chapter 24
Chapter 24.
Solar's house.
Siyeon shared a room with Gahyeon, Solar in her own room.
Siyeon had a pretty good night's sleep after a week of sleepless nights because of her father. Lying next to Lee-Kim Gahyeon is like lying next to Kim SuA, because Gahyeon has a very similar facial expression to SuA.
She held Gahyeon tightly in her arms as if the baby would disappear if she let go. She put five parts of love for Gahyeon and five parts of love for SuA into this hug.
Maybe she needs to change from this moment, she should focus on love for her daughter only, to reduce suffering because of SuA. At least when she was in another dimension, she was able to reduce her own sense of anguish.
Solar is right, if she continues to sleep in her and SuA's bed, and continues to stay in their house, she will become more depressed, she needs to change her living space.
Siyeon actively bought a house to pull SuA back to Korea to live, she changed her own ownership to both co-owners so that SuA did not intend to leave in the future, but in the end it was Siyeon who left the house.
It's toxic.
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Next morning.
SuA wakes up, she has a work schedule today, so she can't get up late even though she really wants to. Her mood was pretty bad last night.
She herself said that it was good for Solar to be with Siyeon, but now that Siyeon has moved in with Solar, it bothers her. She found it difficult to be consistent with her emotions internally.
When SuA was preparing breakfast, Siyeon came home, carrying Gahyeon who was still sleeping in her arms, and carrying Gahyeon's stroller into the house in the other.
- Hello, Singnie - SuA friendly opened.
Siyeon saw SuA's relaxed expression and she was afraid, a little disappointed in her heart, it seems that her move is not bad for SuA...
And this is understandable, why does she keep hoping in vain?
- When Gahyeon wakes up, remember to feed the baby - Siyeon said while carrying Gahyeon to her room.
When Siyeon came out, SuA invited her to have breakfast, SuA prepared two servings to put on the table. Siyeon sighed and sat down to eat.
There was silence for a while because neither of them knew what to say.
- Singnie….
- What's wrong?
- Let's arrange to go to Daegu together to visit mom Lee for two days.
- …………………….
- Mom is alone right now, so she really wants us and Gahyeon to go there often, she told me.
- When did mom tell you?
- Yesterday afternoon, I stopped by Daegu to see her for a while.
- ………….. – Siyeon was surprised because SuA returned to Daegu, turns out this is the reason SuA came back so late yesterday.
- ………….
- Okay, my work is not busy these days, it's up to you.
- Next month? - SuA suggested.
- Okay.
- As for me not coming back in time, I'm sorry - SuA continued.
- It's okay, it's important work - Siyeon avoids looking at SuA.
- Not because of work, but because I have incorrect thoughts.
- ……………………
- I used to be negative when there is stress, you know that, I am trying to correct this toxic habit of mine.
Siyeon is shy and doesn't know how to react, is Kim SuA suddenly ready to give up power, be humble and accept all the blame for herself?
Of course, SuA has admitted to herself and said sorry many times, but today she suddenly became like that, Siyeon didn't quite understand.
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A little while later, today is Solar's birthday.
Solar will host a home dinner party with party invitations for up to 50 people. Her house is very large, so Solar usually holds parties at her house, not at any restaurant. Among those invited to the party, half were employees from DCC group, including communications director Taehyung.
This party has been whispering and buzzing around the company for a few days, SuA accidentally overheard it, she was not invited but it is a fact that she is quite curious about that party.
Because there was definitely Siyeon in that party, who was staying in the same house as Solar.
Recently, SuA's house has lost one person and the living space has become strangely quiet. She returned to the same life as when she first moved to America, with a slight difference that Gahyeon was born. She was alone with Gahyeon, enjoying this wonderful private living space.
She wanted to have such a life, just her and Gahyeon, so peaceful. She sleeps next to Gahyeon, wakes up with Gahyeon, eats and bathes with Gahyeon.
But when she experienced this peaceful life for a short time, she did not feel completely at peace, it seemed that this was not the life she wanted.
Mixed emotions were still going on inside her, she hadn't found a way to deal with it yet.
Her house will be visited every few days by Siyeon, sometimes even the boy Chenle.
Siyeon will stay for about half a day and then leave, Siyeon has already gathered all her belongings and moved to Solar's house. Currently Siyeon's wardrobe is empty, so are the jewelry, cosmetics, and accessories cabinets.
SuA thought for a while and then texted Taehyung asking about Solar's home address.
And she just pretends to be random appeared at this party. SuA's appearance surprised Solar.
- Oh CEO Kim? – Solar gasped when she saw a blonde in a red dress come to the party, who was not on the guest list.
