EP 2: Ayanokouji's secret
Karuizawa Kei' POVI was walking down the hallway, my destination was the room of my boyfriend, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka. With my girlfriend's intuition, I realized that Kiyotaka was acting very strange compared to usual. But most of them are good signs, which makes me feel worried. Because I understand clearly how cruel and terrible he is.Kiyotaka views others as tools for his own victory. I used to think he was a monster, tried to deny falling in love with him. The emotions inside me are getting bigger and bigger, it makes me unable to control it. The climax was Kiyotaka's confession. I knew he didn't love me, but my emotions at that moment really exploded. I ignored my reason and followed my emotions, trying to deny it and form a relationship with my lover.I love Kiyotaka... then I will accept who he is, even if it is bad, I will love that badness.While deep in thought, a voice interrupted my thoughts."Hello, Karuizawa-san!"A girl stood right in front. I haven't seen this face in my second and third years. It is likely that students will transfer in their sophomore or freshman year this year.Seeing the other girl frown, I realized I had been silent for too long so I spoke up:"Who are you? I don't remember seeing your face before."Girl with silver hair and blue eyes. Those outstanding features will attract many male students, most of all their white skin and hot body. I also feel jealous of this beauty."Himigaen Kyoka, new student transferred to class 2-C. From what Ryuen said, you are the person Kiyotaka trusts the most in school, right?"After the introduction, I knew this was my boyfriend's acquaintance. Called by name? They're probably close to each other.I don't deny that my boyfriend is really very attracted to girls, even stronger than a magnet."Can you get straight to the point?"I crossed my arms, looked straight into Kyoka's eyes and spoke. Immediately, I realized that in those shining blue eyes, there was a deep darkness hidden, it was identical to Kiyotaka's eyes when he revealed his true nature. But compared to Kiyotaka's eyes, this Kyoka girl is still very bright.Kyoka showed a surprised face at Karuizawa Kei's calm expression. She thought that except for the middle-sized White Room students and above, no one was calm in front of her eyes. "Kiyotaka is planning on revealing his past...no his and all of us second year transfer students. I hope you won't be shunned or disgusted after hearing about it, Karuizawa-san!"Kiyotaka's past has always been something I've been curious about. What tragedies did he have to go through to become the cruel, cold-blooded person he is now? I don't think anyone is born that way. When people experience terrible pain and tragedy, their personality will be corrupted and become corrupted, all actions and thoughts will always go in a negative direction. As for Kiyotaka, he has become too negative, I want to learn about it and share with him."Not interested. I was always mentally prepared to know Kiyotaka's secret. Maybe I will panic and find it difficult to accept. But I won't abandon Kiyotaka. Because I love Kiyotaka more than anything. I was even mentally ready to fall with him. Kiyotaka saved me, so I will live my whole life for him."Kyoka showed a face of shocked disbelief. After that, she sadly looked towards Kei and muttered: "It was worth losing like this."________________________________________Ayanokouji Kiyotaka' POV"Do you really want to tell them about that place?" Yuki sat on the edge of the bed, opening her mouth to ask. Her eyes stared at me, she smiled happily and I didn't really understand it.I walked out of the kitchen with two glasses of water, not intending to respond right away. I gave two glasses of water, then sat down on the floor. Surely the two of them also told the other seven people.Now I just hope some of the hot-tempered people in the group can calm down a bit. "I think it's not a bad thing to let them know what's going to happen in advance. Because I worry about them..." Observing the surprised expressions of my two childhood best friends, I added: "...and I believe in who they are."Yuki and Shiro stared at me in shock. If possible, I want them to hate me. Maybe it would be better for them, getting involved with someone like me would only destroy their peaceful life. It's funny... someone like me who always wanted a peaceful life is now thinking about the peaceful lives of others.Knock knock Hearing a knock on the door, I stood up and opened the door. Ayanokouji and Kei's group all arrived on time. They were still very surprised by Kei's appearance here. I signaled them to go inside first and talk later.Notice when they all enter the room. I looked outside and saw Tsukishiro standing in the hallway staring at my seat.He definitely knew my intentions.I signaled him to request a contract not to harm the newcomers. When he saw him, he nodded in agreement and left. After that, I safely closed the door and stepped inside."Eto where should we start?" Haruka asked