3
Jimin's back is killing him.
It took him longer than usual to get back home this morning, what with the way it hurts when he's sitting and walking. When he woke up in the hotel room Jungkook was still fast asleep. He looked so peaceful Jimin didn't have the heart to wake him up. He simply left the hotel, ignoring the judgmental stares from the staff and drove home.
When he got to his apartment he took a long warm bath and sat on his couch. He made himself a small nest of sorts. He grabbed all the blankets he owns and rearranged the pillows until he felt comfortable.
His back is still killing him though.
Last night was great but it'd been awhile since Jimin got fucked like that. His body isn't used to it anymore. Jungkook was amazing and treated him well like he always does. Every time his mind wanders to last night's activities, his skin prickles with arousal.
Jimin's absentmindedly watching a drama that he's never heard of before, squirming on the couch until he finds a position that doesn't send pain to his lower back. He feels sleepy and warm under his homemade cocoon of blankets. He yawns and rubs his eyes. He jumps when his phone buzzes on the coffee table. Jimin groans when he has to move to grab it.
It's Jungkook and he apparently has a lot to say because his phone keeps buzzing.
From daddy alpha:
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST LEFT MY ASS IN THE COLD
SLICK LITERALLY EVERYWHERE FOR ME TO CLEAN UP
AND DICK HARD BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY I'M GONNA GET HARD WHEN I WAKE UP COVERED IN OMEGA SLICK
I DIDN'T BUST MY ASS TRYING TO GIVE YOU THE FUCK OF A LIFETIME FOR YOU TO LEAVE IN THE MORNING WITHOUT A KISS OR A BLOWJOB
Jimin scoffs and rolls his eyes. As if he was going to help clean up when he can't even move.
To daddy alpha:
shut the fuck up i can't even feel my ass
i had to limp out of the hotel
got judgmental stares from the staff
AND NOW IM STUCK ON MY COUCH BECAUSE I CANT EVEN FEEL MY LEGS EITHER
IM SUPPOSED TO PICK HAEWON UP TOMORROW BUT I DONT EVEN THINK I WILL HAVE RECOVERED
WHAT AM I GONNA SAY TO HER DAD????
"oh sorry i can't take care of our daughter because i got my ass pounded this weekend"???
NO
IF I HAVE TO SUFFER YOU HAVE TO SUFFER TOO
From daddy alpha:
I LITERALLY GAVE YOU THE BEST ORGASM OF YOUR LIFE
To daddy alpha:
AND I GAVE YOU THE BEST ORGASM OF YOUR LIFE
From daddy alpha:
I DID ALL THE WORK???
Jimin gasps because seriously? Who had to take cock like it's their job? Jungkook didn't even give Jimin a break.
To daddy alpha:
YOU COULD HAVE JUST FUCKED ME MISSIONARY LIKE LAST TIME
THAT WAS GOOD TOO
From daddy alpha:
ARE YOU SERIOUSLY COMPLAINING AFTER I REARRANGED YOUR ENTIRE GUTS????
To daddy alpha:
I CANT WALK JUNGKOOK
From daddy alpha:
I CANT FEEL MY DICK
To daddy alpha:
YOUR FAULT
From daddy alpha:
IM NEVER FUCKING YOU AGAIN
To daddy alpha:
YEAH
YOUR COCK'S NOT GOING ANYWHERE MY ASS ANY TIME SOON
From daddy alpha:
I BROKE MY BACK FUCKING YOU LAST NIGHT AND THIS IS WHAT I GET??
To daddy alpha:
THANK YOU
From daddy alpha:
YOU'RE WELCOME
To daddy alpha:
now shut up i need to rest
go jerk off or something
From daddy alpha:
I WILL
To daddy alpha:
OKAY
From daddy alpha:
GOODBYE
To daddy alpha:
GOODBYE
Jimin giggles before dropping his phone on the mess of blankets he's buried under. It's always fun to bicker with Jungkook because he can be as stubborn as Jimin. There's never a dull day with Jungkook and it's probably what makes Jimin come back to him every time.
Jungkook is exciting, he brings unpredictability to Jimin's otherwise routine life. Jimin loves Haewon with his entire heart but he knows he missed out on a lot since he got her. He had her at 20 while he was still in college and he had to stop partying and hanging out with his friends because he had to take care of her. Then he had to figure how to graduate while raising a child, had to find a job to support her and he didn't get to experience his twenties like all of his friends did.
Jimin doesn't regret having Haewon and he never will, but sometimes he feels like he's late in experiencing certain things. He misses being free and irresponsible. Being a parent means he has to think over everything carefully. His mistakes will always have an impact on Haewon and it's a lot of pressure.
Having sex with Jungkook might be the first irresponsible thing Jimin has done in 8 years. He knows he shouldn't have kept in contact with him after they first had sex. He knows he shouldn't enjoy talking to Jungkook so much. He's playing with fire but he can't stay away from Jungkook.
Not even 10 minutes later, Jimin's phone buzzes again.
From daddy alpha:
are we gonna address the fact that you bit me?
Jimin gasps and almost chokes on his saliva. He forgot. His brain somehow erased that very important information from his memory. He doesn't even remember when he did it and he certainly doesn't understand why he did it. The act was totally controlled by his omega instincts.
Jimin chews on his bottom lip and tries to control his breathing not to panic. It's fine. He made sure the bite wasn't deep. He hates that his omega thought it was a good idea to try and lay a claim on an alpha he only met a few weeks ago. He doesn't want to imagine how messy it would have been if he had created a bond with Jungkook.
He likes Jungkook but they don't know each other enough to even consider mating. He's 7 years younger than Jimin and still in college. Jimin has a kid. There's no way this could ever work. There's no way Jungkook would ever want to be Jimin's mate. Jimin would feel like he robbed Jungkook of his life.
Jimin swallows and calls Jungkook. It doesn't take long for him to pick up.
"Hi princess," Jungkook greets him. Jimin rolls his eyes.
"Don't call me princess."
"What can I call you?" Jungkook asks and Jimin can hear the smirk in his voice.
"Jimin."
Jungkook laughs and Jimin's surprised he's not more freaked out about the fact that he literally bit him.
"So," Jimin starts but he doesn't really know how to approach the subject.
"So."
"I bit you," Jimin guesses going straight to the point always works.
"You did."
Jimin sighs. He wishes Jungkook would help him a little here. Jimin doesn't know what to tell him. He's ashamed of what he did. Staking a claim on someone means a lot and Jimin doesn't like that Jungkook is so unbothered by it. He'd like Jungkook to take this a little more seriously.
Jimin is mad at himself for letting himself go so easily but he's mostly mad at his omega for seeing Jungkook as a potential mate.
"I'm sorry," Jimin mumbles. He hates apologizing because it means he did something wrong. He hates making mistakes. "I didn't mean to bite you but you were literally fucking me silly. I didn't even realize I bit you until we were done. I checked though. It wasn't deep enough to create a bond."
"It's so cute that your omega wants to claim me," Jungkook says. Jimin can hear people speaking loudly in the background.
"That's not..." Jimin sputters, "that's not what it was." He shakes his head because he doesn't sound convincing at all.
"I've never met such a possessive omega before," Jungkook chuckles. "You scented me so much it's like you're right next to me."
Jimin's omega preens at the words. It's ridiculous how easily affected he is by Jungkook sometimes.
"It's because you fuck me well," Jimin says, wincing when he moves his legs and it shoots pain to his back. "My omega likes that."
"Not just your omega," Jungkook teases. "You were a spluttering mess last night. I've never seen someone like cock so much."
"Shut up, Jungkook," Jimin groans, cheeks flushing pink.
"What are you doing right now?"
"Nothing. I'm dying on my couch," Jimin says, looking at a couple kissing on the tv screen. He wants to be kissed too right now.
"Can we fuck again?" Jungkook asks. "I'm kind of horny."
"I can't," Jimin's pouting, "my butt hurts."
Jimin can hear a ruffling sound in the background followed by a groan and Jungkook saying "fuckers" . Jungkook winces in pain and it makes Jimin giggle.
"I'll suck you off," Jungkook says once he's recovered from whatever hurt him.
Jimin squeezes his eyes shut and sighs. Jungkook's offer does sound appealing.
"Can we?" Jungkook asks when Jimin doesn't answer.
"Where though?" Jimin says, biting his nails.
"Can I come over to your place? Haewon's still at her dad's isn't she?" Jungkook sounds hopeful.
"I don't bring alphas home, Jungkook."
"Why not?" Jungkook whines and Jimin finds it cute.
"Because their scent get everywhere and then I have to explain to Haewon why home smells like a stranger."
"Right...," Jungkook starts before pausing. "I smell like you though."
Jimin's breath gets caught in his throat. Jungkook's right. Jimin scented him last night and Jimin never does a half ass job at scenting so Jungkook probably doesn't even smell like him anymore. Jimin drops his head against the back of the couch and looks at the ceiling. He doesn't know what to do. He's never brought an alpha home and it's something he's always been very adamant about.
Yet, Jungkook just has to bring it up once for Jimin to actually consider breaking his rule.
Jimin doesn't like how weak it makes him feel.
"That means I won't leave my scent everywhere," Jungkook continues.
"That's true."
"So," Jungkook drags the word, "should I come over? We'll make out and if you get horny I'll suck you off. I give good massages too if your back hurts too much."
Jimin groans because it sounds very, very appealing. Jungkook's ready to come over just to make out and he's even offering to give Jimin a massage. Jungkook is such a doting alpha it takes Jimin aback every time. He's not used to being treated so well.
It also worries him that Jungkook is willing to spend time with Jimin whether sex is involved or not. They're supposed to see each other just to have sex, nothing else.
Jimin should say no.
"I'm really considering saying yes," he knows he won't say no.
"I'm great company," Jungkook offers.
"I guess," Jimin hates how true this is.
"I'll be good."
"Fine," Jimin wants to slap himself in the face. "I'll text you my address."
"I'll be right there!" Jungkook sounds overjoyed.
