Part 6
Part6
Buaji: Chalo koosi...
Arnav: Buaji please....
Buaji: No Arnav bituwa.... We have heard enough... from Shyam and also from you. My heart is bleeding thinking that how difficult it must have been for her days with you? What is the use of we're being alive? You made us useless. We were happy that our bitiya got a good person as her husband. But after knowing the truth, I hate us. She never thought of harming anyone. But she is the one who is always being harmed by everyone. Enough. Enough of everything. Please leave her.
Anjali: Haan Chotte, you have no rights to stop her. you have already crossed your limits. Let her go.
Nani: Khushi bitiya, you no need to worry about anyone (she said while looking at Arnav) No one will stop you. You can go with your Amma Buaji.
Khushi looked at Arnav who was looking at her helplessly. She was disappointed. Why these guys are taking decision behalf of her? Doesn't she have any feeling or emotions? Why they are not asking her that what she wants and what she likes to do? Should she really leave Arnav? Didn't he say he loves her? What will he do if she leaves him? What if he hurt himself more? Will she fine with that?
Arnav came in front of Buaji,
Arnav: Buaji please let me talk to Khushi for once.
Buaji: No. I don't want her to see even your face, forget about talking. Do you thing, still I will allow our bitiya to talk with a heartless man like you? you are not a human but a monster.
That's when they heard....
Khushi: Enoughhhh.
Everyone looked at her amazingly. Especially Buaji.
Khushi: Enough Buaji. Why are you scolding him? You know me from my childhood. Even though you know me very well, you misunderstood me on my marriage day. Then why not he, the man who never thought good about me? he misunderstood me when he saw me in shyam's arms. Anyone would have done the same Buaji.
Buaji: But bitiya...
Khushi: until now, decisions of my life were always taken by others. I was always forced to accept what you people want. Did anyone ever think what I want? At least now, let me decide it by myself. This is my life. You cannot see, what I see with my eyes. This is the matter between me and him. Let me handle it.
Garima: How will you handle? Haan? Don't you think he deserves punishment?
Khushi: Punishments differ from person to person. Some people will not change even after getting their "life-sentence" but some people repent if they are forgiven. (with joining hands) Let me decide what to do.
She turns towards Arnav who was standing with hell guilty. She caught hold of his hand and started walking towards their room while dragging Arnav with her. Arnav followed her totally spell bounded.
"Forgiveness"? Will she forgive him? Is he worthy of forgiveness? How could she?
They came inside the room and she locked the door. Arnav couldn't say what she was up to. Adding to it, she was looking at him all frustrated. They stood there looking at each other.
Arnav: Khushi....you have all the rights to decide what you want. But... if you decided to forgive me then please don't do that. I won't deserve your forgiveness.
Khushi(cutting him): who gave you the permission to hurt yourself?
Arnav: I'm an offender. I have to be punished.
Khushi: but I'm the one to punish you.
Arnav's face drained hearing that. He took back step nodding NO.
Arnav: Khushi please don't..... Please don't do that.
Khushi looked at him confusingly. Suddenly, what happen to him? Just now he asked her to not forgive him. He neither wants her forgiveness nor her punishment, what he is up to? Wait... doesn't him already bearing the hell pain? then what's there to hurt him more than that? Why he fears like this?
Arnav: If you want to punish me then do it being with me. I can tolerate the worst pain than what I'm bearing right now but your separation Khushi. Please don't leave me.
Khushi bit her lips to control it from quivering. Is this what he feared of? Is he really mean it? She composed herself.
Khushi: Why do you think my punishment is going to be separation?
Arnav: Because I know you won't hurt me physically.
Khushi: ohh... so I will hurt you mentally?
Arnav: Not like that Khushi....
Khushi(cutting him): You don't want my forgiveness and also punishment than what do you want from me?
Arnav: "Chance".
Khushi(calmly): Chance? For what?
Arnav: To prove myself as Di said, to be a savior, to be the next man to your father. That's all what I want. Please give me one chance Khushi. You can punish me in any other way but being with me. But please don't leave me.
Khushi: We are talking about your punishment not mine.
Arnav: But Khushi... He stopped and looked at her confusingly.
Khushi: it will become punishment for me too if I leave you Arnavji. How can I live without you?
Arnav was dumb founded. Did she really say that?
Arnav(painfully): you should hate me for my deeds. Aren't you angry with me?
Khushi: Does anyone hate their "life"? you are my life Arnavji...
Arnav kneeled down in front of her and hugged her knees. Khushi was right. Nothing can be the best punishment for Arnav than this. He will be satisfied if she punishes him but her forgiveness is going to be a wound until his last breath. "Forgiveness is the best punishment for Arnav"
Arnav(with tears): I'm sorry.... I'm really sorry. I hurt you. I am not worthy of your forgiveness and a selfless soul like you but I want you in my life to survive Khushi. Please give me one chance to prove my love
Khushi: No.... I won't give.
Arnav lifted his head and looked at her painfully. She kneeled down in front of him.
Khushi: Not until you get treated for your wound.
She smiled in between her tears while wiping his tears. Arnav caught hold of her hand and kissed it.
Arnav: I love you even though I know I'm an undeserving person.
Khushi overwhelmed and was about to hug him. She stopped in mid way remembering his wounded chest. Arnav gulped seeing that.
Khushi: ohhhh... you are hurt. Get treated first.
Arnav entwined his finger with her's and started to down stairs taking Khushi with him. They saw Raizadas and Guptas were waiting in the living room to know Khushi's decision. Everyone's gaze was obviously on them. And they understood seeing their entwined fingers.
Arnav said nothing. He touched Khushi's cheek lovingly.
Arnav: I will be back soon. Bye.
Khushi nodded ok smilingly and he left RM. This gesture said what could be Khushi's decision.
Garima: Khushi, are you sure about what you are doing?
Khushi: Jee Amma. I'm not doing this because I have no choice. I'm doing this because I don't want any other choice. I love him so much Amma. What's the value of my love if I hurt him when he already is repenting? I can't let him suffer. I can't see him hurting himself. I admit he made a mistake. But it was also a kind of love that is what he knows as love.
Buaji: In which belief you are taking this risk Koosi?
Khushi: He married me to save Di's life but now he got cleared. Everything can be forgiven in husband and wife relationship except one, "Treachery". I know Arnavji will never do that to me. Now he wants me to give him a chance. Let me do it.
Buaji: But didn't you say he doesn't know to express his love?
Khushi: What if he doesn't know how to express his love? I will make him do it all the time by irritating.
Everyone chuckled at her cuteness.
Nani: Our Chotte is so lucky to have you in his life bitiya.
Khushi: I'm also very lucky to have him in my life Nani because he will do anything to make his beloved one's life right. (she said looking at Anjali)
Anjali: I'm sorry khushiji because of me..
Khushi: No Di, in fact I shouldn't have hid the truth from you. But I just..
Anjali: I can understand and I know you.
Khushi: Thank you Di. She hugged Anjali and she reciprocated.
Garima and Buaji sighed in relief while Raizadas smiled happily.
Khushi did not see Arnav for the next three days. She told about his wound to Raizadas. They started worrying for him. Where did he go? His mobile was also switched off. Where is he?
To be continued...........
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