awkwardly. The atmosphere in my room became a bit gloomy. But I believe there are people who will not be able to bear it and speak up. I saw Yuki look at Kei and ask:"You guys introduce yourselves. Shiro and I still don't know everyone's names.""I'm Karuizawa Kei, nice to meet you!" Kei saw Yuki's eyes, immediately understood and caught on very well."I'm Hasebe Haruka, nice to meet you!" Haruka "I'm Akito Miyake, nice to meet you!""And I'm Yukimura Teruhiko, everyone can call me Keisei." Keisei "I-I'm Sakura Airi, n-nice to meet you!" Airi is still shy when getting to know others. I'm really worried about her in the future if she really enters the Showbiz world.The atmosphere in the room began to become less tense. I glanced at Shiro signaling him to do something."Can we ask about the relationship between you and Kiyotaka? If we were just classmates, I don't think he would invite everyone here today." Shiro understood what I meant and asked."Well...me, Kiyopon, Yukimuu, Airi, Miyacchi are currently in a group called the Ayanokouji group." Haruka explains about Ayanokouji's group. That made the other two stare at me again as if they couldn't believe what they just heard. Sure, back in the White Room, I didn't cooperate with anyone. Even though cooperating with someone to win is forbidden in the White Room, the adults there still turn a blind eye depending on the situation. And I don't cooperate with anyone but still maintain the top position.I nodded at them."What about Karuizawa-san?" Yuki looked at Kei and asked. It seems like our relationship can't be hidden anymoreShiro, Yuki, and Ayanokouji and the others all turned their gazes to Kei, waiting for an answer. She looked at me with eyes asking for help, looking so cute. I wanted to look at her like that a little longer. But she will sulk if I keep teasing her like that."She is my girlfriend."After hearing this sentence, I saw unbelievable expressions on their faces. Shiro and Yuki know me very well, so when they came here they couldn't have predicted this. Miyake gave me a thumbs up as a congratulation, I also responded with a nod. Keisei was still in a state of shock. Haruka quickly regained her composure and tried to comfort the upset Airi."W-When did it start?" Keisei was the first to ask about this issue."Since spring break." I replied.Kei was still stunned and looked at me without blinking. You couldn't have predicted that I would publicly announce our relationship here. That's right, I was the one who asked to keep it a secret. Now that I'm telling it myself, Kei isn't surprised"That's enough introduction, right? Today, I decided to gather everyone here..." I stopped mid-sentence to observe each person's curious expressions, then continued: "I will tell you about my past. Because you are the people I trust and cherish the most."
_______________________________________Sky!?I wonder many times what the sky looks like. I only knew about it through books. What greeted me right from birth was the white ceiling. Around me there are only white walls.The entire world seemed to be shrunk to the size of a room.The place where I was born and lived is the White Room.
A place that trains ordinary people to become outstanding geniuses. But the organization operates in an inhumane manner. And it was built and founded by my father, Ayanokouji Atsuomi.I'm just a normal child forced into this place by my biological father.When I turned 4, the exercises became much more difficult than before. I was beaten and tortured to the point of vomiting blood and had to endure all that. Many other children of my generation could not bear it and died. Some feel so hopeless that they commit suicide so they don't have to suffer anymore. So are you wondering about my feelings right now?I was a child who laughed a lot, that was my way of saving myself. But emotions are not necessary in the White Room. I have too many emotions, I think they are redundant and unnecessary and want to get rid of them."Kill it!"The mission on my birthday was to fight to the death with another child. Of course I won't survive, because it was inevitable. I and some people were prepared to watch others die. Maybe because it's so familiar to the eyes.But this time is different from usual, the children who fail will be taken away. Why did dad put his hand on my shoulder like that?"Finish it yourself!"I was shocked by the order, my whole body trembled because I didn't believe what I just heard. He threw a knife at his feet. As I held the knife, I trembled and raised my head to look towards my father."W-What?!"I tried to ask again to fool myself into hearing wrongly. What appeared in my eyes was a cold face with murderous eyes aimed straight at me. My whole body trembled with fear, I let go of the knife. As soon as it landed, my father kicked me hard in the chest.He just left, leaving me writhing in pain, not forgetting to instruct the staff: "Deal with losers!" Punish Kiyotaka as usual, it's best not to let it die. Because it is my precious possession."Asset?Throughout that day, I was