*.✧ ↳la vien rose
[happy birthday mark lee]
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Mark has been noticing that they're drifting apart due to his last term test. The other was never in the dorm room when he's back from the tiring lecture, disappeared during lunchtimes and vanished when he looked for him in the breaks. It's always late at night, passed the school's bedtime that the window of their dorm room clicked and there came Donghyuck sneakily getting in, making a "shh" gesture to him snd giggling madly after he rolled into the bed with him.
There is no sex. Not that he wants to have sex anyways, he has been tired recently since he was so busy catching on all the subjects anis articles that he didn't put his mind in so much during the school year. But having a sort of physical contact like this can not full fill it, he needs the boy to be next to him, mentally, at least a couple of hours in the daylight, like a phone needs to be daily charged.
"Where have you been recently?", he asked, hands wrapped around the boy's body, "I missed you all day"
"You did?", the younger gasped softly and nuzzle his nose with his, "Sorry Markie, I have been busy, dealing with some transactions that need to be made"
Mark arched an eyebrow, "Transaction? Is there any serious problem Hyuck? I know I'm kinda busy right now but I'd not mind giving you a helping hand"
Donghyuck shrugged, he scooted near to the Canadian's naked body, and sniff th calming scent of the man, moaning lightly as he tangled their legs together. "You're not fucking me and still make me feel better than other people Markie?"
"What?", Mark was zoned out for a second that he didn't got Donghyuck's words, "Can you repeat it again, I was distracted"
"Nah it was nothing really, I was just rambling nonsense"; "Oh..."
Donghyuck then climb on him and gives the guy a cheeky smile, "Want a quickie to release the stress you have been holding Markie?"
Mark lets out a breathy laugh and takes iut he lube from his bed side drawer, "Oh Hyuck, you know it's never a quickie when it comes to you"
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"You're staying home today?", Mark asked. He was getting ready to pack his stuffs to go to the lecture when he realised the younger is still naked, rolled in the new mattress, looking as soft as ever.
"Why would I be? We've finished our test afor a while now and only waiting for the grades. People are lazing around and I'm doing the same thing as well", he said through the sea of blankets, "Can you come and kiss me before you leave, Markie?"
"You were nowhere to be seen for a time now. I was just worried", the other answered and come to where the school's heart drop is lying and press their lips together gently, giving him a sweet chaste kiss while stroking the chocolatey locks.
When they pull away, Donghyuck gives him a deep look and finally, muttered, "Something for you to remember me. Ace today's class and I'll tell you something when you're home today, okay?"
"Okay", Mark smiled and opened the door, "See you later Sunshine"
"You too Shy Boy"
When the door clicked, Donghyuck sighed heavily, "I am truly sorry"
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It was during the lecture that Mark heard undying whispers. It's weird since they have been all silence for weeks now and suddenly this happen. Maybe some big dramas that he hasn't catched on happened...
"Yeah, I totally did not see that coming"
"An unlikely couple, I had never thought baby Hyuck would be with him though. I mean...they look nice but..."
"I thought he and Mark Lee are a couple? They are so close right?"
"Oof, that's some hot tea"
Mark stopped his hands that were typing right away. It's about Donghyuck and him. Are they saying that...Donghyuck has a someone?
The guy snapped and turned around, whisper softly, "Hey sis, spill me the tea too"
Yeri's eyes widen, "I thought you're his best friend? How could you not know?"
"I don't know, just tell me!"
"Well...umm, Donghyuck has a boyfriend now. A problematic guy. They posted a photo kissing on that guy's Instagram", she muttered, "You really don't know? Wait, let me send you the screenshot, sis"
Mark's heart stopped when he saw the photo. Immediately, he feels the immense pain, the rush of adrenaline and a pang to his heart.
That's why. That's why Donghyuck have been saying all those words the other day. That's why he has been disappearing. That's why that he said what he said before he left that morning.
A goodbye kiss. A sort of a pity apology at him.
"Hey Yeri, can you take my stuffs back your dorm later. I need to sneak out"
"Yeah, kay, no probs", she said, smilling.
Mark stands up, "Professor, I need to use the restroom. May I go out?"
"Yes you can"
And he sprinted back the place. Vision getting foggy as tears filled his eyes.
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When the door swinged open, he is caught of guard with the younger's singing
"Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is La Vie En Rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see La Vie En Rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La Vie En Rose"
The delightful mixture of the boy's honey-like voice and the ukelele attacked him, making his heart hurts even worse. He looks so beautiful still with the instrument in his hand and the light shines through the window, making Donghyuck seemed to glow just like a blessed angel
"Donghyuck", he called, his voice shaking.
"Markie", the younger called him back and put the ukelele down, "You're back sooner than I've expected"
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked, "If you don't need me, if you consider me nothing more than a boytoy, why...why came to me and created this untruthful hope inside my head", his voice is breaking, crumbling like a ruined piece of paper. Tears spill from his eyes like waterfall, "Am I not enough for you?"
Donghyuck clicked his tounge and rose up from the bed, and come to him. "You're amazing Markie, I really did enjoy my time next to you"
"No you don't!", Mark screamed, "You left! You left because you know I love you and you want nothing more than a good fuck!"
Donghyuck smiles beautifully, his tender voice ringing in his ears, "Don't cry please, I have my reasons. You have to remember one thing Mark, we're fuck buddies, not lovers, I can fall in love with other people other than you. We are not boyfriends so I don't have to stay loyal to you and you only"
Mark shakes his head violently and raise his hands up to grip on the boy's shoulders. Memories of their 3 years together comes back to him like deja-vu, just like a huge tsunami washing him away with no answer "Look at me! Look at me straight in my eyes and tell me, you have never loved me"
"Don't make a fool of yourself Mark. There is no such thing"
"You're heartless bastard", Mark said, bitterly laughing at himself, "I am a fool. Why would I fall in love with you?"
"I—"
"I'm not gonna be here until the graduating day. You can bring that lucky guy of your boyfriend home. I'm so proud that you have finally find someone that loves you more than a meaningless fuck buddies love you", he said, not even looking at the younger's eyes anymore, "I'll just collect some of my stuffs and come back to pick the others on graduation day, I guess"
"Y-yeah", Donghyuck swallowed, "I think that is the best for us"
Donghyuck sits silently on the bed as he watched the older quickly stuffing all of his necessities in one duffle bag and when he's about to leave, he voiced up, "The thing I said the other day, I meant it. Whoever you loves in the future will be hitting the jackpot, it's just...not me"
Mark froze for a few seconds before opening the door and slamming it behind his back, didn't notice how just glassy Donghyuck's eyes were when he left.
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i told y'all this is gonna be very damn sad.
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