alone
Ok i forgot to mention this au is based of the mayhem au that the creator made
But Idk the lore of their version so I'm working in progress on making up what this au should be and do 😶
Narrator:
5 years pass now Lucian sits inside alone inside a dark office, contemplating to himself, he looks out to the window and sighs, the city he lives in no longer fills him with joy as munch as it once did all those years ago, neon lights threw the windows of every building to the sound of music and rap battles, it is all meaningless now, Lucian stood up from his seat and walks out of the dark room, hoping to get some fresh air, away from the bright lights and rap music, he dosent know where hes going, he only walks a path that has no destination, he pass by the road where the kids who lives around the neighborhood always gose out to play together, whether buying candy, riding bicycle or singing, they did it all together, he looks away and continue to walk, each steps feels emptier than the last, thats when he came across a playground for kindergarten kids, this was where he first met his friend and made a big decision that would change his life
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???: aww hey there little girl, do you want to meet our little girl? Say hi Abby!
Abby: hi...
Lucian: hi! I'm Lucian! Can we play together?
???: oh that would sound great don't you think sweetie?
Abby: i geuss...
???: go on you 2, me and your father will be here chatting for a little while
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Lucian: *hic*...
Abby: Luci why are you crying? Did is something wrong?
Lucian: i hate it here! Everyone just keeps making fun of me just bcz the way I am! Abby am i a freak?
Abby: what? Of course not! Who the heck said that?
Lucian: *son* no matter what I do they just won't shut up...
Abby: hey don't be like that, i thought I always beat up the jerks that made fun of you
Lucian: you did, you always had but you know I can't rely on you to do that forever!
Abby: well its true i can't always be there when someone picks on you but you still shouldn't see yourself as a freak...
Lucian: i just... I'm tired of being a girl! I'm... I'm going to be a boy!
Abby: you mean like trans? You want to transgender?
Lucian: would... Would that be bad...?
Abby: ofcourse not, Luci your still my friend, i don't care what gender you are, your you and nothing can change that
Lucian: than its decided... I'll talk to my parent about it...
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Lucian: hey
Abby: huh?
Lucian: so? How do I look?
Abby: well your hair is shorter and your simply wearing a boys uniform now
Lucian: you know thats not what i meant
Abby: hahah I'm messing with you, you look great
Lucian: thnks
Tac: umm... Hi excuse me?
Lucian: hmm?
Abby: hmm?
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His friends has always been supportive as far as he can remember... But now theres no one left to support him now, bcz hes all alone, he kept walking on and by pass the central part of the city where there was a water fountain, he stood there for a moment and remembers a scene in the past here
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Lucian: guys really we don't have to do this- i mean c'mon! What do I say?! I'm not ready yet!
Abby: dude chill you got this
Tac: yeah Lucian belive in yourself! He'll definetly say yes!
Abby: seriously this might be your only chance to confess, if not you might never get this chance again
Lucian: *sigh* ok, ok I'll go, ugh i hope I don't embarrass myself.....
Abby: just relax and say how you feel, that always works for me
Lucian: yeah when you beat the shit out of someone
Abby: pffftt- just go
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His friends we're always supportive of him no matter what he did, they supported him for who he is, they supported him for who he loves, they we're always there by his side... And yet here... He stands on the street, alone...
He looks over to the park, where theres flush grass, trees with a garden full of colourful flowers, that was where the most important moment of his life began... It was the most happiest moment he ever had...
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Lucian: ok... Deep.breathe... take a deep breathe... You got this..
Abby: 👍
Tac: 👍😆
Lucian: heh those goofs...
Liam: hey Lucian, I'm sorry I'm late, i couldn't catch the bus on time
Lucian: oh! Hey! Eheheheh its no problem! I- i wasn't wiating that long i- i uh just got here actually
Liam: so what was it that you wanted to tell me?