Solar always meets SuA in discreet clothes, sometimes a skirt, sometimes a vest, sometimes a shirt and jeans, but this is the first time she sees her boss in an attractive appearance, so seductive.
- Do you mind if I want to attend this party? - SuA smirked.
- No, I don't mind at all, our CEO has come here, of course I should be happy - Solar laughed, showing hospitality, took SuA's hand and brought her into the house.
- I have a gift for you - SuA handed out a small square box, she came here for a different purpose but she needed to be polite so she went to buy a gift for Solar.
Solar opened it and it was a very beautiful watch.
- Oh, thank you CEO Kim, you really have good taste, this gift is so beautiful.
SuA smiled at Solar for a moment and then sat in the corner of the room, thoughtfully sipping a cocktail, next to her was Taehyung. She surveyed the large living room and caught a glimpse of Lee Siyeon.
Siyeon was sitting quite a distance from her, talking happily with a certain group of friends.
- CEO Kim, which dish do you think is better? This or that? Or should I order both and then we can eat together, a little bit of each to enjoy, how do you feel? – Taehyung pointed to the menu and then talked to his boss next to him.
- …………. – SuA couldn't hear Taehyung's words because she was busy watching what Siyeon was doing over there.
- CEO Kim!! Kim SuA!!!, focus here, stop looking at Siyeon – Taehyung clapped his hands in front of SuA.
- When do I look at Siyeon? I'm just observing my surroundings - SuA blinked, her mouth quick to protest.
- Well, don't deny it, didn't you come here to observe Lee Siyeon? I have the ability to see through other people – Taehyung laughs.
- Oh really? You're good, what's the secret? – SuA lazily replied.
- My lover is Jeon Jungkook, the number one psychotherapist in Seoul.
- Why does it sound like Jungkook, the singer who sang Still With You?
- No, it's the same name.
SuA sighed, finished her cocktail and ate some fries that Taehyung had ordered to the table, then she got up to leave. Gahyeon is being looked after by Mrs. Jeong, so SuA has to go home early to pick the baby up.
Life with small children is like that, never going out late at night like in the old days, then she has to eat healthier, limit alcohol more or else it will affect the quality of breast milk.
It has been 4 months since Gahyeon was born, the baby still has to drink breast milk along with formula milk when SuA is busy at work and is not at home. Her habits completely changed when she had Gahyeon, whatever she did to herself she always had to think of Gahyeon first.
Gahyeon also helps her realize her own negative emotions, she always tries to adjust herself so as not to affect her daughter.
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Solar's birthday party ended late at night, everyone left, only Siyeon and Solar left.
In the eyes of everyone, Siyeon and Solar's relationship is officially a public dating. Solar confessed and asked Siyeon a week ago and Siyeon weakly agreed.
Siyeon thinks that, if she wants to have a better life, she should renew her relationships, and try to have a healthy relationship. Only then will her spirit be better.
She and Solar lived in this house quite peacefully, at first they slept in two different rooms but then Solar wanted to sleep in the same room with her. She has a certain respect for Solar so she doesn't want to refuse.
But it's all about sleeping together and kissing, nothing more, because Siyeon tells Solar that she's not ready to go any further.
She thinks that in order to have a healthy relationship, she should go slow, she can't act like a rocket like before.
She met Kim SuA and fell in love with SuA so quickly, after only a week they had their first kiss, and after only a few weeks they made love, after a month they started dating. After 3 months of dating, they started having children together, everything happened in just 5 months. Thinking back to that process Siyeon got goosebumps, she felt terrible at that rocket speed.
If she wants to be peaceful, she needs to go slowly, like in traffic, going fast is easy to get into an accident.
- Today CEO Kim came to the party, did you see her? – Solar said when the two were lying on the bed.
- What? SuA is here? - Siyeon panicked.
- Yes, she just came to give me gifts, sat down to eat for a while and then left.
Siyeon was very sleepy just now, but the name Kim SuA appeared in her mind, causing her to lose sleep immediately.
She was curious about the fact that SuA suddenly came here, SuA and Solar's relationship was simply a boss and employee nothing more intimate, SuA wasn't invited to the party, then why did she come?
Or did she come… because she wanted to see Siyeon?
Siyeon quickly shook her head, she shouldn't have such expectations anymore, or she will be kicked to the bottom by disappointment.
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A few days later, as scheduled, SuA with Siyeon and Gahyeon returned to Daegu to visit Mrs. Lee for two weekends. Siyeon drove, SuA and Gahyeon sat in the back.
Through the rearview mirror, Siyeon caught a glimpse of SuA and Gahyeon's happy scene. Gahyeon has just finished breastfeeding so she is very excited, the baby smiles and looks at SuA endlessly, and SuA holds a small teddy bear in the hand to play with her.
