Chapter Three
ANAIS
"Hi, Ana!" Steve waved as he walked to where I was standing. Steve was one of the hottest guys in the campus and all the girls were crazy over him. And I was like any other typical teenage girls who had a huge crush on him. He was the son of famous movie stars and had been appearing on tv shows and doing commercials himself kaya sikat siya sa mga babae dito.
"Hey, Stevie." I smiled.
"It's Anais." Coco sighed.
"It's just a little nickname I gave her." Steve said. "I think it's cute that way."
"Her name is perfect the way it is." Coco said in a bored tone.
I subtly nudged him with my elbow. "Coco..."
"Anyway, I just want to ask if you're free on Saturday." He averted his attention back to me.
"Saturday? Well, I don't really have any plans..." I bit my bottom lip to keep myself from smiling.
"Yeah, tell that to tito Axel." Coco whispered, even though I couldn't see him as he was right behind me, I could feel the mocking smirk in his voice.
"Great! My parents will be away for the weekend. Do you want to come to my party?"
"Why, of course. I would love to." I beamed.
"But unfortunately she can't..." Singit ni Coco.
"Coco..." I whined.
"Teka, bakit ba ikaw ang nagdedesisyon para sa kanya?" Steve's lips curled into a smirk. "Si Ana ang tinatanong ko, hindi ikaw. Mag-ano ba kayo, Ana?"
"We're friends... bestfriends." I quickly answered.
"Magkaibigan lang pala kayo. Kung makaasa akala mo boyfriend." He chuckled sarcastically, his eyes glaring at Coco. "Sorry pare, I can't invite you to my party. You're not on the list. Maybe next time."
"I don't want to go anyway." Coco shrugged. "And Anais won't come to your lame ass party. She's not allowed to."
"Say who?" Steve snided.
"Says I." Coco snarled.
"Coco naman!" I frowned at him.
He didn't pay attention to me. He looked back at Steve with eyes that spat venom. Alam ko na ang tingin niyang ganon. I knew Coco more than anyone else does. He had the temper of a castrated bulldog and was easily provoked. Kapag nagtuloy-tuloy ang galit niya mahihirapan na akong pigilan siya.
"Um, Steve, I'll talk to you some other time. Kailangan na namin umalis." I said, pulling Coco away.
Hindi pa rin nila tinatanggal ang mga mata nila sa isa't isa. They looked as if they were ready to attack each other. I tugged Coco a little harder, trying to break the tension between the two guys, but he wouldn't budge.
"I don't give a damn about your opinion. Si Ana ang tinatanong ko, kami lang ang nag-uusap dito." Steve averted his eyes to me and smiled. "So, Ana, do you still want to go to my party?"
I bit my bottom lip and turned my head to Coco. His face hardened and his jaw clenched as he looked at Steve.
"Ana?"
"Y—yes, I'll go to your party..." I quietly said, almost in a whisper.
"I'll be expecting you on Saturday." He winked at me.
I forced a smile before pulling Coco away. Nang makalayo kami ay marahas na binawi ni Coco ang kamay niya sa akin. He took big, heavy steps until I had to hasten to keep up with him.
"Coco!" I called but he acted as if he didn't hear me. "Coco, ano ba? Sandali lang!"
When I finally caught up with him I wrapped my arms around his. "Coco naman. Huy! Galit ka ba?"
He kept his eyes straight ahead, he didn't even bother to look at me, and he wore a scowl on his face. He stopped in front of his red Alfa Romeo car and took out his keys. Coco pressed the unlock button on his car remote.
"Coco, ano ba? Hindi mo ba ako kakausapin." I shook his arm.
He ignored me, angrily pulling the door to his car open. "Coco naman, kausapin mo ko..."
He slipped into his car and I hurriedly ran to the passenger's side. I opened the door and got in just in time before he could start the car.
I angrily hit him on the arm. "Talagang iiwan mo ko?!"
"Bakit hindi ka magpahatid dun sa Stevie mo?"
"Bakit ba nagagalit ka? I want to come to his party. Masama ba yun?"
"Pinahiya mo ako sa harap niya."
"I did not!" I exclaimed.
"You chose him over me!"
I let out a deep exhale. "Coco, I did not choose him over you. You're my bestfriend. But I can't always let you decide for me."
"Your Dad asked me to look after you." He said in a monotone voice.
