Trigger warning: Knife play, Blood play, R18, kinks, BDSM

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As Nikolaj laid me down on the bed, my body grazed his erection, and he let out a grunt. I giggled as I knew that he was having a hard time, but he was playing it down for me. Judging by how hard and erect his shaft was, I knew that he would be too much when we did it again.

He was always too much. Noong first time ko ay grabe na though I think that he held himself back a bit there kahit na ramdam na ramdam ko ang gigil n'ya sa bawat haplost at pisil sa katawan ko. But I don't think he would be like that now that we already did it before.

Nikolaj scowled at me, clearly not liking when I giggled at his situation. Pabagsak n'ya tuloy akong ibinaba sa kama and I let out a yelp but giggled again. I lay on my back on the bed and gazed up at him. He was clenching his jaw so hard as he stared at my nakedness while lying on one of his beds. I didn't know how I looked right now but the look in his eyes seemed as if he was starving and I was a food laid down in front of him. It made me feel sexy and beautiful.

I didn't know what had come over me, but I bit my lower lip and gazed up at him innocently.

"Are you sure you want me to rest?" Then I remembered the conversation that we had some time ago. "Are we done now, daddy?"

Nikolaj let out a groan as if he was in pain. I looked down and noticed the bulge in his shorts just got bigger.

"You're playing with ignited fire, Xanthe."

I blinked at him innocently.

"What fire, daddy?"

He let out a feral growl and I yelped when he held my ankles and pulled me to the end of the bed. Lumuhod s'ya sa paanan ng kama at marahas n'yang pinagparte ang mga hita ko. There was a warning in his eyes when he looked at me.

"You asked for it, Xanthe. There's no stopping now."

I grinned at him and propped myself on the bed with my elbows.

"I don't want you to stop anyway."

He groaned and dipped his head as his warm tongue lapped at my folds. I let out a sigh as my toes curled at napatingala ako. Hindi ko na kinayang suportahan ang sarili ko ng mga siko ko kaya napahiga na lang ako sa kama as Nikolaj did his thing with my folds.

He hardened his tongue and separated my folds with it, licking me up until he reached my clit. I cried out with the sensation that assaulted me and I instinctively closed my legs, but Nikolaj looped his arms with each of my thighs to keep them in place. He inserted his hardened tongue in the opening at malakas akong napaungol dahil doon.

Fuuuck. This feels so fucking good.

Nikolaj started to fuck me with his tongue while his thumb rubbed my clit. Tumaas-baba ang dibdib ko at napapaungol na lang ako dahil sa ginagawa n'ya. My hands fisted on his hair dahil pakiramdam ko ay kailangan ko talaga ng makakapitan dahil aangat ako kasabay ng nararamdaman ko. I needed to hold on to him to keep myself in place as what he was doing to me was making me crazy.

He licked my folds again as he inserted one of his fingers. He licked my clit while his thumb rubbed the top that set me over the edge. Dinagdagan n'ya pa ng isa pang daliri ang nasa loob ko and he started to fuck me with his fingers while licking my clit and rubbing it with his thumb. Sunod-sunod na ungol ang pinapakawalan ko and in no time, something exploded inside of me.

Pero hindi pa rin tumigil si Nikolaj. He finger-fucked me as I rode my orgasm. Mas idiniin ko pa ang mukha n'ya sa gitna ko until my orgasm subsided. Hinihingal ako nang tingnan n'ya ako and I noticed the moist on his mouth with my juices. I moaned when he made a show of sucking his fingers full of my juices and licking them dry.

"Fuck, Nikolaj," I breathed.

He smirked at me.

"I am indeed going to fuck you."

Mabilis n'yang hinubad ang mga damit n'ya and I stared at his half-sleeved tattoo. His biceps were flexing with his every move. I wonder what that tattoo meant. It appeared as though a fully bloomed rose had wilted at the indicated time on the Roman numeral clock. I should ask about it sometime later.

For now, I should focus on what we were doing.

Sumampa sa kama si Nikolaj. He parted my thighs and placed himself between them. He was stroking his tattooed cock and I just watched him as he did so. He looked so hot looking like that. I moaned when he rubbed his cock against my core before he rammed it deep inside of me.

I let out a sigh of relief, feeling full with him inside. I never thought something was missing in me and he just filled that emptiness up. His cock felt so big and huge that he was stretching me inside. A mix of pain and pleasure assaulted me but I adjusted with him inside in no time. Marahan n'yang hinugot ang pagkalalaki n'ya at marahas ulit na ipinasok iyon.

"Fuck!" I cursed as Nikolaj did that again.

Shit... I feel so full! I feel so full with his cock!