Jimin hangs up and sinks into the couch, cursing himself internally for being so weak. He knows that if he starts saying yes to Jungkook now, it's going to be impossible to say no in the future. He shouldn't let Jungkook into his life so easily and yet he can't help it.
Jimin sighs before sending Jungkook his address.
............&............
It's the first time Jimin's meeting with Jungkook without putting any effort in his appearance. He's only wearing a large white shirt that reaches mid thigh and a pair of boxers.
When the doorbell rings, Jimin groans because he didn't consider the fact that he has to get up and walk all the way to the door to let Jungkook in. His lower back hurts too much to move. It's a difficult task but Jimin manages to limp all the way to the door.
When he opens it, Jungkook beams at him. He hasn't put much effort in his outfit either, simply wearing grey sweatpants and a black dress shirt. It's a weird look but somehow he makes it work.
"Hi," Jimin says before returning Jungkook's smile, "come in."
"Thanks. How's your back?" Jungkook asks, smirking. Jimin wants to punch him in the face. Or kiss him. One of the two.
"Sore, thanks to you."
"You're welcome."
Jimin rolls his eyes before taking Jungkook by the arm to lead him into the living room. Jungkook looks around the apartment and smiles when he sees Jimin's nest.
"That's cute," Jungkook says, pointing at the mess of blankets. "Am I allowed to get into your nest?"
"It's not a real nest," Jimin answers, leading Jungkook to the couch and sitting him on the still warm blankets. Jimin straddles his lap and wraps his arms around his shoulders, burying his face in Jungkook's neck.
"Someone's very needy today," Jungkook says but he still wraps his arms around Jimin's waist.
Jimin ignores him and buries his nose against Jungkook's scent gland. It's almost imperceptible under the smell of flowers but Jimin can make out his woodsy scent. It relaxes him instantly.
"How's your neck?" Jimin mumbles.
"It's fine. It's already healing. People think I'm mated now it's funny. My frat brothers freaked out when they saw me this morning," Jungkook laughs and it jostles Jimin's body.
"I'm sorry," Jimin whispers.
"It's fine, Jimin."
"It's not fine. I could have claimed you, Jungkook. That would have been a terrible mistake."
"Yeah," Jungkook says.
There's no conviction in his voice and it makes Jimin nervous. He doesn't want Jungkook to think they could make it work if they mated. Jimin likes Jungkook, he's a nice guy, good company and even better company in bed, but the two of them could never work. They're at two completely different points in their lives.
Jimin's almost in his thirties, he has a career and he's raising a child. Jungkook's still in college, he has a lot to figure out and to experience. What they're doing is fun but it's nothing like being in a relationship. Relationships are too complicated and for Jimin they're a real headache.
There's too much to think about like how to introduce Haewon to a boyfriend, how to add in a new person to their little family. Will Haewon accept to share Jimin with a new person? What if she gets attached and the relationship doesn't work out? It could break Haewon's heart as much as it'd break Jimin's.
Jimin isn't brave enough to try. He's too afraid of failing.
"What do you want to do?" Jungkook asks when the silence start to become uncomfortable.
"Let's just make out," Jimin says before catching Jungkook's lips in a kiss.
Jungkook chuckles into the kiss before cupping Jimin's ass to bring their bodies closer. Jimin moans, lips sliding softly against Jungkook's. The kiss is languid, there's no ulterior motive behind it, they don't plan on taking it further. Which should be weird seeing as they're supposed to be fuck buddies but Jimin doesn't really care right now. Jungkook's a good kisser and he's willing to kiss Jimin. Jimin's not going to say no.
They spend minutes, maybe hours, exchanging kisses and cuddling. At one point, Jungkook's hands end up under Jimin's shirt and Jimin's hands are buried in Jungkook's hair. Their lips are kiss swollen and a dark red but it feels nice. Jimin likes having someone there to keep him company.
Weekends without Haewon are usually very boring. He's all alone unless he's able to meet up with Seokjin and Hoseok but they're often busy with their own lives. Jimin used to like being alone but now he hates it. He'd like to have someone to spend time with when he's not with Haewon. He always tells himself that he doesn't need more than Haewon and his friends, that he doesn't need a mate or a boyfriend.
His omega disagrees, of course.
His omega craves to have someone there to comfort and support him. Jimin tries so hard to be self-sufficient and independent but sometimes, just sometimes, he'd like to have someone there to help him. He would never admit it out loud but he knows, deep down, that he'll never truly be happy on his own.
The kisses are starting to get heated when they're interrupted. Jungkook's hands are in Jimin's boxers and he's getting hard. They both jump in surprise when the doorbell rings. They break the kiss and share a confused look.
"Are you expecting someone?" Jungkook whispers as if the person behind the door could hear them.
"No!" Jimin whisper yells back. Jimin tries to get off of Jungkook's lap but Jungkook still has his hands down his boxers. "Can you stop groping my ass, please?"
Jungkook blinks at him before realization hits him.
"Oh! Sorry," he says before taking his hands out.
Jimin heads to the door, rearranging his shirt over his thighs and his shoulders. When he opens the door his heart drops to the floor.
"Jungwoo?" Jimin asks dumbly.
"Mommy!"
Jimin doesn't have time to react before a very happy Haewon wraps her arms around his hips, hugging him tightly.
"Hi, baby."
Jimin picks her up and lets her scent him, her little nose brushing against his scent gland. Jimin looks at Jungwoo in confusion. He wasn't supposed to get Haewon back before tomorrow.
"What's going on?" Jimin asks and Jungwoo looks as confused as he is.
"Aren't you gonna let me in?"
"Uh, yeah, sure."
Jimin steps aside to let him in before closing the door. When he turns around Jungwoo's facing a very frazzled Jungkook in the living room. Jimin wants to hit his head against the wall, this is exactly what he didn't want to happen. This is way too soon and Jimin isn't prepared for this.
"Um," Jimin's words get stuck in his throat. Anxiety is starting to fill his scent and Haewon is getting agitated, whining softly against his neck.
Jungwoo and Jungkook are having a staring contest and it's clear that they don't appreciate each other's presence. Jungkook's holding his ground against Jungwoo's posturing, even though, as a younger alpha, he shouldn't try to assert dominance over an older one.
The whole room is starting to smell like alpha pheromones and it's driving Jimin's omega crazy. Not in a good way.
To Jimin's surprise, Jungkook's the one to break the silence first.
"I'm Jungkook," he says before extending his hand, "a friend of Jimin's."
"Aren't you a little young to be Jimin's friend?" Jungwoo retorts, not extending his hand in return.
Jungkook scoffs before dropping his hand to his side. Jungwoo turns to Jimin, eyes trailing up and down his body. Jimin can see Jungkook tightening his jaw.
"Do you always wear this when you hang out with friends?" Jungwoo asks with disdain.
Jimin's blood boils and his scent sours with anger. Haewon looks up and kisses Jimin's cheek. That's what she always does when Jimin gets angry or frustrated because it always makes him smile.
Jimin kisses her forehead and smiles at her before putting her down on the floor.
"Baby, can you go play in your room? I need to talk to your dad."
"Are you going to fight again?" Haewon asks. Her little hands fist the hem of Jimin's shirt.
"No, sweetheart. We're just going to talk," Jimin crouches to her level and smiles at her. "We'll bake some cookies together once I'm done talking to your dad, okay?"
Haewon frowns. She doesn't seem convinced but she nods and kisses Jimin's cheek one more time before heading to her room.
"Aren't you gonna say bye, Haewon?" Jungwoo asks softly.
"Bye," Haewon mumbles with no emotion in her voice before closing her bedroom door.
Jimin stands up and the anger is back as soon as he meets Jungwoo's eyes.
"What are you doing here? I was supposed to pick her up tomorrow morning," Jimin's tone is cold.
"No, I told you I was leaving for China tonight and that'd I'd drop her off this afternoon."
"You told me that a month ago! Why didn't you remind me when we saw each other yesterday?"
"Oh, so it's my fault that you didn't remember?" Jungwoo scoffs darkly, casting a glance at Jungkook who seems almost as angry as Jimin is. "I'm sorry that I interrupted you and your little friend, I'm sure you guys were having a nice time together but you can't blame me for forgetting that you were supposed to get your daughter back today."
Jimin hates himself for forgetting about it but he mostly hates Jungwoo for being such a prick about it. He never loses an opportunity to make him feel inadequate. Jungwoo must be over the moon about the fact that Jimin's fucking a younger alpha. It's just another thing he can hold against him.
"Fine. Get out," Jimin says before heading to the door and opening it for Jungwoo.
"Nice to meet you, Junghoon," Jungwoo says, smirking at Jungkook.
"It's Jungkook. And I can't really say the same about you."
Jungkook's body is tense and he's never looked so big before. His eyebrows and dark eyes almost make him look scary. Jimin's never seen him look like an actual alpha and he can't deny that the sight affects him and his omega.
"Adorable," Jungwoo says before turning on his heels.
He stops in front of Jimin and looks as condescending as ever.
"Seriously, Jimin? You fuck high schoolers now?"
"I'm 21," Jungkook says.
Jimin didn't notice him getting closer. He's standing behind him like a mate would and Jimin doesn't feel as small as he usually does when he's in the presence of Jungwoo.
"Well, at least he's legal," Jungwoo doesn't even look at Jungkook and Jimin can tell it only serves to make him angrier.
"He told you to get out," Jungkook grits out. Jimin shivers at the authoritative tone.
"I think you should get out too," Jungwoo says, eyes darkening, "I don't want some random alpha to hang around my daughter."
"Stop it! Both of you," Jimin says.
Jungkook's chest is stuck to Jimin's back now and Jimin feels hot. No alpha has ever acted this protective of him before and his omega is preening. It's not something he expected from Jungkook but Jimin welcomes the support. He feels less nervous now that he can feel him against him.
"Go, Jungwoo."
"He's not staying," Jungwoo points at Jungkook.
"I live here. I decide who stays and who goes. And I want you to go."
