Hot N Cold - Suayeon fanfic Full
chapter 24
Chapter 24.
"Don't lose control and contact Siyeon, I don't want to lose you too, SuA, the group is finishing the last stages of the new album, fans are looking forward to it, don't do anything wrong again "
SuA laughed bitterly and took the initiative to hang up because she didn't want to listen anymore. The fact that she fell in love with Siyeon and secretly dated Siyeon, she has not had a single moment of regret, but everyone around her considers it wrong.
She sometimes thought it was the wrong thing to do, but every reaction and emotion Siyeon showed gave her motivation, making her think she did the right thing.
But no, she was too delusional and unrealistic, she dated a married girl, became a third person, broke someone else's family, she was so wrong. Every time she falls into a state of suffering similar to this, she chooses to bury herself in work to temporarily forget, also last time, when her relationship with Siyeon had problems, she only focused on work to stop thinking about Siyeon.
But this time she was afraid she couldn't do it, when she heard the news that Siyeon was locked up in Daegu, Siyeon must be very scared...
And she was useless, doing nothing to help Siyeon, only causing more trouble.
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Two days passed…
Siyeon came out from the bathroom, she had just finished her dinner and was getting ready for bed. Her life now is like a bird in a beautiful cage. Her bedroom is spacious and beautiful, with all amenities, only lack of food, and the two bodyguards of Mr. and Mrs. Lee bring food into the room for her three meals a day, all of which are delicious dishes cooked by 5 star chef surname Park.
Chef Park has returned to the mansion in Daegu after completing her mission. It was thanks to her that Mr and Mrs. Lee had grown suspicious of Siyeon, and when they witnessed Siyeon and SuA's kiss in the car with their own eyes, they confirmed exactly what Siyeon was hiding from them.
Siyeon’s current life is also temporarily called full, but what she cannot have, is the freedom, she must not leave this room for a moment.
She spends her days holding her phone, communicating with the world out there. She texted and called her friends and with her members, whom she knew, she took the time to talk to them, confide in her recent problems.
The only exception is Kim SuA.
She texted in the group chat and saw SuA's viewing, but of course SuA didn't text any of it. Not even a call or text for her.
And with her inherent stubbornness, she decided not to actively contact SuA, because she was sulking SuA.
She fell into a state of despair, she didn't know what she was to Kim SuA. When SuA saw her disappearance, when SuA learned that she was forced to leave the group, wouldn't SuA be emotionless and think it's nothing......?
She waited for a contact from SuA for the past few days, but she didn't see it. Siyeon's interior was initially grief-stricken, but then transformed into anger.
She was upset because Kim SuA did not actively contact her. She was angry because SuA didn't care about her.
Then gradually she became curious about SuA's schedule, how busy SuA is to not be able to text her. She knows that the group is preparing for a new album so work is busy every day, not to mention Siyeon's departure will make it harder for those who stay, her singing lines, her position in the group, will be completely replaced.
But that busyness kept SuA from contacting her? she didn't believe it.
She called to ask JiU about SuA, and JiU simply said that SuA works hard every day and nothing else, JiU even added that
"Siyeon, I know you're heartbroken after everything, but you should give up on SuA, you two simply can't be together"
“……………………”
"Siyeon, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry I have to say things like that"
Siyeon scrolled through her and SuA's message history on kakaotalk, the last message was from SuA, sent a week ago
"I love you babe, good night"
Siyeon's heart ached, her knees bent and her face down, she was disgusted with her current feelings. For the past few days she had slept in the room of her childhood, but she never had a good night's sleep.
She hasn't slept with SuA for a while but she still hasn't gotten used to it, she can't sleep well without SuA by her side.
- Damn Kim SuA, what are you doing?
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SuA and father Kim went into the car showroom, she promised her father that she would change the car for him, and today she took him to change the car. His old car has been gone for 10 years, the paint color has faded, the equipment in the car has also had to go for maintenance a few times, it's time to change the car.
- SuA...
- Yes.
- You look really bad these days, you know?
- I'm trying to adjust it.
- I know how you are feeling in your heart, I just want to say one thing that, no matter what you do, I will support you..
- Yes.
- Although your mother also has the same spirit, she is afraid that you will be hurt in the future, so she forbids you to go with the person you love. But Bora, we only have one life, let's live with our true feelings
SuA turned to look at the middle-aged man beside her, this sentence she had heard once by her friend Suna. It was the time before Siyeon's wedding, she chose to run away and not follow any of her true feelings.
And this time too, she restrained herself from contacting Siyeon. The president said that if there are signs that she is related to Siyeon, her contract will be terminated.
But President Lee Jae Won is not someone who stays by her side for hours and minutes, she only meets the president every few weeks, especially in important meetings. The people she meets most often are the members, dancers, makeup stylist, manager Shin, who can follow her daily.
Then if she secretly contacted Siyeon, she wouldn’t die, right?
She has done a lot of sneaky things, so what's wrong with sneaking this time?
- Dad, I thank you.
- Why thank me all of a sudden?
- Because you told me what I should do.
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A month has passed, Dreamcatcher released a new album for the first time with 6 people, Yoohyeon became the main vocal, the group held a showcase, then promoted, then fansigned, the busy work made time go by very quickly. Fans were extremely sad and confused when they heard that Siyeon had to leave the group, they always wondered her real reason, the members received many similar questions, but absolutely no one answered , only way to dodge.
How can it be public that Siyeon secretly married a guy and even had an affair with a member of the group…..
Soon it was the day off, the group only had a day off to relax before entering a new schedule. The first thing SuA does when she has a break, is to meet Jeongeui to reconfirm the relationship, then she will drive to Daegu.