Isinampay n'ya ang isang binti ko sa balikat n'ya at dinaganan ang isa. With this position, I could feel all of him as he thrust forcefully inside. Pasok na pasok ang bawat pag-ulos n'ya. He was grunting with every thrust while I moaned and whimpered every time that he pushed himself in.

He leaned down and kissed me, his movement stretching my legs and insides further. Of course, he bit my lower lip again and I tasted blood between our kisses. I realized that Nikolaj loves blood. I hated it but when I was kissing him, hindi ko na naaalala ang nakakatakot na pangyayari iyong.

He fucked me while he was kissing me. I felt one of his hands grab my neck, his fingers pressing the sides. Nauubusan na ako ng hangin pero hindi ko pa rin itinigil ang paghalik ko sa kanya. My moans vibrated with his every push and my vision darkened as I was robbed of her. But he let go of my neck and pulled away from our kiss and I managed to breathe in air.

"Nikolaj..." I moaned his name. He grunted, clearly liking that I was saying his name while we fucked kaya paulit-ulit kong sinambit ang pangalan n'ya. I chanted his name as if it was my only salvation from the pain and pleasure that he was giving me.

Nararamdaman ko na naman ang paangat na pakiramdam at mas binilisan ni Nikolaj ang pag-ulos n'ya. I screamed his name when I reached my peak. I was still having my orgasm nang mabilis n'yang binunot ang kanya at marahas akong pinatalikod.

Inangat n'ya ang balakang ko and he thrust himself so savagely deep inside that I sucked in a breath as my vision blurred. Isinubsob n'ya ang mukha ko sa unan, gripping my neck from the back as he fucked me so relentlessly that the bed moved at tumatama ang headboard sa dingding, creating a sound that was playing along from the rhythm that Nikolaj was making.

My voice was muffled against the pillow as Nikolaj moved behind me. He was pushing himself deep inside at tumataas ang katawan ko sa kama as he was moving brutally. Pakiramdam ko ay namamaga na ang pagkababae ko sa sobrang rahas ng paggalaw n'ya. But I liked it. I loved the feeling of pain and pleasure that Nikolaj was giving me.

Then he fisted the hair on the back of my head at marahas na inangat ang ulo ko hanggang sa tumama ang likod ko sa dibdib n'ya. He grabbed my neck from behind, pressing the sides as his lips touched my ear.

"Do you trust me, Xanthe?" he asked. He was groaning as he continued to thrust himself while we were in the kneeling position.

"Of course," mabilis kong sagot. "I trust you with my life, Nikolaj."

With that, I felt something cold against my back. I frowned, wondering what it was but when he pressed it more and I made out the outline, my eyes widened.

I was so sure that it was a small knife!

"Your pussy is clenching my cock," Nikolaj grunted. "Do you like it?"

Do I like a knife pressed on my back? I don't know!

"Is it cold?" he asked darkly. I could also feel my insides clenching around his cock.

"Yes..." I breathed out. I tried to look at the dagger behind me but he gripped my jaw.

"Don't move," he commanded, pressing the flat blade further into my back.

"Does it hurt yet?"

I shook my head. "No..."

"Can you feel the edge when I press it into you?"

"Yes," I breathe out. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas lalo akong hinihingal when Nikolaj stopped moving a while ago!

"Are you afraid?"

Mabilis akong tumango. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko at ang takot na nararamdaman ko ay mas nagpapainit sa akin and I don't even know why!

"Yes..." I said pero mas lalo lang nag-iinit ang pakiramdam ko.

He chuckled.

"Relax... I'm in control."

He was still inside of me and the thought of a dagger pressed against my back was making me feel... hotter. I was so confused as I held a small knife before and I didn't like the outcome of it. Pero ngayon, parang nagugustuhan ko ang pakiramdam na may nakalapat na matalim na bagay sa likod ko.

"Do you trust me?"

"Yes," walang pag-aalinlangan kong sagot. He pressed the blade more into my skin.

"Can I carve my name out of your skin?"

Shit.

"Nikolaj..." I panted.

"Can I?" he asked, pressing the dagger harder.

I bit my lower lip and I tasted blood. My insides clenched around his cock more, which made Nikolaj groan.

"Your tight cunt is answering me instead."

"I guess yes, then..."

I heard him smirk as he kissed my ear.

"Red is your safe word, love," he said. "Say red and I'll stop. Say yellow if you want me to slow down. Say green if you want me to keep going."

Shit... I know what this is about.

"So? What is it gonna be?" He pulled out and thrust himself and I let out a whimper.

Shit! This all feels so good! Nakakabaliw sa pakiramdam at hindi ko na alam kung makakayanan ko ang lahat!