"Fine," Jungwoo scoffs before addressing Jungkook, "you won't be here for long anyway. Jimin gets bored very easily."
"That's none of your business," Jungkook retorts.
"Sure. He can offer himself to as many alphas as he wants, he's not mine anymore," Jungwoo smirks before leaving, casting one last glance at Jimin, disgust clear in his eyes.
"I was never yours," Jimin mumbles before slamming the door shut.
There's a long silence after that. Jimin doesn't know what to say and Jungkook doesn't seem to know what to do. He doesn't leave Jimin's side though which Jimin truly appreciates. Jimin tries to calm down his breathing to stop the tears that threaten to fall from his eyes.
Jungkook must smell the distress in his scent because he wraps his arms around Jimin's waist and hugs him from behind. Jimin leans back against Jungkook's chest and sighs contentedly. Jungkook kisses Jimin's cheek like Haewon always does, and it makes Jimin smile.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook whispers in his ear.
"I'm okay."
Jimin turns in Jungkook's embrace and wraps his hands around his neck before kissing him. It's a gentle kiss that's meant to bring them comfort. Jimin's heart doesn't stop racing but it races for a completely different reason this time.
"Mommy!"
Jimin and Jungkook break apart as soon as they hear Haewon's voice. She runs up to them with a doll in her hand. Her hair is a mess on top of her head and her cheeks are flushed pink from running around in her room. She stops at their sides and looks at Jungkook like he has three heads.
Her small nose flares as she gets closer to Jungkook who looks scared out of his mind, eyes wide like saucers. It's like he's facing a wild animal. It makes Jimin laugh under his breath.
"You smell like my mommy," Haewon says once she stops smelling Jungkook.
Jimin's face reddens and Jungkook is no better.
"Uh," Jungkook tries to say but he's like a fish out of water.
"Haewon, this is Jungkook," Jimin says after clearing his throat, "he's a friend."
"Why does he smell like you?" Haewon turns her accusing eyes to Jimin.
"Because we hugged," that's the only answer Jimin can come up with and it doesn't seem to satisfy Haewon.
"You hug Seokjin oppa all the time but he doesn't smell like you," she turns to Jungkook, "Did you kiss my mommy?"
"No!" Jungkook's voice is way too loud and Haewon raises an eyebrow at him. Jimin's completely mortified.
"I think you did," Haewon crosses her arms over her chest. "Why did my mommy scent you?" she asks Jungkook but she doesn't wait for an answer. Instead she turns to Jimin, "Is he your boyfriend, mommy?"
In this moment Jimin hates his daughter for being so perceptive. Jungkook laughs and Jimin glares at him.
"He's just a friend Haewon. Can you say goodbye, Jungkook has to go," Jimin says while looking pointedly at Jungkook.
"Right," he plays along, "yes, I have to go study."
Jimin internally facepalms himself.
"You go to school?" Haewon's frown deepens and Jungkook is starting to look pale.
"I.. I-," Jungkook stutters, unsure of what to say.
"Okay, come on. Enough with the questions. Haewon, go wash your hands. Jungkook, close your mouth and go."
Jimin gives Haewon a stern look and she knows not to test his patience so she mutters a "goodbye" and waves at Jungkook before heading to the kitchen. Jungkook waves back but he looks dumbfounded.
"I fucked up!" Jungkook whisper yells.
"That's an understatement."
Jimin opens the door for him, leaning against it while he observes Jungkook's mini freak out.
"Do you think she hates me? She's scary, you know. As scary as you. You can tell she's your daughter. I couldn't even speak. That's not how I imagined our first meeting to go!"
"You weren't supposed to meet her at all," Jimin says. His heart drops when Jungkook's face falls.
"Oh."
Jimin hates that he feels bad because he shouldn't. Why would he introduce a guy he has sex with to his daughter. He's surprised Jungkook has ever considered meeting Haewon because Jimin's always said this was a no strings attached relationship. Jungkook said it too.
"You should go," Jimin breathes out. He tries to swallow the lump in his throat.
"Yeah," Jungkook hesitates for a second, hovering next to Jimin. "See you," he says before kissing Jimin on the lips.
"See you."
Jungkook smiles at him before leaving, looking over his shoulder one last time before Jimin closes the door, smiling back.
............&............
Jungkook is bored.
He's sitting in the big room of Alpha Sig's house, watching reaction videos to artists he doesn't even know. He actually has to finish a photography project and he has an essay to write for his literature class but he's procrastinating.
He's trying to think of something else that isn't Jimin but it seems impossible these days. The omega is always in the back of his mind and his scent is still on Jungkook's neck. He's trying not to think about how his stomach dropped when Jimin said he was never supposed to meet Haewon because it doesn't make sense.
It's not like he ever imagined meeting Haewon in the first place, but if he ever was to meet her he would have liked for it to go more smoothly. He totally made a fool out of himself in front of Jimin and Haewon. He didn't think he was scared of kids but apparently he is. Or maybe he's scared of Haewon because she's Jimin's daughter and a part of him wants to impress Jimin.
Jungkook did a better job at meeting Jungwoo for the first time, which doesn't say much considering it was a very unpleasant first meeting. Jungkook doesn't know anything about Jimin and Jungwoo's relationship, but he's wondered many times how Jimin ended up having Haewon.
What he can tell from meeting Jungwoo is that their relationship must have been rocky. Jungkook wonders what Jimin saw in Jungwoo in the first place. The guy's an asshole. Jimin doesn't deserve to be talked down to. Jimin is incredible and he deserves to be treated like a prince. Not that Jungkook would ever say that out loud.
Jungkook sighs and locks his phone before pocketing it. It's a sunday and the house is quiet. Everyone is either sleeping, nursing their hangovers or doing their homework. Twenty-two alphas live in this house and most of the time Jungkook feels lonely. He doesn't have much in common with the other members, but he gets along with a few of them. College life is so busy it's hard to maintain friendships though.
If Jungkook didn't have Taehyung, he'd be alone. He would have Jimin, maybe, if having sex with someone can be considered as having someone. He feels like him and Jimin are friends in some ways. They talk almost everyday, they spend time together from time to time and Jungkook feels good when he's around him. They don't talk about their personal lives much but they have some type of friendship. Jungkook cherishes it.
Jungkook jumps when a pillow hits him in the face. He frowns and looks for the source of the attack. Jay and Wonho are wearing shit eating grins on their faces as they drop into the bean bags next to the couch.
"Hey Jeon," Wonho say, "you look like shit."
"Thanks," Jungkook rolls his eyes.
Wonho and Jay are the most insufferable members of Alpha Sig and if Jungkook had a say in this he would just ignore them and pretend like they don't exist at all. Except they seem to love taunting Jungkook every chance they get. Jungkook gets along with them when he's drunk off his face and can't tell people apart.
"Where have you been this past month?" Jay asks. "You're always in your room or with that Taehyung guy."
"I'm busy," Jungkook says. They don't need to know more.
"You went from first place to third place on the scoreboard. What's up with that?" Wonho asks, spreading his legs and sinking deeper into his bean bag.
Jungkook totally forgot about the stupid competition he's taking part him. Jungkook's in his second year of college, he won the competition last year when he managed to have sex with 135 omegas. He didn't win anything other than bragging rights and a reputation. He decided the join again this year and was doing good until...
Until he met Jimin.
Jungkook didn't realize he stopped seeing other omegas. It's been a month since he met Jimin and he hasn't fucked anyone else. It's very out of character for Jungkook who's used to being with a different omega every other day. Jungkook likes sex as much as any other alpha his age, he's usually very active. It's strange that he doesn't feel like he's missing something. He had sex twice in a month, both times with Jimin.
It's not like his brain even considered any other potential sexual partners.
Only Jimin.
Jungkook should be more scared about what this means, but he's not. He's not entirely surprised when all he's been thinking about lately is Jimin. If he was met with a willing and gorgeous omega Jungkook knows he wouldn't be interested. He's not interested in anyone but Jimin.
It makes sense to be interested in only one person but Jungkook hopes that whenever Jimin decides to stop whatever they have, he won't be left empty and purposeless.
Jungkook has a feeling he's the one who's going to get burned whenever this whole thing comes crashing down. It's inevitable. Jimin won't ever want him for more. Jungkook shouldn't even think about wanting more. He can't.
"Did omegas finally realize you're a bad lay?" Jay snickers. Jungkook couldn't care less about what they think.
"They only like him because he has a pretty face," Wonho adds.
"It's a stupid game anyway," Jungkook says, glaring at them.
"You've always been a sore loser," Jay smirks. He's not wrong but this isn't what this is about.
"You smelled like an omega a few weeks ago," Wonho starts and Jungkook already hates where this is going. "Did you find yourself a little boyfriend?"
"Are you seeing someone, Jeon?" Jay asks. They're like to evil twins.
"I'm not," Jungkook mumbles. Anger starts flaring in his chest.
"You're always texting this one guy. A certain Jimin nom nom?" Jay and Wonho laugh.
"Shut the fuck up," Jungkook bites back. He needs to get out of here or he's going to punch something.
"Maybe he's in love. Is he hot?" Wonho asks, licking his lips.
"Does he go to SNU?" Jay asks.
"I'm not telling you anything about him," Jungkook says as he hops off the couch.
"Why not?" Wonho leans forward, resting his forearms on his knees. "Do you have something to hide?"
"Is he your boyfriend?"
"He's not," Jungkook hates how his voice break on the words.
"Do you want him to be?"
"No," why does it feel like he's lying?
"What is he then?"
"That's none of your business." Jungkook feels cornered. He feels like a prey in the middle of a pack of wolves. He doesn't like these questions, he doesn't like how they make him feel. He needs to get out. He needs to not think about this.
"So he's just a fuck buddy? That you may or may not care about?"
Jungkook walks around the couch to get out of the room. He doesn't want to talk about this anymore.
"He's just someone I'm seeing. That's all I have to say."
"Love is in the air," Jay mocks.