beaten mercilessly by the adults in the White Room even when I was a child. They left me alone to recover.Asset?What do you mean dad?!"Human beings are the tools for us to achieve victory and benefit. The winner will be willing to sacrifice everything to survive."His teachings do not resonate in my head. They repeat countless times. It is almost limitless and then imprinted in the brain. Those words penetrated my soul, devouring my humanity and emotions. It's not that he ate it of his own volition, it was me that ate it. Just eat until there's nothing left, that's what I want.I'm just a tool for that man!Something must be sacrificed to become stronger.Something is hindering my progress.Fear... is more broadly understood as an emotion. It is emotions and humanity that will inhibit human development.Then I will sacrifice my emotions and humanity to become perfect.Don't lose!I'm not allowed to lose!All humans are tools.No matter the process, I want to see the end result of winning. Even if you have to sacrifice important things, it's all for the sake of victory.Winning is everything! Only you can win and survive.That's all that's okay with me.I completely threw away my last bit of emotion and humanity to completely become a devil disguised as a human. A demon who dominates the entire fourth generation with his own power.I adapted to everything very quickly and developed at an unbelievable speed, completely overwhelming my peers.That time comes again...The knife was again at my feet, the man continued to order:"Let's do it."I just had a duel with an elite soldier, winning by an overwhelming margin is how the battle was imagined. This time, I wasn't trembling like before, I didn't even pick up the knife.FLASHI rushed up, grabbed the elite soldier's head with both hands and broke his neck with just the muscle strength of a child. Will my heart waver over this? The answer is NO!My heart no longer has anything called emotions or humanity.I have become the devil!And I accept that...To survive!I was able to escape from the White Room thanks to the help of butler Matsuo. Regardless of the fact that you won't be at peace with that man. A great man, I truly respect him as my father more than my biological father.I enrolled in ANHS with the desire to have a peaceful life, learn about emotions and love.Ayanokouji and Kei's group are all really important people to me. I didn't realize until I learned that the man had started to get stronger by sending a bunch of new generations here. I realized that if I had contact with Ayanokouji and Kei's group, they would be in danger.I appreciate them, want to protect them!The feelings I buried in the past, have they awakened even just a little bit?Can I still be human again?
________________________________________Listen to my story. Everyone was silent for a long time, which made the atmosphere in the room more tense than before. They couldn't hide their terrified faces, even Kei who was about to lose control after hearing about my past.Kei came forward and leaned on my chest, then gave me a hug with all his affection. I could feel the wet feeling on her chest, she was crying. I'm so happy, so this is how it feels when someone cries for you."I-It's okay, Kiyotaka! I won't leave you alone and fight everything. You can just think of me as a tool and take advantage of it. I don't want to worry about that anymore. If you want to learn about love, I will teach you with all my heart. I want it back, your emotions and humanity. I've had enough, God doesn't want me to be happy, so I'll make you happy. Even if I have to turn the sky upside down or even get my hands stained with blood." Faced with Kei's declaration, I was speechless. Both Yuki and Shiro were surprised by Kei's reaction. Ayanokouji's group also came forward to hug me."Kiyopon you don't need to worry about anything. Everything will be okay, no one will abandon you. I have never had such great determination to do something. But this time, I will be determined to help you regain your humanity and emotions, no matter how many White Room gangs there are and how strong they are. I could bury them with me if I really touched you. The whole Ayanokouji group is your family, Kiyopon" Haruka"No opinion!" Keisei "Approved!" Miyake"I-I agree!" Airi I was shocked by their reaction. Actually, I prayed that they would hate and stay away from me.But they are not like that.They are using their most sincere emotions to tell me those things.When they let me go."Thank!"Just a simple thank you, but the most surprising thing lies behind.Right after saying thank you, my mouth curled up a bit.Everyone who saw my face right now was surprised.After years of hell, I finally smiled for the first time.
_______________________________________Sky!?I wonder many times what the sky looks like. I only knew about it through books. What greeted me right from birth was the white ceiling. Around me there are only white walls.The entire world seemed to be shrunk to the size of a room.The place where I was born and lived is the White Room.