"Pwede mo naman ako pagtakpan. May tiwala si Dad sa'yo. Ikaw naman, kapag ikaw ang nangangailangan palagi kitang pinagtatakpan. Why can't you do the same for me? You know I like Steve at saka sabi mo nga, di pa ako nagkakaboyfriend. I think I want to give it a try with him. Don't you want me to have a boyfriend?"
"Of all people, why that douche?" He asked.
"I like him..." I quietly said.
"I don't like him for you!"
"I know you got in a fight with him a year ago but it's all in the past now. And I have nothing to do with that!" I said. Coco was two years ahead of me, there was already an ongoing war between them before I even started going to this college. The girl Steve was courting or I don't know if it was his pseudo-girlfriend was caught making out with Coco at a party. They got into a fist fight and was suspended from school for a week.
Coincidentially, nakilala ko naman si Steve sa theater club na sinalihan ko noong unang semester ko dito. Ayaw ni Dad na ginagabi ako sa pag-uwi minsan kaya napilitan akong magquit sa club. Ayaw din ni Coco na nakikitang kasama ko si Steve kahit na group pa kami. Kapag nag-aabot sila, they'd always exchange grimaces and snarls.
"Ayaw mo ba akong maging masaya, Coco?" I pouted and rested my chin on his shoulder.
He gave me a sideway glance and his face softened. "Of course, I want you to be happy. You're my friend..."
"Yun naman pala kaya pabayaan mo naman akong magmake ng decision. Please, just this once..." I began to plant soft kisses on his neck.
He exhaled. "Anais, I promised your Dad—"
"Please, Coco? Ngayon lang naman ako humingi ng favor sa'yo." I murmured against his skin.
"Okay, fine." I could feel the hesitation in his voice.
"Really?" I couldn't hide my excitement.
He nodded his head.
"Tutulungan mo akong makapunta sa party? You're going to cover up for me?"
"Yeah, yeah..." He said in a bored apathetic tone. "But you have to promise me..."
He paused and shifted to face me, looking straight into my eyes. The color of his hazel iris turned a hue darker.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"You have to promise, no funny business... Do not let him kiss you, do not let him touch you, do not let him have you."
"I— won't..." I answered. Being intimate with another guy other than Coco was something that never really crossed my mind until now. He had my first kiss, he was the first guy who had seen my naked body, he was the first one who had touched me in places my parents said a woman shouldn't be touched, he was the first one who had me.
I lost my virginity to him a year ago. We were out camping with our families at that time I had my first real experience in the woods by the brook, just a few kilometers away from our campsite. I could still remember everything as clear as the water in that brook.
The water looked so clear and inviting. We were both exhausted from walking around the woods and our clothes and shoes were already dirty with mud. Hinubad ni Coco ang sapatos na suot niya at sinunod niya ang tank top niya. At seventeen, Coco's body was well-defined lean muscle.
Nilagay niya sa ibabaw ng bato ang suot niyang sando at nagsimula na siyang tanggalin ang butones ng shorts niya. Pagkatapos ay lumusong siya sa tubig. Coco and I had done some dirty deeds before. We had been making out and had done heavy petting. We had already touched each other's privates, I once masturbated him with my hand inside his pants while we were making out and he had already made me come while touching me down there. But I had never seen him full-on naked. It was always with clothes on.
"Anais..." He faced me with only his boxers on.
"Yeah?" I asked, trying not to look below his neck.
"Don't you want to get in the water with me?" He asked.
"Okay na ako dito..." I answered, sitting down on one of the rock on the edge of the book and reaching down to touch the water.
"Come on, the water's nice." He said and then walked to where I was sitting. I slowly looked up to see his crotch in front of my face. He slowly pulled his boxers down and out came his ding dong. I had never seen it this up-close. I knew he was hung because I had touched it before but it still shocked mensesing him in the broad daylight. He stepped out of his boxers and threw it.
"Make me hard, Anais." He huskily said, taking my hand and wrapping my fingers around his thing. I silently gasp, my eyes widened as I watch it get bigger.
After a few guided strokes, he let go of my hand and let me stroke him myself. I grasped the base and slid by hand back and forth his length just like how he had taught me before. His hips started to rock as I pump him, squeezing him a little tighter. I lifted my other hand up and wrapped it around his shaft too.
His hand reached down to touch my breast and I let out a moan. He lowered the strap of my black cami top and the cup of my bra, exposing my breast. He squeezed me, kneaded me in his palm, his fingers playing with my nipples on the top of my breasts while I continue to stroke him.