"You guys are so annoying," Jungkook says, doing his best to stop himself from letting out a growl. He's burning with anger and distress. He hates them and their stupid questions. He hates how he feels, how much it hurts to say Jimin isn't his.
"So you're out of the game?" Wonho says, raising an eyebrow inquisitively.
"Yeah," Jungkook says before leaving the room, "I'm out of the game."
Jungkook leaves the house as fast as he can and walks with no destination in mind. He just needs to breathe and to stop thinking.
He doesn't want to fuck anyone else. He doesn't want Jimin.
One of those statements is a complete lie.
............&............
"He called me and asked me out on a date. It doesn't make sense, we've barely ever talked. I didn't know I was even on his radar. We have nothing in common. He's a frat boy and I'm me," Taehyung tells Jungkook as they walk back to his apartment.
Jungkook is only half listening which isn't fair on Taehyung because his best friend is always there for him when he needs him. Jungkook just can't focus on anything. He's trying his best to ignore the way something warm churns in his belly every time he thinks about Jimin's scent, his laugh, the feeling of his soft skin.
Purposely trying not to think about something actually makes you think about that exact thing. Jungkook is a mess and he needs to find himself a new distraction, something that doesn't involve a pretty omega who smells like flowers.
"You're not listening to me, asshole," Taehyung says, hitting Jungkook in the arm.
"Sorry," Jungkook says, rubbing the spot where Taehyung hit him.
"What's going on with you?" Taehyung asks, concern written all over his face.
"It's nothing."
"You smell sad."
"I'm not," Jungkook says, shaking his head.
It's not that he's sad, he's just confused about how he feels. He doesn't want to think about Jimin but he's craving his company. He needs to see him and to feel him. He wants to kiss and touch him, to make him feel good.
"You're lying," Taehyung says, stepping aside to avoid walking into an elderly lady.
They're walking out of the park separating their campus and a busier part of the city when Jungkook spots him. Jungkook stops in his tracks and holds onto Taehyung's arm to stop him too.
"What the fuck are you doing?" Taehyung asks.
"Jimin," Jungkook says, eyes trained on the omega who's standing outside a building on the other side of the road with some guy he's never seen before.
"Huh?" Taehyung turns to look. "Oh yeah."
"Hide," Jungkook says, leading him behind a bush. Taehyung makes a fuss at being pushed around.
"Jungkook, what the hell?" Taehyung jerks his arm out of Jungkook's hold. "Why are we hiding?"
Jungkook leans forward to look at Jimin in between branches of the unkempt bush. Jimin's laughing at something the guy is saying, throwing his body forward like he always does. Jimin's wearing black leggings and a white sweater that looks incredibly soft even from here.
The words "Dance Studio" are written on a plaque on the building. This is where Jimin works. Jungkook has walked past this building a hundred times but he's never bumped into Jimin.
Jungkook's scent turns sour at the sight of Jimin with someone else. It's stupid because this guy could be a friend. He's probably a friend. But Jungkook can't help but feel jealous. Jungkook has never really had any reason to be jealous in his life before because he's never had anyone he cared enough about. Except, Taehyung.
When they were kids, Jungkook would feel jealous every time Taehyung played with other kids. Taehyung is two years older, they weren't even in the same grade so it made sense that he had friends his age. Still, Jungkook hated being left out and he hated that the other kids thought they could steal him from him. Jungkook doesn't like to share, but with people he tries not to show it as much. He doesn't own Taehyung, he would never tell him not to talk to other people but he can't help feeling jealous nonetheless.
He doesn't want to share Jimin either.
His alpha is restless, begging Jungkook to go over there to do some posturing. Jungkook doesn't do posturing unless it's absolutely necessary. Like he did when Jungwoo talked down to Jimin. He did it because he could smell distress in Jimin's scent. He didn't do it to prove Jungwoo anything, he did it to reassure Jimin and to let him know he was there if he needed.
Jimin is strong enough to fight his own battles but Jungkook is there for him if the battle scars get to be too much.
"Who's that guy?" Jungkook says and he doesn't try to hide his contempt.
"Let me see," Taehyung says trying to squeeze in between Jungkook and the bush. "Oh! That's Yoongi hyung."
"Who?" Jungkook frowns. "How do you know his name?"
A woman looks at them weirdly as she walks past them. Jungkook realizes how creepy they must look.
"He works at the pet shop I always go to for Yeontan."
"How does he know Jimin?" Jungkook asks, digging his tongue in the side of his cheek when Jimin laughs harder. He looks beautiful.
"They're pretty much the same age. Maybe they went to college together," Taehyung offers. He steps back behind the bush, crossing his arms. "Why do you care?"
"I don't," Jungkook says without looking at him.
"You clearly do," Taehyung says but Jungkook doesn't answer. "He's an omega."
"What?" Jungkook frowns.
"Yoongi hyung is an omega."
"Wait... is he seeing another omega?" Jungkook whisper yells, looking wildly at Taehyung. He probably looks insane. "Do I have to compete with other omegas?"
"No, dumbass," Taehyung rolls his eyes. "Yoongi hyung has a mate."
"He's cheating on his mate with Jimin?" Jungkook eyes get even bigger.
"No!" Taehyung groans, pinching the bridge of his nose. "God, you're an idiot. He's probably just a friend."
"Right," Jungkook says, looking back at Jimin.
Another guy gets out of the building and wraps his arms around Yoongi's waist before kissing him on the lips. That must be his mate. Jungkook's heartbeat slows down at the sight. Yoongi isn't a potential threat, he's just a friend. Jungkook repeats the words to placate his agitated alpha.
Yoongi's mate says something to Jimin before hugging him goodbye. Jimin smiles and hugs Yoongi as well. The two mates walk to a grey car parked a few feet away. Jimin rearranges his heavy looking bag over his shoulder and starts walking to his own car.
"I'm gonna go," Jungkook says without thinking, eyes never leaving Jimin.
"What? What happened to our Harry Potter marathon?" Taehyung says, a small pout forming on his lips.
"Rain check," Jungkook says, casting one last glance at Taehyung before he crosses the road.
Jimin is stopping in front of a black car when Jungkook catches up to him.
"Jimin!" he calls.
Jimin whips around and startles when he sees Jungkook. His eyebrows are raised and his lips are parted, he looks surprised to see Jungkook in front of his dance studio. Jungkook stops a few inches in front of him, not leaving much space between them. Jimin's scent hits his nose and Jungkook instantly feels warm and relaxed. Jungkook smiles at him.
Jimin isn't much smaller than him but he looks tiny compared to Jungkook. Jungkook loves how small he is and how easy it is to wrap his arms around him. He loves how easy it is to lift him up and to shield him from everything bad in the world. Jungkook wishes he could keep him in his arms forever. Jungkook shakes his head at the thought.
"What are you doing here?" Jimin asks, smiling back.
"I was going to my friend's apartment. It's not too far from here," Jungkook says. Their eyes never leave each other and Jungkook can smell how happy Jimin is. Jungkook probably doesn't smell much different.
"Oh."
"I saw you and I thought I'd say hi," Jungkook rubs his sweaty palms against his jeans. Somehow he still gets nervous around Jimin.
"Hi," Jimin's smiles grows. He looks so stunning when he smiles, it always makes Jungkook's heart race.
"What are you doing right now?"
"I was just heading home. Haewon's not out of school until 2 hours so I have some time to myself," Jimin plays with his car keys.
"Do you wanna spend that time with me?" Jungkook says without thinking.
He's not sure why he went up to Jimin, his body just took him there. He needed to talk to him, to be close to him. He doesn't have a plan he just wants to spend time with him.
"Doing what?" Jimin raises an eyebrow.
"I can take you to my frat house," Jungkook starts, "it's pretty close. Two hours is enough to have a good time," Jungkook lowers his voice and brings a hand up to Jimin's hip. He can smell the shift in Jimin's scent.
"I told you I can't have sex when there's people around," Jimin says but he's still smiling.
"Most of the guys aren't gonna be home, they're in class," Jungkook hurries to say. He needs to convince Jimin. He wraps both arms around Jimin's waist and leans down to whisper in his ear. "We can make it a challenge. You have to keep quiet while I fuck you."
Jimin's breath hitches and arousal is prominent in his scent. Jungkook kisses his cheek before pulling back. He releases pheromones to appeal to Jimin even though he knows Jimin is going to say yes anyway. He just wants to show Jimin how much he wants him.
"Jungkook," Jimin tries but he never finishes his sentence.
"I'll fuck you so good, Jimin," Jungkook whispers, looking deep into Jimin's eyes. "Please, let me fuck you."
Jimin swallows, chest heaving. His eyes are getting darker and he's digging his fingers in Jungkook's biceps. There's a pink flush on his cheeks, matching the color of his lips. Jungkook wants to ravish him.
"Okay," Jimin breathes out. "Take me."
"I will," Jungkook smirks, kissing Jimin's cheek one last time before pulling away.
"I meant take me to your frat house, idiot," Jimin chuckles.
Jungkook smiles at him and takes his hand to lead him in the right direction. Jimin yelps when he's spun around and he has to jog a little to catch up to Jungkook. Jungkook never lets go of Jimin's hand and Jimin doesn't try to pull away.
............&............
When they arrive in front of Alpha Sig's house Jungkook stops.
The house is supposed to be quiet but it doesn't mean that it's empty and Jungkook doesn't really feel like introducing Jimin to his frat brothers. Not that he's ashamed of Jimin, far from it, but he doesn't want to expose him to inappropriate remarks and catcalls.
Jimin stands beside him, a questioning look on his face. Jungkook decides to round the house instead of entering the front door. They're still holding hands and Jungkook can't help but feel like Jimin's hand belongs in his. It's small and warm, just like him.
Jungkook leads Jimin to the backyard behind the house. No one's hanging out by the pool so the road is clear. Jungkook looks through the kitchen window and it's empty. He opens the door as quietly as possible and pulls on Jimin's hand to get inside before closing the door. They walk through the kitchen and stop by the opening that leads to the entryway. No one in sight either. He can hear voices coming from the big room though but they seem to be in the middle of an intense game of Fortnight.