A place that trains ordinary people to become outstanding geniuses. But the organization operates in an inhumane manner. And it was built and founded by my father, Ayanokouji Atsuomi.I'm just a normal child forced into this place by my biological father.When I turned 4, the exercises became much more difficult than before. I was beaten and tortured to the point of vomiting blood and had to endure all that. Many other children of my generation could not bear it and died. Some feel so hopeless that they commit suicide so they don't have to suffer anymore. So are you wondering about my feelings right now?I was a child who laughed a lot, that was my way of saving myself. But emotions are not necessary in the White Room. I have too many emotions, I think they are redundant and unnecessary and want to get rid of them."Kill it!"The mission on my birthday was to fight to the death with another child. Of course I won't survive, because it was inevitable. I and some people were prepared to watch others die. Maybe because it's so familiar to the eyes.But this time is different from usual, the children who fail will be taken away. Why did dad put his hand on my shoulder like that?"Finish it yourself!"I was shocked by the order, my whole body trembled because I didn't believe what I just heard. He threw a knife at his feet. As I held the knife, I trembled and raised my head to look towards my father."W-What?!"I tried to ask again to fool myself into hearing wrongly. What appeared in my eyes was a cold face with murderous eyes aimed straight at me. My whole body trembled with fear, I let go of the knife. As soon as it landed, my father kicked me hard in the chest.He just left, leaving me writhing in pain, not forgetting to instruct the staff: "Deal with losers!" Punish Kiyotaka as usual, it's best not to let it die. Because it is my precious possession."Asset?Throughout that day, I was beaten mercilessly by the adults in the White Room even when I was a child. They left me alone to recover.Asset?What do you mean dad?!"Human beings are the tools for us to achieve victory and benefit. The winner will be willing to sacrifice everything to survive."His teachings do not resonate in my head. They repeat countless times. It is almost limitless and then imprinted in the brain. Those words penetrated my soul, devouring my humanity and emotions. It's not that he ate it of his own volition, it was me that ate it. Just eat until there's nothing left, that's what I want.I'm just a tool for that man!Something must be sacrificed to become stronger.Something is hindering my progress.Fear... is more broadly understood as an emotion. It is emotions and humanity that will inhibit human development.Then I will sacrifice my emotions and humanity to become perfect.Don't lose!I'm not allowed to lose!All humans are tools.No matter the process, I want to see the end result of winning. Even if you have to sacrifice important things, it's all for the sake of victory.Winning is everything! Only you can win and survive.That's all that's okay with me.I completely threw away my last bit of emotion and humanity to completely become a devil disguised as a human. A demon who dominates the entire fourth generation with his own power.I adapted to everything very quickly and developed at an unbelievable speed, completely overwhelming my peers.That time comes again...The knife was again at my feet, the man continued to order:"Let's do it."I just had a duel with an elite soldier, winning by an overwhelming margin is how the battle was imagined. This time, I wasn't trembling like before, I didn't even pick up the knife.FLASHI rushed up, grabbed the elite soldier's head with both hands and broke his neck with just the muscle strength of a child. Will my heart waver over this? The answer is NO!My heart no longer has anything called emotions or humanity.I have become the devil!And I accept that...To survive!I was able to escape from the White Room thanks to the help of butler Matsuo. Regardless of the fact that you won't be at peace with that man. A great man, I truly respect him as my father more than my biological father.I enrolled in ANHS with the desire to have a peaceful life, learn about emotions and love.Ayanokouji and Kei's group are all really important people to me. I didn't realize until I learned that the man had started to get stronger by sending a bunch of new generations here. I realized that if I had contact with Ayanokouji and Kei's group, they would be in danger.I appreciate them, want to protect them!The feelings I buried in the past, have they awakened even just a little bit?Can I still be human again?
________________________________________Listen to my story. Everyone was silent for a long time, which made the atmosphere in the room more tense than before. They couldn't hide their terrified faces, even Kei who was about to lose control after hearing about my past.Kei came forward and leaned on my chest, then gave me a hug with all his affection. I could feel the wet feeling on her chest, she was crying. I'm so happy, so this is how it feels when someone cries for you."I-It's okay, Kiyotaka! I won't leave you alone and fight everything. You can just think of me as a tool and take advantage of it. I don't want to worry about that anymore. If you want to learn about love, I will teach you with all my heart. I want it back, your emotions and humanity. I've had enough, God doesn't want me to be happy, so I'll make you happy. Even if I have to turn the sky upside down or even get my hands stained with blood." Faced with Kei's declaration, I was speechless. Both Yuki and Shiro were surprised by Kei's reaction. Ayanokouji's group also came forward to hug me."Kiyopon you don't need to worry about anything. Everything will be okay, no one will abandon you. I have never had such great determination to do something. But this time, I will be determined to help you regain your humanity and emotions, no matter how many White Room gangs there are and how strong they are. I could bury them with me if I really touched you. The whole Ayanokouji group is your family, Kiyopon" Haruka"No opinion!" Keisei "Approved!" Miyake"I-I agree!" Airi I was shocked by their reaction. Actually, I prayed that they would hate and stay away from me.But they are not like that.They are using their most sincere emotions to tell me those things.When they let me go."Thank!"Just a simple thank you, but the most surprising thing lies behind.Right after saying thank you, my mouth curled up a bit.Everyone who saw my face right now was surprised.After years of hell, I finally smiled for the first time.
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