Hot N Cold - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 18
Chapter 18.
It was pouring rain in Seoul, the noise was very harsh, everyone on the street was finding shelter. Gahyeon stood leaning against a pillar in the lobby of the building, arms folded coldly, eyes looking up at the scene tormented by the rain. It's late at night and she's standing here waiting for SuA.
SuA told her about the relationship with Jeongeui. Gahyeon knows that SuA only considers Jeongeui as a friend for several months now, they go out together a few times in their spare time.
But now is different, SuA accepted Jeongeui's confession, starting a love relationship with Ateez's manager girl. SuA said that she won't go to Siyeon's wedding, because she is traveling to Singapore with Jeongeui.
Gahyeon thought a lot, looking for ways to deal with her own negative emotions. She didn't know for what purpose SuA accepted to date Jeongeui, because SuA had real feelings for that girl, or because SuA wanted to remember the old feelings, or because SuA wanted to forget the sadness about Siyeon's story.
When Gahyeon knew that SuA had a crush on Siyeon, her heart felt like it was dead a bit, but right now when she knew that SuA was going on a date with another girl, her heart died a little more.
It's better to be Siyeon, why Jeongeui? a girl Gahyeon doesn't even know well.
She knew that she was just SuA's best friend, someone SuA could tell stories and share anything with, but she no longer wanted this position.
She doesn't want to be SuA's best friend anymore, she will take the initiative to break this close relationship.
To break it is very easy. It is often said that to kill a friendship, it only takes one person to confess, is that true?
Gahyeon sent a message to SuA saying that she will wait in the lobby of the group's residence building, to talk, SuA is busy today, so SuA will be late. The group's one-month vacation has only been almost half over, Gahyeon went back to her parents' house for a few days and then went to Seoul, because she had other dates with friends, anyway, her parents' house is quite close to Seoul, so moving is not difficult
The clock struck at 11:30 pm, the taxi carrying SuA stopped, SuA came out with an umbrella, the rain was still the same, still fiercely pouring.
- Gah, why are you standing here? it's raining heavily - SuA looked worriedly at the youngest member of the group.
- I told you I wanted to talk to you in the lobby - Gahyeon said expressionlessly.
- Why does it have to be the building lobby? we can go somewhere to talk, like a coffee shop.
- You're still in Seoul, why aren't you in the dorm? why are you staying at Suna's house?
- That you know Gah, I want to avoid Siyeon - SuA sighed.
- You seem to still have feelings for Siyeon but why are you dating Jeongeui?
- Jeongeui is a kind and sincere girl, what's wrong with dating her?
- I've seen you fall in love with one person, why do you force me to watch you fall in love with another girl? – Gahyeon said with her eyes wide open, her voice was louder than the rain
There was no one around, only the rain was screaming and a wounded heart wanted to scream.
Gahyeon was so angry that she wanted to cry, she really wanted to scream at the person opposite.
- What do you mean?
- Don't you realize that I have feelings for you?
- Huh? – SuA is shocked.
- I actively approached you since I was a trainee, I was always by your side, listening to all your sorrows, I tried to be your best friend, you think I only consider you a best friend huh?
- …………. – SuA froze, outside there was a loud thunderclap and Gahyeon's words were no different from that thunder.
- I kept my feelings to no one because you had feelings for someone else, I thought that when Siyeon got married, you would empty your heart and enjoy life as a cheerful personality inherent of you, then why are you going on a date with Jeongeui now? and planning to go on a trip with her?
- ……………………..
- Kim SuA, tell me, at what point do I lose to the girls around you? Looks, money, thoughtfulness? I'm sure that aside from my age, I don't lose to any other girl - Gahyeon said emphatically.
-…………………….
- Tonight I invite you to come here to talk to make you understand that I don't want to be your best friend anymore, your problems, your sorrows, you go and tell others, don't tell me any more.
- …………………….
- I'm going dorm - Gahyeon's face was expressionless, turning her back to step into the elevator.
Leaving Kim SuA stunned on the spot.
By this moment, SuA knew that she had a weakness, that was, not realizing the feelings of those around her for her.
She always considers Lee Gahyeon as her lovely little sister. In her family as the youngest, she has no younger sister, Gahyeon as her biological sister.
But now it's not possible anymore, Gahyeon actually has feelings for her, which she didn't expect.
SuA once advised Gahyeon not to go on a one-night stand, but to find herself a nice person to love.
Gahyeon stubbornly argued with SuA, that it would never happen.
Now SuA understood the reason, because that girl had feelings for her, and her heart belonged to someone else.
She felt so heavy, for hurting the people around her.