"What are you doing?" Jimin asks, making Jungkook jump. When Jungkook turns to look at him he looks unimpressed.
"Sneaking you in," Jungkook says. "Keep quiet."
"Why?" Jimin whispers, frowning. "You're not allowed to have people over?"
"I am," Jungkook says but doesn't say elaborate before leading Jimin straight to the big stairs leading to the bedrooms.
Jimin doesn't protest and simply follows. Jungkook can't see but he's pretty sure Jimin is rolling his eyes at him. Jungkook speed walks through the corridor, ignoring the open bedroom doors until he reaches his own room. He lets them in and quickly closes the door, finally letting go of Jimin's hand. Jungkook leans against the door and sighs in relief of not getting caught. He feels like he's 16 all over again, sneaking Taehyung into his bedroom to play video games all night.
When he turns around Jimin's arms are crossed over his chest, a small smile pulling at the corners of his lips. He looks amused.
"So," Jungkook starts, stretching his arms out to gesture to the space, "this is my room."
Jimin holds his gaze for a minute. He looks like he wants to say something but he decides to let it go. Instead, he starts moving around the spacious room, looking at Jungkook's mess. Jungkook is nervous, he doesn't invite people into his room very often. Well, he does but they never really have time to look around because Jungkook has them pinned to the bed as soon as they get in.
The room is not that messy, Jungkook is good at keeping it tidy, but his work space is another story. Jimin stops in front of his work desk, filled with camera equipment, Jungkook's laptop and school books. Jungkook's still standing by the door like an idiot. He doesn't know what to say. His room is kind of an open door to his soul. It's his personal space where everything is laid bare.
Jimin's eyes trail to the array of pictures on the wall above Jungkook's desk. They're his favorite pictures from different photography projects. They're also pictures he took in his free time. Pictures of places where he feels safe in Busan and Seoul. Pictures of people he loves, his mom reading a book on the beach, his dad asleep on the couch cuddling with their dog Cloud, his older brother playing in the pool, Taehyung on Jungkook's rooftop. They're beautiful pictures but they're also very sentimental.
"You took these?" Jimin breathes out. He looks in awe.
"Yeah," Jungkook walks to stand beside him, "I love photography."
"They're amazing," Jimin smiles at him. "Especially this one."
He points to a picture of Jungkook's family in front of the Busan Tower. His father has his arms wrapped around his mother's waist and they're both laughing. His brother is smiling and doing a V to the camera. Jungkook took it when he went back to Busan last summer.
"You're from Busan?" Jimin asks.
"Yeah," Jungkook nods. It's been four months since he saw his family and he misses them. He misses the familiarity of Busan too.
"So am I," Jimin smiles.
"Really?" Jungkook is genuinely surprised. For some reason he thought Jimin was from Seoul. He fits so well into the busy city.
Jimin nods before walking to bed, sitting on the edge. Jungkook sits next to him.
"So, you're a photography major?" Jimin asks. It feels strange to talk about their personal lives but it's not unpleasant.
"Yeah. I don't know what I'll do with it in the future, but I've always loved taking pictures so it made sense for me to study it," Jungkook smiles.
Silence fills the room but it's not awkward. Jimin's eyes are still looking around the room and Jungkook can see him smile when they settle on his manga collection. Jungkook simply looks at Jimin. His small nose and plump lips, his squishy looking cheeks and gorgeous eyes. Jungkook wants to pepper kisses all over his face.
Jimin catches him staring but Jungkook doesn't care. It's not like Jimin doesn't know he finds him beautiful. Jimin clears his throat.
"Should we...?" Jimin says, pointing to the bed.
"Oh, yes, right, we should," Jungkook says. "Um, how do you want to do it?"
Jungkook internally facepalms himself. He's never sounded more awkward in his life. It feels like he's 17 having his first time all over again. Jimin giggles.
"Lie down."
Jungkook blinks at him before doing as Jimin says. He lies down comfortably on the bed, resting his head on his pillow. Jimin straddles him to sit on his thighs. They've never been in this position before and Jungkook doesn't hate it. Jimin looks beautiful on top of him. Jimin rests his hands on Jungkook's chest and smiles down at him.
"Are you ever gonna explain why we had to sneak into the house?" Jimin quirks an eyebrow. "Do you have something to hide?"
"Some of the guys are assholes," Jungkook says, resting his hands on Jimin's thighs. "They would have made dumb comments about you and I'd rather avoid that."
"They don't know about me?" Jimin frowns.
"What do you mean?"
"They don't know you're fucking someone older?"
"No, I don't really tell them about that," Jungkook shrugs.
"About your sex life? I thought all frat boys did was fuck everything that breathes and brag about it," Jimin smirks.
"I mean, yeah you're not wrong," Jungkook runs his hands up and down Jimin's thighs, feeling how muscular they are. Jungkook considers his next words carefully. He didn't think he would ever tell Jimin but since they're on the topic. "My frat has this stupid competition every year to see who can fuck the most omegas in a year."
"Oh?" There's a shift in Jimin's scent, something unpleasant. "I bet you're winning. You must be good with omegas."
"I was winning but I quit," Jungkook says, looking at Jimin's hands on his chest to avoid his gaze.
"Why?" Jimin breathes out.
"Just because."
"When did you quit?"
"Why are you asking so many questions?" Jungkook grunts out, squirming under the weight of Jimin's body.
"Did you quit because of me?"
Jungkook meets Jimin's pointed stare. Jungkook swallows deeply before clearing his throat. He's getting nervous and he knows Jimin can smell it. He's scared of admitting it out loud because he hasn't even admitted it to himself yet. He's afraid of Jimin's reaction. They've never talked about being exclusive. For all Jungkook knows, Jimin might be seeing other alphas. Jungkook would hate it if it was the case but he wouldn't tell Jimin to stop. He has a feeling that it would only push Jimin away.
"Yeah, I did," Jungkook values honesty though. "Kind of. I didn't notice I stopped having sex with other people until my frat brothers mentioned it."
"I'm surprised," Jimin says, licking his lips. "I really thought you were seeing other omegas."
"I'm not," Jungkook shrugs. "What about you? Are you seeing other people?"
"Do you not want me to?" Jimin tilts his head to the side.
"I'm just asking."
Jimin bites on his bottom lip and Jungkook tries his best not to let anxiety fill his scent. Jimin just stares at him, still not answering Jungkook's question. Jungkook takes Jimin's hands into his own and intertwines their fingers. He won't tell Jimin not to sleep with other people but if he can make him understand without saying anything then he's going to do it. He caresses Jimin's hands with his thumbs and pulls Jimin down on his chest. Jimin yelps and braces himself on each side of Jungkook's head.
Jungkook slides his hands down Jimin's sides and pulls him even closer. Their lips are almost touching and Jimin's scent is clogging Jungkook's senses. Their gazes never waver.
"I'm not seeing anyone else," Jimin whispers, his hot breath hitting Jungkook's lips. Jungkook has to stop himself from purring appreciatively.
"Do you not want me to see other omegas?"
"I didn't say that," Jimin smiles amusedly.
"I'm asking you," Jungkook slides his hands under Jimin's sweater.
Jimin doesn't speak for what feels like forever. He brings a hand up to Jungkook's face and strokes his cheek. His scent is sweet and intoxicating. Jungkook wants to drown in it, wants Jimin's scent all over himself all the time. He smells like the beautiful Busan gardens where Jungkook used to go to when he was kid. He smells like home and happiness.
"No," Jimin finally says, "I don't want you to see anyone else."
"I won't," Jungkook breathes out. Jimin's skin is warm and soft under his hands.
"Tell me," Jimin brushes his fingers through Jungkook's hair.
"Tell you what?"
"That you don't want me to see anyone else either."
Jungkook chuckles. Jimin's perceptive and Jungkook isn't surprised. Jimin is smart, beautiful and kind. He's stubborn, guarded and sometimes cold. He's perfectly imperfect. He's everything Jungkook wants but can't have.
"I don't want you to see anyone else," Jungkook says, staring deep in Jimin's eyes. Possessiveness burns deeps inside his chest. He doesn't want anyone else to touch Jimin. He doesn't anyone else to have Jimin.
"I won't," Jimin says and warmth spreads in Jungkook's belly.
His alpha is pleased to hear him say that. Jungkook catches Jimin's lips in a kiss and Jimin hums appreciatively. Their lips slide against each other softly, the kiss isn't rushed compared to how they usually kiss. Jungkook hugs Jimin tighter to his body until it feels like he can't breathe. Jimin sucks on Jungkook's bottom lip coaxing a moan from him. Their tongues meet to deepen the kiss and their breathing gradually get heavier.
Jimin rolls his hips against Jungkook and Jungkook slides his hands up Jimin's back until his sweater is bunched up to his shoulders. Jimin breaks the kiss to let Jungkook pull it over his head. Jungkook throws the sweater on the floor and Jimin kisses him again. Jungkook's hands are everywhere on Jimin's exposed skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
The air is stuffy from their combined scents, arousal filling the room and their bodies. Jungkook can feel Jimin getting hard the more they kiss and he's no better. Jungkook grips the meat of Jimin's hips to help him move against his cock. Jungkook lets out a groan when the friction sends a spark of pleasure in his spine.
They break the kiss, panting in each other's mouths. Jimin leans back to pull off Jungkook's shirt before throwing it on the floor. Jimin starts peppering kisses down Jungkook's neck. The brush of lips turn into open-mouthed kisses and playful nips. Jungkook tilts his head back to give him more space and Jimin releases a pleased purr.
Jimin buries his nose against Jungkook's scent gland to scent him. Jungkook closes his eyes and lets him do as he pleases. Jimin slides his hands down Jungkook's torso until they reach his abs. Jungkook smiles when he smells Jimin's arousal, a telltale sign that he's getting wet.
Jimin kisses Jungkook's scent gland before trailing kisses down to his collarbones, sucking a mark into the skin. Heat pools at the pit of Jungkook's stomach and a growl escapes his lips. His alpha is pleased about the claim. His alpha loves having such a possessive omega.