- Jeongeui, I'm sorry we're a bit far apart lately, work is too busy - SuA invited Jeongeui to a quiet coffee shop.
- I see, I'm an artist manager, so of course I can sympathize with the nature of your work - Jeongeui touched SuA's hand, but SuA gradually pulled away.
- No Jeongeui, I asked you out here to say, I don't want to date you anymore.
- What?
- I have someone else in my heart, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me.
SuA tried to keep this conversation short and then left, not daring to look at Jeongeui because she was afraid her time here would be lengthened if she had to witness Jeongeui’s grief.
But she had no choice, she couldn't return Jeongeui's feelings.
She has been waiting for this moment for a long time, she wants to talk to Siyeon. SuA returned home at 10 pm, she prepared her things and immediately drove to Daegu. She didn't have time to rest, just had a little dinner and then went such a long way.
There is very little traffic on the road, the light is sparse, the space is cold and scary, but SuA is not afraid , because what she wants most now, is to meet Siyeon.
There were times when she didn't talk to Siyeon, but in those times, she at least got to see Siyeon by her side, because they worked together, under the same roof. But this time is different, the distance between her and Siyeon for the first time is so far, she hasn't seen Siyeon’s face for over a month now, she misses Siyeon so much.
The red sports car stopped at the beautiful mansion which exuded a creepy seriousness. SuA came out, it is currently 2 am, she saw that the villa had one room with the lights on, the rest turned off the lights. That room is on the 2nd floor on the right.
She knows that it's Siyeon's room, she's been here once, she knows the location of Siyeon’s room.
She even spent a sweet night with Siyeon in that room.
SuA picked up the phone and called Siyeon.
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Siyeon was startled when she saw SuA's name appearing on her phone, she was tossing and turning, and what unexpected thing is coming...
Damn Kim SuA, until now, she wants to contact Siyeon.
Siyeon picked up the phone, her cold tone was already set.
- Hello.
"It's two o'clock, why haven't you gone to bed yet?"
- I fell asleep, but your call woke me up, you know?
“No, your room is still lit, you can't sleep right?”
Siyeon widened her eyes, how did SuA know that….
- Hey, you….
"I'm parking the car in front of your house"
Siyeon eagerly ran to the balcony, there was indeed a red car parked in front of the house...
And that person, is Kim SuA.
Siyeon involuntarily shed tears, she growled.
- The bad, what are you doing here?
"I miss you"
Siyeon shed more tears, the figure of Kim SuA in her eyes is now only the size of a finger, but that image also makes her heart sob.
“I miss you so much, do you miss me?”
- Not.
“…………..”
- Why should I miss someone who doesn't care about me?
"President Lee Jae Won does not allow me to contact you, if I’m found to be related to you, DCC will terminate the contract with me"
- Surely it wasn't the president's intention, it was caused by my parents. I left the company, but they are still the majority shareholder.
“…………..”
- SuA, I'm sorry for putting you in this difficult situation, my parents have indirectly hurt you, I can't do anything, only sit still - Siyeon sobbed.
"Baby, don't cry"
- ……………………
"You can't come down here to see me, but I can see you from afar, that's fine."
- ………….
“Do you love me?”
- If I say I love you, are you ready to come in and drag me out of the house?
“…………..”
- For more than a month, I have lived like a prison, I can't leave my room, I once intended to jump from the balcony to get out of this situation.
"Baby, don't think negative, it hurts to see you like that, you're in my sight, but I can't touch you"
- …………………….
“I'm sorry that I didn't show up until now, it's been a month with too much work, the group has released a new album and promoted very well, you know?”
- I know, all day I can only hold my phone online to update all outside information.
"Fans miss you so much, they always wonder about you"
- What should I do?
"I can't stay here any longer, your parents will find out, I'll come find you again one day soon"
- SuA, don't go.
“…………………….”
- What is our relationship?
“We… are lovers”
- No, your lover is Jeongeui, everyone around knows that.
"I broke up with Jeongeui before I came to see you"
- You said you love me, but you let me here and left?
“…………………….”
- If DCC cuts the contract with you, the better, you won't have to sneak up to see me anymore, right?
"Siyeon, I can't do that, the group already lost one member, can't lose a second member"
- Dreamcatcher losing more members or not has nothing to do with me, do you think I care about that?
“…………..”
- I am losing my basic freedom, which everyone has, only I do not, do you think I have the strength to care about other things?
“……………………”
-I hate you because you always ranked first in the monthly review chart when we were a trainee, it's like you're about to steal the main vocal position in a group, which I've always wanted. Then after I got married, you went on a public date with another girl while saying you have feelings for me, I asked you to break up with that girl, you didn't. Then until now when I'm locked up like this, you tell me to take care of other people's sake.
“……………………..”
- You said you liked me from the moment you first met me, it hasn't changed until now, but I won't believe it anymore.
“……………………”
- Because I've never seen you put me first, no matter what you do, I'm still the one you notice last, aren't you?
“…………”
- If you leave now, consider it as we broke up
"What?"
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SuA sheds tears, her face still looking up at Siyeon, even though her neck is screaming in pain.
Siyeon's every word made her suffer. Her whole life has never tasted of being controlled by anyone, she has lived a life filled with joy every day, doing the work she loves, playing with friends she feels comfortable with, talking to parents about sexual orientation is also extremely easy, while it is very difficult for many other people.
Siyeon's life is very different from hers, that's why sometimes she can't fully understand Siyeon’s pain.
Being locked in a room for more than a month was a torture, if she fell into that state, she would go crazy into depression.
But if she doesn't get out of here, if she gets caught, she will lose her job, she will lose her career.
End chapter 24.
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