series: the things i let die (and what else i find) pairing(s): steve rogers (mcu)/james "bucky" barnes (mcu)/ tony stark (mcu) tags: angst, miscarriage, hurt no comfort, tony stark has a heart, tony stark needs a hug, steve rogers needs a hug, bucky barnes needs a hug, whump, polyamory, song: child in a seacave (bitter ruin), lowercase summary: a nightmare was all it was. a painful, inescapable nightmare.