Jimin kisses down Jungkook's chest and stops at his nipples. He licks around the brown areola, sending shivers down Jungkook's spine. Jimin hums, sucking on the hardening nub and nipping at it. He plays with the other nipple with his fingers. Jungkook's breathing heavily and he can already feel drops of precome dripping from the tip of his hard cock.
It's not often Jungkook's on the receiving end of foreplay. He's a giver, he loves to make omegas squirm and feel good. He doesn't even give the chance to people to play with him. Jungkook feels pleasure from pleasuring people, but he can't deny that it feels nice to be kissed and caressed by Jimin. He'd let Jimin do pretty much anything to him. He trusts him to make him feel good.
Jimin looks up at Jungkook through his eyelashes as he sucks on his other nipple. Jungkook smiles when their eyes meet and he runs a hand through Jimin's blonde hair. Jimin purrs at the touch and his eyes flutter shut.
Jimin lets go of Jungkook's nipple to pepper kisses down his abs all the way to his navel. He opens Jungkook's pants and leaves one last kiss against his stomach before pulling them off of Jungkook's legs. His jeans join the rest of their clothes and his boxers soon follow.
Jungkook's completely naked under Jimin's hungry eyes. Jimin's lips are red and his cheeks are flushed pink. His hair is a mess on top of his head but he looks stunning.
"You too," Jungkook breathes out. "Take them off."
Jimin nods and makes quick work of the rest of his clothes. Soon he's naked too. He sits on Jungkook's thighs and Jungkook can feel them get wet with slick. Jungkook hasn't even touched Jimin yet and he's already so wet. Jungkook wants to taste him.
"Sit on my face," Jungkook blurts out.
Jimin's eyes widen in shock like it's the first time someone is telling him that. It would be a crime for people not to ask Jimin to ride their face every chance they get. Jimin's ass is made to be worshipped and Jungkook wants to do just that.
"Are you sure?" Jimin sounds hesitant.
"Certain," Jungkook chuckles, pulling Jimin's hips towards him.
"How," Jimin gulps, "how do we do it?"
"You've never done it before?" Jungkook quirks an eyebrow. Jimin shakes his head and bites on his bottom lip. "No one's ever asked you to ride their face?"
"No."
"That's so sad," Jungkook pouts making Jimin giggle.
"Alphas are impatient. Usually they just prep me and put it in," Jimin shrugs but Jungkook can tell it bothers him.
"These alphas clearly don't know what they're doing," Jungkook tries his best not to sound angry. "Let me show you what a real alpha's like."
Jimin's eyes darken and he beams at Jungkook. Jungkook's heart skips a beat at the sight. Nothing makes him happier than when he makes Jimin smile. Jimin nods and moves up Jungkook's chest.
"Turn around, angel," Jungkook says softly. The pet name escapes his lips before he thinks about it but it does suit Jimin.
Jimin does as he's told, positioning himself over Jungkook's face, facing back. Jungkook brings his hips closer and Jimin braces himself on Jungkook's chest. He's already breathing heavily, no doubt in anticipation.
"Is that okay?" Jimin asks, looking over his shoulder.
"It's perfect," Jungkook smiles up at him. "Now, just sit back and relax, baby."
Jimin bites on his bottom lip and nods, looking away. Jungkook spreads Jimin's cheeks and kneads at the skin. Jimin's ass is incredible and feels amazing in Jungkook's hands. Jungkook's always been an ass man and he's pretty sure he could spend hours just playing with Jimin's if he allowed him to. It doesn't even have to be sexual.
Slick drips down Jimin's hole and onto Jungkook's chin. His flowery scent is intense up this close. Jungkook could lose his mind. He swipes his tongue over Jimin's wet hole and a growl rumbles in his chest, making Jimin gasp. Jimin tastes delicious, Jungkook could eat him up.
Jungkook licks a long stripe up Jimin's crack, lapping up every drop of slick he can get on his tongue. He circles Jimin's hole with the tip of his tongue and more slick pools out. Jimin moans when Jungkook sucks on his hole, playfully nipping at his rim. Jungkook digs his fingers in the firm flesh of Jimin's cheeks, no doubt leaving marks behind.
Jungkook plays with Jimin's rim for a while, licking, sucking and nipping at it until desperate whines start to escape Jimin's lips. Jungkook pulls away to catch his breath. The lower part of his face is drenched in slick but he doesn't care. He loves it.
"Keep going," Jimin whines, looking over his shoulder. "Please Jungkook, don't stop."
"Shh," Jungkook rubs his thumbs over Jimin's cheeks to reassure him, "I've got you baby, don't worry."
Jimin wiggles his ass in invitation and it makes Jungkook laugh. He's adorable. Jungkook goes back to eating Jimin's ass with even more enthusiasm. Jimin gasps when Jungkook pushes his tongue in. Jungkook moans when a new wave of slick drips down Jimin's hole straight onto his tongue. Jimin digs his nails in Jungkook's chest but it barely hurts.
Jungkook fucks his tongue in and out of Jimin's hole slowly until the stretch becomes easier. He massages Jimin's ass cheeks and fucks him deeper. The room is filled with the wet sounds of Jungkook's mouth against Jimin's wet hole and Jimin's darling mewls.
"So good," Jimin breathes out, head falling in between his shoulders.
He starts rolling his hips against Jungkook's mouth but stops when he realizes what he's doing. Jungkook growls, displeased that Jimin's holding back. He pulls his tongue out of Jimin's hole and sucks on it harshly before pulling back.
"Come on, baby," Jungkook says, "ride my tongue."
"Don't wanna hurt you," Jimin lisps. He sounds so cute.
"You're not gonna hurt me," Jungkook tugs on Jimin's hips. "Come on."
Jungkook doesn't waste any time before pushing his tongue back inside Jimin. He's rimming skills are excellent and he wants Jimin to experience them to their full extent. Jungkook spreads Jimin's cheeks wider to bury his tongue even deeper. Jimin moans loudly, forgetting that they're not alone in the house.
Jimin starts rolling his hips slowly at first, but the more Jungkook moans against his hole the more confident he gets. Soon, he's really riding Jungkook's face, rolling his hips in deep motions, changing the angle of Jungkook's tongue.
Jungkook's never been a happier alpha. He has a gorgeous omega sat on his face and said omega seems to be having the time of his life judging from his pretty moans. Jungkook's chest swells with pride.
Jungkook's cock is hard against his stomach and a pool of precome is forming on his abs. His lungs are burning from the lack of oxygen but he doesn't want to pull away. He'll choke to death if he has to but he's not pulling away when Jimin's thighs are literally quivering in pleasure.
"Oh, Jungkook," Jimin whines and Jungkook's name has never sounded so good. "I'm so close, baby."
Jungkook doesn't even have time to revel in the fact Jimin just called him baby because someone is storming into his room. The door hits his wall and Jimin yelps, throwing himself on the bed, flailing until he takes the pillow under Jungkook's head, hiding his naked body as best as he can.
"Oh my god," Wonho says before laughing.
Jungkook sits up and looks around for something to hide his modesty. His eyes land on Jimin's sweatshirt and he reaches for it to put it over his cock. Jimin's eyes are wide and he's red like a tomato. Jungkook probably looks worse because he still has slick all over his face. He wipes most of it off with the sleeve of Jimin's sweater.
"What the fuck Wonho!" Jungkook cries out. "Can't you fucking knock?!"
Wonho is hunched over laughing and Jungkook rolls his eyes because it's really not that funny. It's not the first time a frat member has been caught having sex. It's the first time it happens to Jungkook though, he never forgets to lock his door. Except today apparently.
"What the fuck do you want asshole?"
Jimin curls in on himself to make himself look smaller. Jungkook wants to rip Wonho's face off. Jungkook positions himself in front of Jimin to hide him from Wonho's view. Jungkook's alpha doesn't like having another alpha in his room when it smells of his omega's slick. He doesn't want any alphas near Jimin right now. Jungkook does his best not to let anger take over but it's hard when Wonho is still laughing.
The atmosphere changes when Jungkook's scent becomes stronger. His alpha is releasing pheromones to challenge Wonho. He won't let him get anywhere near Jimin. He won't let him look at Jimin.
"Wonho," Jungkook says. There's a warning in his voice.
Wonho stops laughing and straightens up. The scent of smoke hits Jungkook's nose and a growl escapes his lips when he realizes Wonho is challenging him back. Wonho is a stubborn and prideful alpha. He doesn't know how to back down from a fight. Jungkook doesn't want to turn this into a fight, he just wants Wonho to leave.
"What do you want?" Jungkook tries to control his breathing to keep the anger at bay.
"I'm out of condoms," Wonho shrugs, "I came to see if you had any. I hope you do if you're gonna fuck him. You gotta be responsible kiddo." He smirks and it only makes Jungkook angrier.
"Can't you ask Jay or Jisoo? Or anyone else for that matter," Jungkook rolls his eyes, reaching for his nightstand. He opens his drawer and grabs a condom before throwing it at Wonho.
"They're not home and I didn't know you had company," Wonho says as he catches the condom. He leans to the side to look at Jimin over Jungkook's shoulder. "Hi there."
"Get out," Jungkook growls.
"I'm just being polite," Wonho holds his hands up. He still has an annoying smirk on his face.
Jungkook glares at him and he has has to stop himself from showing his teeth. He needs him out of his room now. He's not above pushing him out of here if he has to. Wonho doesn't try to tease any more. He turns on his heels and leaves without closing the door. Jungkook groans and hops of the bed to slam it shut, not forgetting to lock it this time.
When he turns around, Jimin is smiling. Jungkook thought he'd be mad at him or embarrassed. He probably is but he mostly seems amused. Jungkook lets out a heavy sigh and walks back to the bed.
"I'm sorry," he says as he sits in front of Jimin.
"He's charming," Jimin chuckles.
"He's a dick."
"You have slick all over your chin, Jungkook."