Lucian: umm.... *Sigh* Liam... Look your the greatest friend i ever had and.... I know we haven't known each other for THAT long but... Ever sience we met, i always liked you and you are always so sweet, gentle and kind i-i-i just always wanted to say it but- *sigh* I'm afraid you might freak out about it or... That you'll even stop talking to me...
Liam: oh Lucian...
Lucian: i just wanted to say i like you, and not just like- like but like love you... I always had so... Will you be my boyfriend?
Liam: yes!!
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That day.... Was the first time he held Liam in his arms, spinning around happily and laughing, while the sun was setting right behind them... It was perfect, and he couldn't have done it without his friends support, without them, he would still have trouble confessing, after the confession Tac was even crying meanwhile Abby by her own means took a sneak picture of the 2 as they we're having their romantic moment, remembering these good time can only bring sunch a bittersweet smile on Lucians lips, but they could still never last long, he continue to walk down the road and saw a arcade, he remembers how he and his friends normally gose there and play all the games in there when their bored and had nothing to do, Tac likes playing the claw machine bcz it was as if he could break the code of the machine, he always get whatever plush he wants inside the machine, Abby like the Wack the mole game bcz why wouldn't she? Its a game that needs precision and brute force, but also she would play boxing games, Lucian always had to remind her to control her strenght or they'll get kicked out, while he enjoys a good game of dance revolution, he was the only 1 out of them who likes the game, now he wish he had more time to enjoy and make more memories like these but such chance has gone to waste bcz he is alone now, all alone, he move on and walks away, looking at the street hes in, he recognize it as the street of pride... Well thats what they call it anyways, Lucian was trans, Abby was pansexual and Tac was asexual, they didnt actually join the crowd of people who were celebrating their pride but they still like going on the street that day with sexuality reveal, they had nothing to hide
They had nothing... to hide... he has nothing to hide...
Before Lucian was out of town he came across a asylum, 1 that was all too familiar to him, it was the asylum that Tac has been send to, Lucian had visit him before but the doctors always told him "he was too scared to move on" so Tac remained the same every time he gose to see him, it hurts him greatly to see his friend behind a glass wall in a straight jacket so he couldn't bare to visit all that often, he sighs and walks out of the city, now aimlessly walking in the woods slowly up the mountain, it was dark and quiet, while he was walking he didnt realise that there was red light shining around the forest, looking up to find the source of the light he saw that the moon has turn red, he forgotten that its the night of the eclipse where the moon turns red, it was not that big of a deal to recall so he just forgets it and moves on, if anything the glow of the red moon made the walk feels less dark, its just empty and timid, the walk had began to feel boring as he was almost at the top until he spotted a single rose petal falling down, oddly so due to the fact that this mountain has no flowers like roses so he suspects that someone is near, he really shouldn't care that someone here, the mountain dosent belong to him, why should he be here alone? Yet looking down he saw a trail of rose petals leading up to a nearby cliff, he might as well take this opportunity to do something rather than walking around all night so he followed the trail of rose petals, the further he walks up the more he hears the voice of someone humming a tune, it could only be of the person who made this rose petal trail, he walks and walks up to the hill while the light of the moon almost seem like it was blinding him, stopping him from continuing this path yet he still press forward and so finally
There up ahead infront of him, was a cliff that has rose bud's scather everywhere on the ground, rose petals cascade down gently as they dance in the wind and lastly a figure who stands on the high ground holding a black umbrella, their long red hair blocks the sight of their back but from seeing big pointy ears with piercings and a tail, he could assume this person is a cat, he wanted to speak up to break the silent but they did it for him
???: hmm... The red moon is so beautiful isnt it...? Its so unfair tha this once in a life time event could only happend after a great millennia... But oh well... Thats fate i saposed... I should enjoy it as munch as i can... The way the light shines on the roses are beautiful no...? Tho their already red themselves, theres something special when the light shines on them... Its so beautiful that words can not describe... How kind it was that fate brought me here to witness this today...
Lucian eyes was wide open as he hears the person ahead spoke, tho the voice sound a little soar and quiet, he recognize that voice and so he ran up and reach his hand out
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