Uninterested
You said I'm cold. I just want to guard my heart. I want to make a limitation. I should do that. If I let myself become carefree talking to you, I know I will lose it. I will make my heart hope again. I shouldn't...I shouldn't let that happen.
Two days. Stupid me. I let myself wait and reply to your messages again. I am slightly being cheerful and talkative again. I keep on thinking of some plans and topics for a good conversation. Smiled with a thought that... It will be the start again.
Wrong move. That's not good.
At first, you're interested, but after two days, you've become uninterested. I know it. I'm not dumb. Conversations. It's not like it used to be. Plain... simple and short.
Friends. It'll be better if we stay like that. An internet friend, but I'm a good deceiver to myself. I know to myself that I want something more than that. A lover, but I shouldn't think about that. Learn from the past. His love was just a lie. Stop.
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November 22, 2020
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