"Green."

I felt him kiss the back of my head.

"Good girl."

He placed his hand on my back and gently guided me down onto the bed. Muli akong sumubsob sa unan but Nikolaj fisted on my hair to keep me up. I yelped in pain as I supported myself with my hand, going on all fours on the bed.

"Keep your head up or I won't hear your voice." He slowly pulled himself out and rammed inside me and I let out a moan. "That's it, baby."

He then pressed the tip of the dagger on my left shoulder blade. He cut my skin slowly and I let out a whimper before gasping. It hurt. It stings pero hindi ko alam kung bakit mas nag-iinit pa ang pakiramdam ko sa sakit.

"Color?" he asked.

"Green."

He started writing with the tip of the knife. Masakit at ramdam na ramdam kong napupunit ang balat ko. Mahapdi ang bawat sugat na dinadala n'ya pero napapaungol lang ako sa sakit. Nanginig ang mga siko at tuhod ko and Nikolaj thrusted himself deep inside me again. Napasubsob na lang ako sa unan dahil hindi ko na kayang suportahan ang sarili ko pero muli akong sinabunutan ni Nikolaj paangat.

It was painful and the thought that Nikolaj might do more added fear and excitement to me. My heart was beating crazily inside my chest. Mas hinihingal pa ako dahil sa nangyayari.

"Color?"

"Green!" I whimpered. "Oh, my god, Nikolaj... This feels..."

"What?" He cut another part of my skin again and I let out a whimper again. It really stings but the pain was overcome by the pleasure Nikolaj was making me feel.

"So good..." ungol ko.

He chuckled.

"You're bleeding."

"More," I panted as he cut another part of my skin. I was trying to make out what he was writing pero hindi ako makapag-concentrate dahil sa paunti-unti n'yang pagpasok sa loob ko.

I could feel blood trickling down my back. The warm and thick feeling of my blood down my body was adding pleasure to what I was already feeling. Idagdag pa ang malamig na pakiramdam from the dagger as Nikolaj wrote something with it from my back.

Then, he slowly pulled out and he rammed himself forcefully inside me again. I fisted on the bedsheet at muli akong napasubsob sa unan but this time, hindi na ako inangat ni Nikolaj.

"You look so fucking hot bleeding like that," I heard him say.

When he thrust himself inside me again, I exploded. Nanginig ang buong katawan ko kasabay ng sakit sa balikat na nararamdaman ko. Muling inangat ni Nikolaj ang ulo ko gamit ang buhok ko.

"My name is finally etched on your skin, my little slut," he hissed against my skin. "You're fucking mine now, Xanthe."

He inscribed his name onto my skin.

He then licked the blood off my shoulder blade. Nakaramdam ako ng hapdi as he was licking the cut too. But he scooped up some of the blood with his fingers at inilapit n'ya ang mga daliri n'ya sa bibig ko.

"Lick it," he commanded. "Lick yourself, XCanthe."

I opened my mouth and he inserted his fingers inside. I licked the blood and the metallic taste attacked my taste buds as Nikolaj played with my tongue with his fingers. My saliva trickled down from the side of my lips as I sucked his fingers dry. He was still licking my skin and the thought that we were tasting the same thing made my insides clench around his cock.

"You're mine now, Xanthe," he said as he started moving again. "I marked your body with my name. I tasted your blood."

I moaned when he rolled his hips before pulling out slowly and thrusting deep inside me hard again. He was suckling the blood from my shoulder blade, reaching my clit from behind and rubbing it with his fingers. Sunod-sunod na ungol ang pinakawalan ako at napahawak na lang ako sa mga braso n'ya bilang suporta dahil nanginginig na ang buong katawan ko.

Shit! I couldn't take this anymore.

Nikolaj guided me down as his pace quickened. Ramdam kong malapit na naman ako at mas binilisan pa ni Nikolaj ang paggalaw n'ya. He was grunting with his every move and I could feel him getting bigger inside of me.

My orgasm exploded and Nikolaj was fucking me more savagely now. A few more thrusts from him and he pulled himself as he spilled his seed on my back.

Napasubsob ako padapa sa kama. I felt the warm liquid spilled behind me as Nikolaj grunted. Pagkatapos ay ibinagsak n'ya ang sarili n'ya sa tabi ko.

He looked at me. Inalis n'ya ang buhok na nakatabing sa mukha ko and I saw satisfaction from his eyes.

"Rest now, Xanthe."

He didn't need to tell me twice dahil pagod na pagod ang buong pakiramdam ko. My shoulder blade was aching but I felt good from it knowing that the writing was actually Nikolaj's name.

I slept with a smile on my face.