Hot N Cold - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 12
Chapter 12.
Two months have passed, a very busy time for Dreamcatcher, releasing a new album, promoting, 20 fansigns, and preparing for a 2 week European concert tour in 6 cities.
Everyone is working hard and happily enjoying each of their schedules, but Lee Siyeon's spirit has gone down compared to before. She always appeared fine in front of the camera, but when the camera was off, or when she returned home, she felt extremely miserable.
Her parents match her with a guy surnamed Kim, a sergeant in the army, extremely handsome and idealistic. Her previous boy failed who be a showbiz person so Mr and Mrs. Lee thought she would match someone in a different industry.
This guy Kim's full name is Kim Jaejoong, 6 years older than her, has an appearance like a male model, and a sharp, beautiful face like a statue, he... looks quite like Kim SuA.
Siyeon banged her head with her hand to wake her up when thinking about this, she tends to look at anyone with Kim SuA's face. SuA’s image haunted her too much already. Even when Shinwon looked into her eyes and confessed his feelings, she imagined SuA's face while confessing the love on stage.
She and that guy Kim went on a few dates, everything stopped at walking, eating, going to the movies, holding hands, kissing on the cheek. She is shy with all those appointments and just acts reluctantly, she doesn't dare to protest at all because this is Mr and Mrs. Lee's instructions, if she shows her refusal, her father will call her right away.
Every time she saw a call from father Lee, she subconsciously panicked. She is no longer in the mood to find out a guy to love, to have her first love anymore, now she is completely worried.
Since she had determined what her heart was like, there was clearly someone sitting there.
She accidentally fell in love with Kim SuA ever since she didn't know.
And with her personality that likes to hide her true feelings, she didn't show anything sweet to SuA, she still showed her annoyed face in front of SuA a few times, she still showed she still hates SuA.
She only shows feelings for SuA when on camera, one of the jobs she has to do.
She knows that even if she confesses to SuA, it won't work, SuA has no special feelings for her. SuA cares about the girls equally and Siyeon is just one of them, nothing more, even lately she's been eating SuA's neglect often, SuA doesn't observe and notice her as much as before.
And the reason that was holding her back next was her near-future marriage, she couldn't brazenly date someone while she was about to get married.
But then she threw all her reason into a drunken night. Dreamcatcher had another 4-day vacation after finishing the busy overseas schedule, everyone had left the dorm and returned to their hometown, except for Handong, the foreign girl. And this time, except for Siyeon, this time she did not return to Daegu to visit her family, she stayed in Seoul.
She didn't want to go back to parents Lee's house at all, they would definitely call the guy Kim, otherwise the conversation between her and them would only revolve around the progress of her relationship with that guy . She didn't want to meet and talk to her parents right now.
Then she immersed herself in the bar, if she drank at the dorm, Handong would wonder, she didn't want Handong to worry about her. She dressed very discreetly and came to this crowded place, sipping every glass of wine. Siyeon's alcohol intake was average, but she was drinking like she was an expert.
She admits that she is really missing Kim SuA, even though she last saw SuA the day before.
Her nostalgia doesn't come from not being able to meet SuA, but from finding out she has feelings for SuA, but then she doesn't have the courage to say it, because there are too many obstacles. So her nostalgia continued even when SuA sat next to her.
Siyeon got up to pay the bill and got into a private car, she asked the driver to take her to Masan, a place 4 hours drive from Seoul city.
- What? Masan? - The driver panics.
- I will pay double the money, you go ahead - Siyeon leaned her head on the chair, her eyes closed because she was too drunk.
The driver heard about the amount of money that was about to be received, and was a little excited, and told himself that he would sacrifice a night to work late.
The car drove to Masan City.
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SuA was sleeping soundly when the phone rang, she squinted at the phone, after only a second she felt extremely panicked.
It's 2 o'clock at night and Siyeon calls her.
The sleepiness was extinguished, SuA's brain woke up like a flute, she picked up the phone immediately.
- Siyeon, what's wrong?
“I… am standing in front of your house”
- Huh?
"I've arrived at Masan, I'm in front of your house"
SuA's heart stopped, Lee Siyeon is in Masan?
She used to take the group to her parents' house once, that's why Siyeon knew her address. But what is the reason Siyeon is here?
The door sounded softly, the whole street was empty of ghosts. Siyeon appeared in sight under the light of the moon, quite a distance away there was a car with lights on, it must have been the car that brought her here.
An unpleasant smell hit SuA’s nose, SuA grimaced, the person in front of her just drank alcohol...