SuA took a taxi back to Suna's house, resting her head on the sofa, staring at the ceiling.
- What's the matter, my dear? – Suna was feeding the cat while talking.
- I've lost a close friend - said SuA emotionlessly.
- Who is? Lee Gahyeon huh?
- She just confessed to me.
- I don't play with Gahyeon so I don't know, but from the way she treats you, it's easy to see that she really likes you.
- ………….
- Confessing when you were dating Jeongeui? Maybe your dating Jeongeui made Gahyeon angry.
- ……………………..
- Kim SuA, we only have one life, let's live with our true feelings.
- How can I do that, Siyeon's wedding is the day after tomorrow
SuA’s strength fades away as time approaches Siyeon's wedding, she becomes weak and agrees to Jeongeui's every request. Jeongeui wants the two of them to go on a date, she agrees, Jeongeui wants the two of them to go on a trip to Singapore, she agrees.
Anyway, she didn't have the courage to attend that wedding, she would use this travel trip to run away.
Jeongeui also wanted SuA to take her home to meet parents Kim, and SuA said yes.
After the Kims move to Seoul, SuA will bring Jeongeui to meet them. Her mother, after learning that she has a new girlfriend, texted her to congratulate her, as happy as welcoming the new year.
She also felt less sad when she saw her mother happy, what she was doing was what her parents always wanted. She’s doing the right thing, isn’t she?
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At the 5-star Piri hotel, where Jaejoong and Siyeon's wedding was held.
The party took place very discreetly to avoid the media, the scene was only 30 guests including two relatives and Dreamcatcher members. The number of guests is exactly 30, but counting here, there are only 29.
- Where's SuA? – Siyeon asked as she looked outside, she was sitting in the waiting room, wearing a pure white dress.
- Siyeonie, you look so beautiful in this dress - JiU praised, ignoring Siyeon's question.
- The BEcause album shoot also had a wedding dress concept, Siyeon looked pretty, now wearing a real wedding dress, it looks even more beautiful - Yoohyeon chimed in.
- Hmmm….SuA is currently in Singapore – Gahyeon replied hesitantly when she saw Siyeon's angry expression.
- Huh?
- She's dating Jeongeui, you know?
Siyeon paused, she only knew roughly that the relationship between SuA and Jeongeui was at the level of friends, going out together a few times.
SuA has been carrying the suitcase out of the dorm for more than 2 weeks, no trace, no one knows where she is, can't be contacted. Siyeon asked Jaejoong to call Mr. and Mrs. Kim and they also said that SuA did not return to Masan, they surmised that she was traveling somewhere.
Siyeon had prepared this wedding while living in fear, SuA had no trace, for the first time she couldn't tell where SuA was.
SuA’s a celebrity and no one ever stumbles across her on the street.
Siyeon has been searching the internet for SuA's whereabouts for days now, but the more she searches, the more hopeless she gets.
- So she’s back with her ex? - Yoohyeon sighed.
- SuA has been living at actress Suna's house for the past few days, her friend, yesterday left for a trip to Singapore with Jeongeui, sorry everyone for not saying anything, because SuA didn't let me talk - Gahyeon gently explained and then left the room, her disappointment was too big.
She sympathizes with Siyeon, because she and Siyeon are suffering from the same sadness.
Siyeon pursed her lips after hearing the news, her mood plummeted.
She really hurt.
The wedding took place according to the planned rundown program, on the left is the bride's house with Mr. and Mrs. Lee and Seungyeon with her husband, on the right is the groom's house with Mr. and Mrs. Kim, and an empty chair.
Kim SuA really won't come here with Siyeon, she prioritizes the trip with her new lover.
Siyeon has been feeling a lot of pressure lately, because the wedding date is near and she doesn't want it to happen at all, not to mention not being able to see SuA anymore.
She had a little hope in seeing SuA again at this wedding, with SuA’s presence, she would feel less pressured.
But SuA has already run away, run away from her completely, and have new hobbies.
After this private and discreet wedding, Siyeon and Jaejoong enjoyed their honeymoon in Jeju. Mr. and Mrs. Lee initially wanted her and Jaejoong to go somewhere further, overseas, for example, to have more experience, they would pay for all expenses. But Siyeon decided to choose Jeju, because it's an island in Korea, not too far away, she just wanted to go to a place close to return quickly.
That honeymoon was a torture for her, why should she go so far. The honeymoon lasted 3 days at Siyeon's stubborn request, she asked Jaejoong to pretend to be busy with work to make the honeymoon trip as short as possible, Jaejoong also compromised to help, he also didn't want to be away from his secret lover for too long, so Siyeon's request was granted.