Jimin reaches forward to wipe the slick off of Jungkook's chin. Jungkook doesn't have it in him to care. A dark part of his alpha likes that another alpha saw him with slick all over his face. Alphas are proud of being able to make their omegas wet and Jungkook always does a great job at doing that to Jimin.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asks, concern laced in his voice.
"I'm fine," Jimin smiles reassuringly. "Believe it or not, it's not the first time I get caught having sex."
"Really, now?" Jungkook smiles, moving closer to Jimin.
"I went to college too, you know."
Jungkook runs a hand up Jimin's thigh. Jimin is still covering himself with a pillow. He's sitting against the headboard. His body is flushed pink and there's slick in between his legs. Jungkook leans over him and bumps their noses together. Jungkook is still hard but he can't tell if Jimin is.
"Do you want to stop?" Jungkook whispers against Jimin's lips.
"No," Jimin shakes his head.
"Can I see you?" Jungkook grabs the pillow but doesn't get rid of it until Jimin nods in approval.
Jungkook's eyes trail down Jimin's body and land on his hard cock. It's smaller than Jungkook but it's pretty like the rest of him. The pink tip matches the color of his lips. Jungkook tugs on Jimin's legs to make him lie down. Jimin gasps when Jungkook manhandles him. Jungkook noticed he has a strength kink and he'd love to explore that even more in the future.
Jungkook drapes himself over Jimin's body, lying in between his spread legs.
"You smell really good," Jimin mumbles, looking up at Jungkook.
"Does it mean I usually smell bad?" Jungkook quirks an eyebrow. He rests his forearms on each side of Jimin's head.
"No, you always smell good," Jimin smiles. "But you smell particularly good right now. Very alpha-ish."
"Alpha-ish?" Jungkook frowns.
"Your scent got stronger when he came into the room. It's still strong."
"Oh," Jungkook nods, rubbing a thumb over Jimin's cheek. "It's my pheromones."
"It smells nice," Jimin runs his hands up Jungkook's biceps.
"I hated having him in the room," Jungkook lowers his voice, brushing his lips against Jimin's. "I hate that he got to see you like this."
"Like what?"
"Wet and needy," Jungkook nuzzles Jimin's cheek, "just for me."
Jimin's breath hitches. He unconsciously exposes his neck and Jungkook's alpha wants to dig his teeth into the unmarked skin. Jungkook has to fight against the burning need to claim. Instead, he catches Jimin's lips in a kiss. He does his best to ignore the itch in his gums.
Jimin wraps his legs around Jungkook's waist and Jungkook slides a hand down his side. The kiss quickly gets heavier, Jungkook sucks on Jimin's tongue coaxing a needy whine from him. Jimin runs his hands up and down Jungkook's back.
Jungkook rolls his hips against Jimin's and their cocks meet in a delicious friction. Jungkook reaches for his nightstand without breaking the kiss. He blindly searches for a condom and it takes him a minute before he finally gets his hand on one.
One of Jimin's hand is buried in Jungkook's hair, pulling at it when Jungkook bites on his bottom lip. Jungkook pecks Jimin's lips one last time before pulling away. He chuckles when Jimin chases after his mouth.
"Let me prep you, baby," Jungkook mumbles against his lips. He can't resist kissing him again.
"Want you," Jimin breathes out, bucking his hips up.
Jungkook's heart skips a beat. He wishes Jimin meant it in a different way but the words still sends heat to the pit of his stomach. Jungkook wants Jimin too. He wants all of him.
Jungkook kneels in between Jimin's legs and swallows the lump in his throat. He pushes a finger inside Jimin's wet heat. The stretch is easy. Jungkook fucks his fingers in and out of him a few times before adding a second one. Jimin's breathing is getting heavier. He grips the sheets on each side of his body. His eyes never leave Jungkook.
"Want you, Jungkook," Jimin repeats and he looks like he's waiting for answer.
"I want you too, Jimin," Jungkook licks his lips. Jimin nods and smiles at him. He seems pleased.
Jungkook ignores the way his heart squeezes in his chest. He crooks his fingers until he finds his special spot. He knows he found it when Jimin moans and throws his head back. Jungkook gets better at finding his prostate each time. He knows Jimin's body and what Jimin likes now.
"You have to be quiet, baby. Remember?" Jungkook smirks. He's only teasing. He doesn't care if Jimin is loud and the whole house can hear him. He has a feeling his alpha would love that actually.
"Can't," Jimin mumbles, a small pout forming on his lips. Jungkook wants to kiss it away.
"Yeah, you can, sweetheart," Jungkook massages Jimin's prostate knowing full well the effect it has on him. Jimin whines loudly, glaring at Jungkook. "Focus."
"You're mean."
Jungkook bends down to leave a kiss on Jimin's inner thigh. It makes him gasp softly. Jungkook fucks Jimin faster with his fingers, making sure he hits his prostate every time. Jimin bites on his bottom lip to lower the volume of his moans but he's still loud. He's squirming on the bed, his tiny fists pulling on the sheets and his hips rolling against Jungkook's hand. He looks adorable.
Jungkook adds a third finger to make sure Jimin is properly prepped. Slick is pouring out of Jimin's hole and onto Jungkook's hand and wrist. His sheets are completely ruined but he doesn't have the heart to care. Not when Jimin looks this beautiful just for him.
"Please, Jungkook," Jimin pleads. "Need more."
"Yeah?" Jungkook slows down the pace of his fingers. "You need my cock?"
"Yes," Jimin nods his head frantically, "please."
"Anything you want, baby."
Jungkook pulls his fingers out of Jimin and makes quick work of putting the condom on. He barely gives Jimin time to recover before he teases his entrance with the tip of his cock. He slides it over his rim teasingly, moving away when Jimin bucks his hips up. Jimin lets out a frustrated huff and glares at Jungkook. It only makes him smile.
"What is it, angel?" Jungkook asks with fake innocence.
"Put it in me," Jimin pouts.
"You didn't say please," Jungkook pushes the tip of his cock in slightly before pulling out. Jimin punches the mattress.
"Jungkook! Please," he whines.
"Don't be a brat," Jungkook says.
Jimin sits up and grabs Jungkook's nape to pull him down. Jungkook barely has time to catch himself on his elbows, falling onto Jimin's body. Jimin wraps his legs around Jungkook's waist to cage him in and brings Jungkook's lips to his own. He doesn't kiss him though.
"I want to feel you, Jungkook," Jimin breathes out. He sounds desperate. "Please, please, please."
How can Jungkook say no to that? Jungkook catches Jimin's lips in a harsh kiss and guides the tip of his cock to Jimin's hole. He doesn't waste any time before pushing past his rim. Jimin moans into the kiss and squeezes his thighs around Jungkook's waist. Jungkook lets go of his cock to stroke Jimin's side.
He pushes all the way in in one smooth motion. Jungkook's alpha growls approvingly when he realizes Jimin is able to take his cock easily now. He really is perfect.
Jungkook stays buried deep inside of Jimin, kissing him deeply. Jimin's breathing heavily through his nose and his nails are digging in Jungkook's back. Jimin feels incredible around him, he always does. He's tight, warm and so, so wet. The room smells like flowers, the woods and sex. It smells like omega and alpha. It smells like pure, unadulterated desire.
"Move, please," Jimin says when he breaks the kiss.
Jungkook kisses the tip of his nose before pulling out to the tip. Jimin muffles his moan against Jungkook's bicep. Jungkook pushes back in slowly, taking time to appreciate the glide of his cock against Jimin's tight walls.
Jungkook breathes against Jimin's cheek, fucking him slowly and with care. He's never fucked someone like this before. Usually, he goes straight to the point, slamming his cock in and out of whatever omega he's got under him. Jimin isn't any omega though. He's special and Jungkook wants to fuck him like he's special.
"You're so good, baby," Jungkook whispers in Jimin's ear. He can see goosebumps rise on Jimin's skin. "You're so beautiful. You feel so amazing around me. You sound so pretty."
The more Jungkook praises Jimin, the louder and wetter he gets. Jungkook smiles against his cheek.
"You're such a good omega," Jungkook continues. "Absolutely perfect. Every inch of you is perfect."
"Jungkook," Jimin whines, thighs trembling against his waist.
"I'm right here, baby," Jungkook quickens the pace of his thrusts. "My gorgeous baby."
Jimin moans louder when Jungkook's cock finally hits his prostate. Jungkook rearranges himself to find the best angle. Jimin's wrapped around him like a koala. His hands are flat on the small of Jungkook's back and he's digging the heels of his feet in Jungkook's asscheeks.
Jungkook buries his hands in Jimin's hair and tilts his head to kiss him. He deepens his thrusts, hitting Jimin's sweet spot every time. Jungkook's heart is racing and he knows it's not from the effort. This feels more like making love than fucking and Jungkook doesn't know what to do with the information. He doesn't want to think about it right now. Not when sex has never felt this good.
Jimin doesn't ask Jungkook to go faster or to fuck him harder. He kisses Jungkook like he'll die if he doesn't. They're both sweaty and radiating so much heat it's almost uncomfortable. Jimin's cock is stuck in between their stomachs and Jungkook can feel it twitch. Jungkook breaks the kiss and buries his face into the mattress next to Jimin's head.
Jungkook is losing his rhythm. Jimin clenches around him every time his cockhead brushes against Jungkook's abs and it's driving Jungkook crazy. He can already feel the pressure building in the pit of his stomach. He would make fun of himself for being so close so quickly but there's nothing he can do when Jimin feels and sounds so fucking good.
"I'm close," Jungkook grunts out.
"Oh, me too," Jimin whines, nails digging in Jungkook's back for what feels like the hundredth time. Jungkook wouldn't be suprised if he was bleeding.
Jungkook's thrusts are becoming more erratic, he tries his best to make it last, forcing himself not to pound into Jimin. He keeps a slow and deep pace, making sure Jimin feels the drag of his entire length.