"Coco..." I moaned and bit my bottom lip. The tip of my breasts were pebbling painfully hard as he rolled them between his two fingers.
He suddenly yanked me up and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back.
He lifted his hand up and tangled his fingers in my hair. His tongue begged for entrance and so I opened my mouth for him. He slipped inside with a groan of approval and he explored my mouth. His hands wandered all over my body.
Naramdaman ko na lang ang mainit na palad niya na humahaplos sa hita ko. He rubbed my thighs gently and without even having to think, I opened my legs for him. His hand snaked up my inner and then I felt his fingers unbutton my shorts. I could feel myself responding to his kisses, to his touch. I was dampening. He slipped his hand inside my panties and his fingers touched my folds. By that time, I was already familiar with his touches. I knew how good he could make me feel.
He flicked his finger on my nub. I gripped on to his length a little tighter. He pushed a finger inside me and I shuddered. My insides clenched around him and my thighs trembled with need.
"You feel so good." He said in a raspy tone, his lips still pressed against mine.
He gently pushed me to lay on the ground and he took my shorts off. Feeling a bit uncomfortable with him seeing my privates in the daylight, I covered my sex with my hands. He looked down between my legs with eyes hooded with passion. He slowly, ever so gently, lifted my fingers one by one like carefully unwrapping a precious gift. He touched me there, not taking his eyes off me.
After awhile, he took his shaft and began rubbing the head of it against my fold, coating it with my moisture. My hips started to rock back and forth. I wanted something I couldn't name. I wanted it so badly to the point I couldn't stand it any longer.
"Coco..." I moved my hips up and pressed myself on him, the head accidentally went in and I yelped at the sudden sharp pain. The tip of him was in me now.
"Shit, Anais!" He let out a harsh breath. "Dammit! Why did you move?"
"Coco..." I whimpered.
I looked at his face and he was as pale as a ghost as he stared at our sex. I decided I wanted him to take me. He was already in, what more could I lose?
I moved my hips a little higher, impaling him deeper inside me. I gasped as a new wave of pain hit me.
"Help me out?" I asked. "It hurts..."
He blinked as he looked at me. I nodded, telling him to go ahead. I bit my bottom lip when he pushed himself deeper inside. I could feel something tearing inside me.
I pulled him down to me and hugged him as he slowly thrust in, he kissed me on the lips while he played with breast with his hand. I was only able to breathe when he was already all the way in. It was official. I had lost my virginity to my bestfriend.
Matagal siyang hindi gumalaw. He let me get used to his girth. I didn't even know there were tears flowing down the corners of my eyes until he was kissing them all away.
"Does it still hurt?" He gently asked.
"A little." I sobbed.
"Do you want me to move? Kaya mo na ba?"
I nodded my head yes.
I felt him pull out of me. Humigpit ang yakap ko sa kanya. It was still painful but the pain was now subtle and dull. His hand went between us and he massaged my nub. He knew where to make me feel good. The pain was overtaken by the pleasure. He started thrusting in and out.
I could feel the familiar heat growing inside me as he thrust and caressed me. I knew I was going to come. I moaned his name over and over until I felt the explosion. He pulled out of me and firmly stroked himself. Hot, white liquid came gushing out of him, coating over my bleeding sex.
I stared in horror at his thingy when I saw blood all over it and then I stared down at mine to and saw blood mixed with white essence and mine.
"Oh god! There's so much blood!" I shrieked.
"It's okay, you're going to be fine."He stood up and washed himself with the water in the brook. He cupped water in his hand and went back to wash me. He helped me up and he helped me get dressed. Then we decided to go back to the campsite.
Ilang hakbang lang ang kinaya ko before I stopped. I was sore between my thighs and it hurt. I didn't think I would be able to walk back to the campsite. I cupped my sex as if to try to stop the pain.
"What's wrong?" Coco asked, worried.
"I can't walk... Masakit yung..." I looked down and pointed at my crotch with my lips.
He decided to carry me on his back habang pabalik na kami ng campsite.
"Ikaw kasi. You shouldn't have moved... Yan tuloy..." He said.
"Ang sama mo!" I hit him on the shoulder. "Talagang sinisisi mo pa ako? Pagkatapos kong ibigay ang virginity ko sa'yo?"
"I gave you mine too." His lips lifted into a smirk.
I was kind of shocked at his confession. I even doubted if it was true. I knew he had girlfriends before. It was hard for me to believe that I was his first too.
