." I call out and hear their footsteps.
Once my locker closes, I hear the footsteps get close to my stall and they put it over the door making me thank them. After I pack my school clothes in my duffel bag, I open the stall door to see Four leaned against the lockers, startling me for the second time today.
"What are you doing in here?" I say unamused at his presence. I grab the wet swimsuit and the towel and throw them in the laundry basket.
"Waiting on you." He says, no emotion in his face. I shut my locker and hum in response. "Let's grab some food."
"Sorry, not hungry." I say, keeping it short and give him a fake smile before walking towards the door but he only shuts it as I open it, his arm near my face and when I turn, he's looking down to me.
"Then let's go to my apartment." He says in more of a demand than a question.
"I've got homework." I say. "I've got to study again for my calculus test that I didn't finish, so I think that's a no." I say and try going for the door but he only shuts it again. "Four—"
"I'm sorry about this morning," he says, his eyes holding my gaze. "Let me make it up to you, you can study at my place." Something about his tone soothed me and compelled me to agree even though I wanted to keep ignoring him and leave.
"Don't you work today?" I point out and he shrugs.
"I can call in sick." He says without hesitation. I sigh and look away.
"Fine." I give in and he lowers his arm, allowing me to open the door. "But you're buying us food."
Four legs out a small chuckle and follows me out the door. "I thought you said you weren't hungry."
"I am now." I say and we walk towards my car.
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We ended up at a Burger King's drive thru and I used Four's card to pay before I drive towards his apartment complex. This was the second time I was here and I was quickly adjusting to the ambiance, I could however go without the stares from Four's junkie neighbors who called Four over but he ignored them.
We eat our food on the table while I study the guidebook to the test my teacher allowed me to redo. As I eat a fry, I briefly look up to see Four watching my movements whilst stealing one of my fries.
"What?" I say as I swallow my food. I watch as a small smirk makes its way onto Four's lips.
"You look hot studying." My face grows hot at this, I've never been called hot before but I liked the way it made me feel. I pretend to ignore him and try to concentrate on the next question but I could still feel his gaze on me.
I hear Four let out a sigh before his hand goes to the book and closes it. "I was studying that." I say and watch as he stands up and walks over to me.
"It's my turn to study. I need to pass my Human Anatomy class with impeccable grades." He says making me let out a dry laugh.
"Was that supposed to be a joke?" I mock and watch as his dimples pop out on his cheeks.
"No." He says and presses his lips to mine. It was like Saturday night all over again, except this time I was completely sober. Our kissing session goes on for a while before Four pulls me up and leads us to the couch, pushing me back on it so I'm laying down.
"What are we doing?" I ask though I'm sure what he has in mind by the looks of it. He takes a short break from my neck and looks to me, his lips pressing light chaste kisses around my face.
"What do you want to do?" He turns the question over to me in almost a low growl, the raspiness in his voice bringing back the butterflies.
I reply back by cupping his face in my hands and bring his lips back to mine, his tongue licks my bottom lip before he sucks on it. As his hands go towards the button on my jeans, my breath picks up and he senses that I'm about to freak out again.
What the hell is wrong with me?
He looks up and kisses my nose lightly, his eyes dark with lust. "Let's start slow for today, okay?" He says and I nod, not knowing what that meant but when his fingers go back to the hem of my jeans, silently asking for permission I nod, knowing if I think too much into it I'll cower away.
As he undoes the button, his lips leave a wet trail down to my navel and soon enough, he's throwing my jeans on the floor with a soft thud leaving me exposed in the black satin panties that I was wearing.
"I like these better," he comments, his eyes looking into mine and I'm sure he notices how red I am when I see him give a faint smirk. His long pointer finger hooks under my panties and he runs it down to my pelvic bone, his finger touching me slightly making me jump at the foreign sensation.
I gulp and look towards the door to see it unlocked making me turn back to Four. "Can you lock your door? I don't want anyone coming in here while we're...like this."
"No one's coming in here." He says but he must notice my look of uncertainty that he stands up and walks towards the door and locks it. He looks around for something and I notice the tent on his jeans making them appear tighter.
He comes back into his previous position and smiles softly at me. "I need you to keep eye contact with me while I do this, okay?" Four says and I raise my eyebrow in question.
"What for?"
"Trust me, I'll know when you think something feels good. I want to know your body well before anything else." He says as his fingers hook on the hem of my panties and he begins slipping them down until they're completely off and I am left naked from the waist down.
I feel self conscious before him, no guy had ever seen me this way but I was glad it was Four the one who gets to look at me. I bite the inside of my cheek and wait for him to begin. When I feel his lips kissing the inside of my thighs, I jump slightly and he looks up at me as if making a mental check that he should do just that.
His eyes grew darker as he got closer to my area and before I know it, his tongue strides over my entrance making goosebumps rise on my skin, the warm and wet feel of his tongue makes my head roll back.
"Look at me." Four says lowly and I do just that. His eyes watched my face and I locked eye contact, the way his face would hide behind me and I was only able to see his eyes through his eyelashes, the furrow between his eyebrows never once leaving.
I soon find my hips bucking to match his pace that Four has to hold me down with his arm, anchoring my legs over his shoulders as his tongue lapped on me. He did this with so much patience and slowness that was both excruciating and exciting.
No one but myself had ever touched me this way with the exception of today, but the more he did this, the more the knot in the pit of my stomach grew. "Four," I basically pant his name, inwardly trying to back away from the feeling that was so good but definitely too much for me.
The grip on my legs tightens. "I don't know if I can take anymore," I gasp as my hands go to reach for something to grip and his tongue did circles around me. It felt hot and I felt sensitive but it was a good feeling.
"I could do this all night." He says briefly and when he puts his mouth back on me, the feeling intensifies and my legs begin to shake before I am arching my back, my hands gripping the material of the couch.
I am soon quivering before him, knowing I came when I jerked away from his mouth. I hear Four give a low chuckle before he's sitting up and I grab a pillow to cover myself.
"Would you like some water?" Four offers and I shake my head no as I sit up, feeling my area throb with every movement. When I look to him, he's pulling his jeans away from his crotch and I'm sure he was uncomfortable there.
"Do you want me to—help?" I say awkwardly and Four softly smiles at me.
"I'm fine, Jo." He tells me whilst pushing loose hairs behind my ear.
"Can we try again?" I say after a while of silence. "Like, tomorrow, I mean. You said we'd take it slow today." I feel embarrassed under his gaze after what we just did.
"Don't be shy around me, we can try it as much as you'd like. As I said, I could do this all night, you've just got to say please." He winks and I throw a pillow at him, making him laugh and I find myself in a trance at the sound of it.
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