"Wish you could cum on me," Jimin says and it knocks the breath out of Jungkook's chest. He has to dig his fingers into the mattress to stop himself from coming. The visual is too much for him to handle when he's balls deep inside of Jimin.
"Fuck, Jimin."
"Wish you could cum on my face," Jimin is whispering in Jungkook's ear. His warm breath sends a shiver down Jungkook's spine. Jungkook's trying to hold onto his last thread of sanity.
"Me too, baby," Jungkook grunts out. "You would look so gorgeous with my cum all over your pretty face."
"I would smell like you," Jimin whines when Jungkook slams back into him harder than he meant. "Would smell like yours."
Jungkook can't control his pace anymore. He pushes himself on his arms and fucks into Jimin hard and fast. The major change of pace catches Jimin by surprise and he can't stop the loud moans from escaping his lips.
Jungkook doesn't care about Jimin's pleasure anymore, he's desperately chasing after his own orgasm. His hips slam against Jimin's ass at every thrust and the sound of skin on skin is loud in the room. He's pretty sure it can be heard from the corridor and the room next door. The squelch of Jimin's wet heat is obscene and so are the noises he's making.
Jungkook puts all his weight into his thrusts, fucking Jimin into the mattress and making the headboard hit the hall. Jimin's failing his arms around, trying desperately to look for something to hold onto. He settles on gripping the sheets above his head. His lips are parted and he's staring at Jungkook intensely. Jungkook holds his gaze and fucks him even harder.
Jungkook's certain that if the bed wasn't against the wall it would be moving across the room right now. There's no hiding the fact they're fucking anymore. The whole floor probably knows already.
Jungkook pounds Jimin one, two, three more times before his orgasm hits him. His hips jerk wildly inside of Jimin and he can't help himself from burying his cock as deep as he can. His brain shuts off, he sees stars and all he can feel is Jimin's warm walls around his cock.
Jungkook falls onto Jimin and he doesn't have the mind to hold some of his weight up. He can't hear or see anything and his heart is beating hard in his chest. Jungkook doesn't know how long it takes for his mind to clear but when he comes back to his senses Jimin is stroking his back in gentle caresses. Jungkook quickly pushes himself up on his forearms when he realizes he's basically crushing Jimin.
"I'm sorry," he says but his voice breaks. He clears his throat.
"It's alright," Jimin smiles up at him. He's still stroking Jungkook's back.
They stare at each other without saying anything more. Jungkook is still buried deep inside Jimin and he's glad when he realizes he managed not to knot Jimin. Jimin said no knotting and he would hate to break his rules.
Jungkook's eyebrows quirk up when he realizes he didn't see if Jimin came. He pushes himself up and looks in between their bodies. Jimin's cock is soft and there's cum all over their stomachs. Jungkook looks back at Jimin.
"You came?"
"Yeah," Jimin chuckles. "I came a few minutes before you did."
"Seriously?" Jungkook frowns. "I didn't even notice."
"You were very into it."
"I...," Jungkook gulps, "I'm sorry. I kind of lost control. Did I hurt you?"
"No," Jimin shakes his head, pulling Jungkook closer. "You were amazing, as usual."
Jungkook smiles, pleased to hear it. Jungkook kisses Jimin's lips and rubs their noses together. It makes Jimin giggle. Jimin looks sleepy and fucked out. His hair is matted to his forehead and his lips are blood red from all the biting.
"I need to pull out," Jungkook says. Jimin nods but Jungkook can tell he's disappointed.
Jungkook pulls out as slow as he can, holding onto the condom. Jimin hisses when his cock catches on his abused rim. A wave of slick pours out of Jimin's gaping hole and onto the sheets when Jungkook pulls out completely. He'll never get tired of how wet Jimin gets every time they have sex.
Jungkook hops off the bed and gets rid of the condom. He grabs the wet wipes he keeps on his nightstand and cleans Jimin's body as best as he can. He wipes off the drying cum on his stomach and the slick smeared all over his thighs and ass. He gets rid of the dirty wet wipes and walkq to the foot of the bed to pull on his bed covers. Jimin lifts his body up when needed until the covers are bunched up at the end of the bed and he's lying on the clean bedsheet.
Jungkook wipes the cum off of his own stomach and quickly joins Jimin on the bed. He lies down on his side and holds his head up in his hand. Jimin smiles at him.
"I have to go soon. I need to pick Haewon up from school," Jimin yawns.
Jungkook checks the time on the clock that's sitting on his nightstand. Jimin has half an hour before he has to go.
"I wanted to ask you something," Jungkook says but he hesitates. He might completely be overstepping Jimin's boundaries and Jimin could totally end up storming out of the room. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
"What is it?"
"Jungwoo," Jungkook stops when Jimin sighs. "No offense, but he's a dick."
"None taken," Jimin laughs.
"How did you two meet and have Haewon?"
Jimin looks away and fidgets with his fingers. He looks deep in thought. He's probably looking for the right words. Or he might be considering whether to tell Jungkook or not. Jungkook is curious, he wants to know but he'd understand if Jimin didn't want to talk about it. Jimin takes a deep breath.
"Well," he licks his lips, "we met in college when I was 19 and he was 22. We fooled around for a little while before we started dating. He wasn't that much of an asshole back then and I was young and in love," Jimin smiles bitterly.
"We moved in together and lived well for a year. Then I found out that I was pregnant with Haewon," his scent sweetens when he mentions her. "It wasn't planned but we were happy. Everything was going well until Haewon was born. We started to fight a lot and we had no idea what we were doing back then. Everything was so overwhelming," he swallows around the lump in his throat. His scent turns sour.
"He started getting envious of his friends because they were all single and having fun while he was stuck at home with me and Haewon. One day he told me he couldn't do it anymore," Jimin chuckles darkly. "That he loved Haewon but that he was too young to settle down. He said he'd take care of Haewon whenever I needed but that he couldn't be with me because he didn't love me anymore."
Jungkook wants to reach out and wrap his arm around Jimin but he doesn't feel like Jimin wants to be touched right now. He can smell Jimin's sadness and it's making his wolf angry.
"He started sleeping around as soon as we broke up. I had to figure out how to juggle a baby and a broken heart. It was fucking hard back then. I became very insecure and always felt like I wasn't enough. It took me a long time to get over the break up and I had to learn how to take care of Haewon on my own. He has her every other weekend but I'm the one who actually raised her."
Jimin stops talking and he still won't look at Jungkook. Jungkook is releasing comforting pheromones, enveloping Jimin's body and hoping that it brings him warmth and eases his sadness.
"He's a coward," Jungkook says softly.
"Maybe."
"You deserved better than this. I can't believe he left you because he wanted to get his dick wet. That's disgusting," Jungkook huffs in anger. He already disliked Jungwoo but now he hates him.
Everything makes sense now though. Why Jimin is so guarded and cold at first. He tries to keep people at arm's length because he's afraid of letting them him. He afraid of getting hurt again. Having a baby is hard enough but having your partner completely crush your confidence when you're trying to recover from a pregnancy is even harder. Jungwoo never deserved Jimin.
"It is what it is," Jimin turns to look at Jungkook.
"You should be with someone that takes care of you and Haewon. Someone you can rely on and confide in. I think you're doing amazing. You're a great parent. Haewon seems like a smart girl. Even if she's scary," Jungkook jokes. It makes Jimin chuckle.
"She's just protective of me."
"I get that."
"Do you?"
"It's easy to feel protective of you. I feel that way sometimes," Jungkook admits.
"I can take care of myself Jungkook. You don't have to protect me."
"Everyone needs to be protected. I know you can take care of yourself. You're the strongest person I've ever met," Jungkook swallows. He doesn't know why he's saying all of this but he can't stop now. "But you never have the opportunity to be vulnerable and everyone needs to be vulnerable once in a while. You can't because you have Haewon and you have to be strong for her. I get that."
Jimin stares at him in silence. His face doesn't translate how he feels and it makes Jungkook nervous. They've never had a conversation like this. Jungkook doesn't usually have deep conversations with people unless they're very close to him. He doesn't like showing too much of himself and sharing his deeper inner thoughts because people have used that against him in the past.
He feels safe around Jimin. Enough to tell him those things. He trusts him to treat his words with care.
"You never cease to amaze me, Jeon Jungkook," Jimin says, smiling at him.
"You've always underestimated me," Jungkook smiles back. "I get it's because of my age but I understand you more than you think."
"I can see that," Jimin licks his lips. "Thank you Jungkook. For being you."
"You're welcome. Just know that," Jungkook clears his throat, "you can talk to me. I'll always listen."
"Thank you. I appreciate that."
They stare at each other for a long time before Jungkook leans down to kiss Jimin on the lips. It's a quick but soft kiss and it translates a lot more than Jungkook is willing to say for now.
"You should go. You're gonna be late," Jungkook says against Jimin's lips.
"You're right."
They both get off the bed and get dressed. Jungkook hands Jimin a bottle of water and Jimin accepts it with an appreciative smile. He takes a long swig of water and hands it back to Jungkook who tells him to keep it. Jungkook unlocks his door and leads him out of the house. They don't cross anybody on the way out but the house is louder than it was when they arrived. Jungkook can hear people cooking in the kitchen and people are still playing in the big room.
Jungkook opens the front door for Jimin. They face each other for a while. Jungkook doesn't know what to say and Jimin seems to feel the same way. Jungkook decides on kissing him. Jimin smiles against his lips.
"Do you want me to walk you to your car?" Jungkook asks.
"I'm alright, don't worry."
"Be careful on your way home."
"I will."
"See you soon?" Jungkook asks, hopeful.
"See you soon," Jimin smiles before pecking Jungkook on the cheek.
He leaves shortly after and Jungkook looks at him walk away until he can't see him anymore. His heart squeezes in his chest. He misses him already. Jungkook goes back to his room and his throat clogs up when the smell of their combined scents hits him. For some reason he feels like crying. He feels empty now that Jimin left. His scent is here but he isn't. His alpha feels like shit.
Maybe he's the one who feels like shit and not his alpha.
One thing is for certain though.
He has feelings for Jimin.
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