- Here you are - Siyeon said softly, her lips curling up in a smile, her legs still unsteady.
Siyeon's limp made SuA inertia put an arm around her waist, SuA looked up in surprise, what the hell is going on.
- Sing, what's wrong, why are you drinking?
Siyeon poured her whole body into SuA, hugging SuA tightly.
- Sing…?
- Hug me.
The request came from Siyeon's sweet voice, SuA couldn't refuse, she wrapped her other arm around Siyeon’s waist, pulling Siyeon closer. Her heart was pounding and she didn't understand what the purpose of Siyeon's actions was.
She no longer wanted to secretly love Siyeon, she told her heart strongly that she would try to end this unrequited love as quickly as possible.
But if Siyeon continues like this, how will she succeed?
- You... - SuA called in confusion, she still didn't understand.
- Hold me - Siyeon growled.
- I'm holding you.
- Hold me tight.
- How are you? – SuA tightened her arms more.
- I can't think of anything else, I need you.
- You said that when you’re drunk, don't come near you.
- Did I say that stupid thing?
- …………………….
- Then I'm not drunk anymore - Siyeon lifted her head to look at SuA, her eyes widening to show her sanity.
This silly appearance makes SuA feel very interesting, she laughs.
But she can't act on her emotions anymore, which is not good for Siyeon.
- Why are you here, go home.
- I worked so hard to come here and you cruelly chased me away so quickly?
- It's because you self-created and acted by yourself, automatically being here.
- Kim SuA, in the end, what is the point you don’t like about me? – Siyeon left the hug, confidently talking to SuA face to face.
- When did I say I didn't like you?
- You always show that you don't like me.
- What? When do I show? The truth is the opposite, isn't it? – SuA widened her eyes.
Lee Siyeon from trainee days to debut, still shows that she hates SuA, but now blatantly claims that SuA doesn't like her.
It's really hot and cold stuff.
- I hate you but I’m here at night? what are you thinking about? – Siyeon raised her eyebrows, her face clearly losing consciousness, but still trying to stand.
- You are drunk, go home, let me call the car back for you.
- We have to finish talking.
- You can't stand still but you still want to finish talking? - SuA frowned, her hand still holding Siyeon's waist to prevent Siyeon from falling.
- Then tell me quickly, what is the point you don’t like about me?
- Why do you think I don't like you?
- You distanced yourself from me, you don't watch me anymore, you have completely ignored me lately.
- You told me that your parents are setting you up with someone, I should not care about you anymore.
- Why does the fact that I’m dating a guy affect your care about me?
- …………………… - SuA looked deeply at Siyeon.
- Why?
- What do you want, Siyeon, want me to continue to satisfy you? I don't want us to have that kind of relationship anymore.
- …………. – Siyeon was silent, she wanted to say something more but something inside her stopped her.
She wanted to say that she didn't come to SuA for sex, but that she really needed SuA’s care and attention. She really has feelings for SuA….
The space is like holding its breath, the surrounding scenery is tense waiting for the next development.
- I see, I'm going home - Siyeon gave up, pushed SuA's hand away from her, then turned and walked towards the waiting car.
SuA followed the figure until it disappeared, inside she was tormented with pain. She was miserable seeing Siyeon like that, but she had no other choice.
The next day, there was a message on the group chat from Handong
“Siyeon is sick everyone”
"Oh my, why is Sing always sick on days off?" – Dami dropped a sad face icon.
"I have some work to do, but I will try to return to the dorm soon" - JiU announced.
SuA read all the messages on the group chat and then put her phone down, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling absently.
What should she do to deal with the negative emotions inside her? Siyeon automatically came here to meet her last night, and this afternoon, Siyeon was sick, probably because Siyeon drank too much and went such a long way.
If SuA softened her heart, she would ask Siyeon to stay at Masan, the two of them rented a hotel nearby, then Siyeon wouldn't have to go back to Seoul in such a hurry.
But she chose not to, she ignored Siyeon, letting Siyeon go home drunk. She doesn't understand why Siyeon drinks so much, is it because of her?
If so, then all that is happening is her fault.
The next day, SuA received a call from JiU.
- Hello
“Can you go back to Seoul earlier?”
- For what?
"Take care of Siyeon, she's very sick this time, the whole day has passed without being able to lift her body, can't eat or drink anything"
- You think I'm a doctor? you tell manager Shin to take her to the hospital.
"Manager Shin took Siyeon to the hospital, the doctor just said that the body is exhausted, needs enough rest and enough medicine"
- That's fine, what else do I need to do?