"You're lying!" I accused.
"What would I get out of lying to you?"
"You're just saying that to make me feel better. Marami ka nang naging girlfriend."
"But I never went all the way with them, okay? Just you..." He said.
I felt something inside me, a stir in my stomach when I found out that I was the first girl who had him too. He had given me what he hadn't to other girls. I had to bite my bottom lip to keep me from smiling like an idiot.
When we got back to the campsite, sinabi na lang namin na natapilok ako kaya pinasan ako ni Coco. Mom and Dad were so concerned. Mom spent the whole afternoon massaging my foot and Dad looked everywhere for ice pack to put on me. Coco and I just exchange glances, sharing with our eyes a secret nobody knew but the two of us. I felt bad for lying to them but I couldn't tell them the truth.
It was as if he woke up from a trance and quickly broke our eye contact. He looked away. "Or else he might think you're easy. Saka hindi mo alam kung anong sakit meron ang lalaking yun, baka may STD yun. Mahawa ka pa."
I cradled his face into my palms and made him face me. "Thanks, Coco..."
I pressed a gentle kiss on his lips.
We were both startled when we heard a knock on the window. Agad kaming naghiwalay at lumingon siya sa side window ng kotse niya. Yvo knocked again. He peered deeper into Coco's tinted window.
Coco uttered a silent curse and pressed the window button.
"Hey, four-eyes." Coco said, trying to sound all casual. "What do you want?"
"I just want to ask if it's okay if I tag along with you?" He fixed his black rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose. "Paalis pa lang kasi ng office si Tatay at si Nanay pumunta sa parents-teacher conference ni Monique."
Yvo was tall, lanky, and awkward-looking. The fact that he wore huge glasses and braces definitely had something to do with it. He was the outsider kid who everyone would've picked on in school but he had Coco. Even though he constantly picks on our cousin, calling him names like "four eyes" "brace face" or "metal head", he'd be the first one who would stand up for him if he ever gets bullied. With Coco by his side, people knew better than to mess with Yvo. He was the only one who's allowed to make fun of him.
"Okay. Hop in, loser." He sighed.
"You know, sometimes I wish you never talked at all." Yvo rolled his eyes. He pulled the backdoor open and slipped in.
"Sinusundo ka pa rin ni Aunt Andi at uncle Tristan? Bakit wala ka pa rin sarili mong kotse?" Coco asked, starting his car.
"Tatay already taught me how to drive but I can't get my license yet. Ilang buwan pa kasi bago ako mag-eighteen and Nanay's kind of scared to let me drive on my own. Nag-aalala siya na baka maaksidente daw ako."
"Man, you're almost eighteen. Huwag kang papayag na hindi ka nila hayaan magdrive. Chicks dig guys with nice cars. Maybe you'll finally get laid once you get your car." Coco chuckled.
"Wala pa sa isip ko yan." Uneasiness settled on Yvo's voice.
"Dork! What, are you planning to stay a virgin all throughout your college life? That's going to suck. Now I know what to get on your birthday. The finest hooker in town."
"That's a topic we shouldnt be discussing. Especially in front of Anais." He said, making a face.
"You don't know what you're missing." Coco shook his head.
"Don't listen to him, Yvo..." I told him and faced Coco. "You are such a jerk!"
"Oh, you know what he's missing." He grinned.
Pinandilatan ko siya and he let out a roaring laughter.
"This is your fault Anais. Kung hindi dahil sa'yo, hindi matututong magsalita ulit yan. He was a better person when he was a mute." Yvo shrugged.
"Why do you guys always blame me?" I rolled my eyes. "It's not my fault nothing good comes out of his mouth."
"Where's Audrey anyway? Bakit hindi niyo siya kasama?" He asked.
"She'd rather have Mom or Dad pick her up. She doesn't trust my driving..." Kibit-balikat na sabi ni Coco.
"Why not?" Yvo innocently asked.
"I don't know." He grinned, his car growled when he floored the gas.
"Holy fudge! You son of a cow!" Yvo yelled when Coco sped his car in full speed.
"Coco! Slow down!" Saway ko sa kanya.
He laughed a carefree laugh as he did a donut in the middle of the empty road, his tires squealing painfully in pur ears.
"I think I'm going to vomit..." Sabi ni Yvo.
"Hey, dork vader! Hold it in! Not in my car! Not in my fucking car!" He panicked.
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