Siyeon is currently lying in her room alone, at a luxury hotel in Jeju called Oddeye. This trip was controlled by Mr. and Mrs. Lee, so they only booked a double room for her and Jaejoong, when she came here she had to secretly rent another room to stay.
The honeymoon has reached its second day, only one day left until Siyeon will be returned to Seoul. She spends most of her time in her room, just lying in bed, watching her phone, TV, this and that, eating, then showering, then sleeping, and so on.
And when night falls, her nostalgia for Kim SuA will increase many times over, she misses the nights in SuA’s arms.
Now that she has to sleep alone, and soon to share a bed with Jaejoong, she feels terrible.
Siyeon couldn't control her emotions, she picked up the phone and called SuA via kakaotalk.
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Singapore
SuA traveled around this world's number one clean country with Jeongeui, experiencing the services, food, sightseeing, her sadness was somewhat lessened. She has been to Singapore a few times to hold concerts, has also visited here and there, and has never been completely touristic.
Jeongeui is truly an ideal lover, SuA has nothing to criticize her for. She has an instinct to take care of others, so she became an artist manager, and she showed her thoughtfulness towards SuA.
SuA hopes that Jeongeui and time will help her pain less, help her forget Siyeon and be able to move on with a new relationship.
Currently the two are lying in bed together, watching a romantic movie on Netflix. Jeongeui hugged SuA tightly and slowly slipped her hand inside SuA’s nightgown.
- Jeongeui….
- Yes? - Jeongeui looked up.
- Today….can we just sleep? – SuA hesitantly suggested.
- Okay.
The movie on Netflix is full of scenes with deep tones, soft sounds, easy to make viewers sleepy. Jeongeui watched for a while then fell asleep, still holding SuA, who couldn't sleep.
SuA's mind suddenly popped up with questions she shouldn't have, she was curious as to what Siyeon was doing, where Siyeon went on the honeymoon with Jaejoong, how Siyeon was feeling.
Kim Jaejoong is her brother, but she knows nothing about his schedule. Her relationship with Jaejoong was originally just a social relationship, but after learning that SuA was his fiancée's best friend on screen, Jaejoong tried to get close to her. He called and texted her to ask her more about her daily affairs, SuA didn't know if Jaejoong wanted to take care of her, or because Siyeon asked him for help, she answered Jaejoong's questions but added that…
"Don't say anything about me to Siyeon, me and her are not as close as you think, just colleagues"
In her thoughts, when the phone rang, SuA slowly left Jeongeui and picked up the phone, surprised that it was Siyeon calling. She ran out to the balcony to answer the phone.
- Hello
“……………”
- Sing?
"Why haven't I been able to contact you in the past few weeks?"
- Hmm....i wanted to be quiet, so I turned off the phone - SuA calmly replied, when she left the dorm and went to Suna's house, she temporarily turned off her phone because she didn't want to be disturbed, she just stayed in Suna’s house, made friends with the TV, then read a book, but the activity was boring, and it wasn't until a week later that she restarted her phone.
“Gah said you didn't leave Seoul, just moved into your friend's house, why is that?”
- Sing, what purpose did you call me in the end?
"Why don't you come to my wedding?"
- I am busy with work.
"Your work is to go on a trip with your new girlfriend, right? Gahyeon has already told me everything, you don't have to try to hide it" - Siyeon's voice sounded very harsh.
- Why do I have to prioritize going to your wedding? What are you to me? best friend? one-night stand? A lover? You are nothing to me Lee Siyeon, don't talk bossy here – SuA exasperated.
“A whole month-long vacation you did not choose a travel date, but chose the right day of my wedding to go. Why are you dating that girl? do you want to regain your old feelings?”
- What does it have to do with you if I date her, are you my mother?
"By the way Kim SuA, we should change our address a bit, I am your sister-in-law now, please talk to me carefully"
- Hey sister-in-law, it's none of your business whether I'm dating or not attending a wedding, don't bother calling me anymore, unnie - SuA changed her address.
“Kim SuA, after all, I really am nothing to you, am I?”
- ……………………..
"You said you had a secret crush on me 12 years ago, you've always liked me for all these years, but because of this little problem, you now consider me nothing, even have a new girlfriend?" Siyeon's voice filled with frustration.
- ……………………..
“You think I like this marriage? Do you think I deserve to be treated like that by you?”
- ……………………
"I called you to confirm with you that I will no longer love you, even if I get married, my heart will never leave you, but now it is you who leaves me first"
- ……………………
“Goodbye Kim SuA”
End of chapter 18.
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