“Kim SuA you are such an idiot, you still don't get what I mean?”
- Hey Kim JiU, you yourself told me to distance myself from Siyeon - SuA angrily raised her voice.
"It's true that I said that, but she's been in such a bad mood lately, I think she needs you"
SuA remembers the night Siyeon came here looking for her, and said Siyeon needed her.
The first time Siyeon said that sentence to her, nearly ten years since the two of them knew each other.
In the past, Siyeon didn't need her but she was always there to help Siyeon in any way she could. But now Siyeon said Siyeon needed her, but she didn't want to do anything anymore.
Perhaps her inner disappointment was too big.
“SuA?” – JiU called when the other end of the line was silent.
- When I'm done, I'll go back to Seoul - SuA said the last sentence and took the initiative to hang up the phone, put her hands on her face and sighed, she didn't know what to do.
Currently, her family is on a short vacation at Namhae Beach, just departed this morning, including her and Mr. and Mrs. Kim, the whole family has not gone out to play together for a long time. If she goes back to Seoul right now that's fine, Mr and Mrs Kim are fine, because they're happily engaged in their own date, she's just an attachment on this trip.
Although her parents are old, they still keep the habit of going on dates like newlyweds. SuA has traveled many times with her parents, but every night she is left alone because her parents are busy going out dating.
It would be convenient if she returned to Seoul, but inside she really didn't want to do it.
She distanced herself from Siyeon at JiU's request, but now she wants to keep doing it because she wants to. She didn't want to fall in love with Siyeon anymore.
Although she wasn't sure if Siyeon liked her or not, it was best not to be curious about anything.
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JiU hung up the phone and turned to be startled when she saw Gahyeon standing beside her.
- Oh my god Gah, you startled me, when did you come back to Seoul?
- I have a date with Eunbi, so come back to Seoul soon, you just talked to SuA, right? – Gahyeon coldly pushed the suitcase into the house.
- Yes.
- Let's talk on the rooftop for a while - Gahyeon walked out the door, leaving a bewildered look on JiU's face.
On the windy terrace, on the left is a swimming pool, on the right is a very beautiful flower garden.
- What is your intention that you want to pull SuA and Siyeon together? – Gahyeon crossed her arms and talked to JiU.
- You must have known everything, Siyeon loves SuA.
- I know that, I've known for a long time.
- Since when did Siyeon fall in love with SuA? – JiU pressed the lines on her face .
- After debuting for a while, Siyeon became interested and curious about everything about SuA in an unusual way, maybe feelings arise from that time.
- That's long – JiU is surprised, she is in the same room with Siyeon, chats with Siyeon a lot, but she doesn't know this.
- But Siyeon is not aware of it, and her feelings have become more and more obvious lately. But JiU, that doesn't mean you should pull SuA and Siyeon together, you know how next year will turn out, you know, it's only a few weeks until the new year, I was told by Handong about the trip to Daegu. So let's just let things go, SuA gradually no longer wants to care about Siyeon anymore.
- Siyeon's spirits are really bad these days, she's exhausted it must be because of her negative mental health, not because of her busy schedule, Siyeon needs SuA, at least for now.
-Kim JiU, you can't just think about this moment and forget about the future, Siyeon's relationship with the new guy she met with her parents’s matchmaking is still going well, don't do anything everything is unstable.
JiU muses, Siyeon's situation has been shared and the whole group knows, she is dating a guy surnamed Kim, whom the Lee family matchmaking
- Gahyeonie, I think you're meddling in this too deeply, just do your job well, I'll take care of the rest, I'm the leader.
- No, I will definitely never let my SuA be bothered any more, the more she distances herself from Siyeon, the more peaceful she will be, leave SuA alone.
- …………. – JiU was shocked to see Gahyeon's intense emotions.
- ……………………..
- Gah... do you like SuA?
- So what, what's wrong with the fact that I’m loving her? – Gahyeon confidently replied, her face showing a carefree expression.
- You made up stories about SuA and told Siyeon to stop her from falling in love with SuA, right? The one with a one-night stand lifestyle is you
- Well, what's wrong with what I did? Siyeon obviously can't love SuA, if Mr and Mrs. Lee knew that she loved the same sex and were in the same group, they would treat Siyeon so badly. What I did is good for Siyeon only.
- ……………………
- Anyway, you're the first person to know about my love for SuA, I hope you know what to keep it private - Gahyeon glared and left the rooftop.
JiU froze on the spot, too shocked by the conversation just now.
End chapter 12.
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