Gahyeon's smile is really cute, Kim SuA's smile is also very cute.
That happy image made Siyeon laugh along, she felt this trip was so happy.
After a few hours of driving, they finally arrived at Siyeon's childhood home. Her whole small family came to visit and made Mrs. Lee very happy, everyone enjoyed eating together, watching TV and talking.
Mrs. Lee first met SuA last year and knew the plight of this beautiful, talented but pitiful girl, Mrs.Lee fell in love with SuA more. SuA lost the mother at a young age, so Mrs.Lee felt she needed to replace SuA's emotional trauma.
Siyeon had dated many people but the only two she felt serious about were Handong and SuA, so Mrs. Lee got to meet these two. But Handong is a person who has everything, from family to career, that Chinese girl lacks nothing, but Kim SuA is someone who has nothing but money and flashy looks, sympathy support from the family and sincere love from a partner is something SuA has always longed for. That's why Ms. Lee felt like taking care of SuA more.
Mrs. Lee and SuA talked a lot about topics, Mrs.Lee told SuA from how to take care of herself to how to raise Gahyeon in the best way, to what problems would arise in the future when Gahyeon is a little bit older.
All the experiences Mrs.Lee had accumulated while raising her two daughters, she confide in SuA.
The space is very peaceful and happy, when the night has completely fallen, the moon has risen very high, it's time to go to sleep. In Daegu, people often go to bed earlier than usual, the house of Mr. and Mrs. Lee has two bedrooms, Mrs. Lee actively divided that she will sleep with Gahyeon in one room and SuA Siyeon in one room.
This division embarrassed both of them. SuA herself actually wanted to sleep alone with Gahyeon, but Mrs. Lee said it out loud and she didn't dare to protest.
And tonight will end with SuA and Siyeon lying on the same bed. This is actually perfectly normal, but it's been almost a month since they've done this so shyness is spreading throughout the room.
The two were lying on the bed an arm's length apart, the room only having a yellow light on in the corner.
- Is this your room in the past? – SuA asked.
- That's right, in the past, this room had a bunk bed, me and Haeri lived together, I stayed in the lower bunk. After that, Haeri went to Seoul to attend university, threw away the bunk bed and bought a new bed, this room became my own.
- Haeri is close with you? – SuA continued, she was having trouble sleeping so she tried to talk to Siyeon until she fell asleep.
- Actually, because our personalities don't match, Haeri and I used to argue when we were young, then she had more friendships at school, brought friends home to play, I played by myself. By the time I was in middle school, I had my own group of friends.
- You didn't have any friends in primary school?
- Actually, many people wanted to make friends with me, but at that time I was busy studying, I wanted to study well, so I rarely went out with friends, I often chose to stay at home to do homework or study more.
- You seem to like studying, don't you?
- So you don't like studying?
- When I was young, I used to go out a lot, I used to skip school and be naughty, at home I didn't have any siblings to play with, so I often made friends with people outside a lot, but it was a social relationship.
- Does that mean you're lazy to study? Anyway, you’re the CEO now.
- I was forced to study by my father, but I don't like it.
- You have been CEO for more than a year, I think you are suitable for this job, you look very professional.
- But it's still a job I don't love, for which I have had to give up a few things.
- ……………………
- For example, I have had to give up the time when I was supposed to be with you when your father was seriously ill.
Siyeon mused, what is SuA saying? does that mean SuA wants to be with her during that time?
She thought that SuA didn't return to Daegu soon because SuA liked the job more, SuA didn't want to be with her.
- Anyway, it's over, I don't have anything to blame you, everything you do is reasonable - Siyeon lightly let out a sentence.
- How is your relationship with Solar? do you feel good living there? – SuA started a new topic.
- Life is fine, me and Solar are normal, me and her are just friends - Siyeon hides from the truth.
- Everyone in the company thinks that Solar and you are officially dating, Solar said it.
Siyeon pursed her lips, it's true that she and Solar are dating, but she doesn't want that to reach SuA's ears. Now that SuA knew, she couldn't hide anymore.
- I...i'm just trying to make things better - Siyeon stammered.
- Okay, everything you do is reasonable - SuA said in a low voice and closed her eyes, she felt a little sleepy.
- ……………………
- Singnie can you turn off the light? let's go to sleep - SuA whispered, eyes still closed and wanted to go to sleep right away.
She didn't see the light go out, but she did feel a touch of the hand.
Siyeon grabbed SuA's hand tightly, kissed it once, and then rushed to hug SuA.
SuA was surprised because she didn't understand what was happening.
- I miss you.
End chapter 24.
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