Chapter Fourteen
Axel’s POV
I woke up feeling much better compared to yesterday. All thanks to Valerie. I never knew she’s capable of being that caring. I always viewed her as a self-centered brat who thought the world revolves around her. She fed me like a child. She stayed. She massaged my strained foot. I loved every minute of the attention she gave me.
I could still feel her lips against mine and the ingrained feeling of her body against me. God knew how hard I had to stop myself from going further than just kissing. It took all my willpower. That brat had gotten to me like no other girl had.
Maybe it was just because I knew I couldn’t have her. I could have any girl I want but not Valerie because she was my friend’s sister. Sabi nga nila kung anong bawal, iyon ang masarap. The more forbidden it was, the more we want it, right? Meh. Whatever I felt for her, makakalimutan ko rin iyon pag nakabalik na ako sa Manila. Siya lang ang nakikita at nakakasama kong babae dito kaya siguro ganun. She wouldn’t even cross my mind once I get back to my girls in Manila.
Tumayo ako mula sa kama. Althought it still hurt to walk, the pain was bearable. I think Valerie’s massage helped. Ibinaba niya pa ang paa ko sa malamig na tubig at sa heating pad. I took a quick shower and went downstairs.
“O hijo, magaling na ba yang paa mo?” Gulat na sabi ni Jaime ng makasalubong ako.
“Nailalakad ko na at hindi siya ganun kasakit.” Sagot ko.
Jaime smiled. “Buti naman kung ganon. Sa susunod, mag-ingat ka na lang sa pangangabayo o magpasa ma ka kay Valerie kung gusto mo.”
“Sure, I’ve learned my lesson.” I chuckled. “Nasaan na nga pala si Valerie?”
“Kakasundo lang ni David sa kanya kani-kanina lang. Nagpaalam sa akin na aalis daw sila. Sabi ko nga gisingin ka dahil baka gusto mo kakong sumama pero sabi niya masakit pa raw ang paa mo.”
“Is that so…” I said, nodding my head. A ripple of annoyance ran through me.
“Bakit? May gusto ka bang puntahan? Ipapasama na lang kita sa anak ni mang Andres.” He offered. Naramdaman niya siguro ang disappointment ko.
I shook my head. “No, I’m good. Magpapahinga na lang muna ako dito.”
“Okay, If you need anything in the library.” Sabi ni Jaime. I politely nodded at him before he left. I felt my muscles clenched thinking about them together.
Nasaan na kaya sila ngayon? Ano na ang ginagawa nila? Was Valerie enjoying David’s company? I bet she was. I shook the thoughts away. Why should I fucking care?
Valerie’s POV
David took me to a shooting range. This was the first time since he got back from England that we were able to hang out alone together. Without Axel. Pinanood ko si David habang binabaril niya ang target pero ang totoo niyan, wala dito ang isip ko. Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa rin ang nangyari kahapon. I thought about what he said about David. Ngayon nalilito na ako sa nararamdaman ko. I started to question my own feelings for David.
Damn you for messing with my head, Atticus Xavier Enrique Lavigne!
Bata pa lang ako si David na ang nakikita kong lalaking pakakasalan ko. I had never been in a serious relationship after him. I waited for him. But since Axel came in the picture, nagulo na ang lahat. Nagkanda-leche leche na! Okay, maybe I was just going through a phase. This was just a phase. A sexual attraction. Hello, ikaw ba naman ang maging 23 at inexperienced when everyone around you was having sex! Axel was just the perfect guy to be sexually attracted to. He was capital H-O-T, exciting and oozing with manliness. He just jump started my sexual desire. Nothing more.
“Val…” Napakurap ako ng marinig kong tinawag ako ni David.
“Yes?”
He chuckled. “Sabi ko gusto mo bang subukan?”
“Hindi ako marunong humawak ng baril.” Sagot ko.
“Tuturuan kita.” He offered before taking me by the hand. Ipinuwesto niya ako sa harap niya at ipinahawak sa akin ang baril. He positioned my arms for me while I held the gun. His head rested on my shoulder, I inhaled his scent. It was different from Axel’s. He smelled of expensive cologne, very posh and clean. Axel smells of raw masculinity, powerful and natural. He had that kind of animal magnetism that drew women to him. Why was I comparing them? They were two different men.
“Itaas mo pa.” He said adjusting my arms. “And shoot.”
I pulled the trigger and shot the target.
“Good job!” Sabi sa akin ni David. I had fun with him at the shooting range. Kahit sandal nakalimutan ko muna si Axel. I didn’t want to think about while I was with David. I tried my best not to. I just wanted to enjoy this time with David with no Axel intruding my mind. Hindi nga naming siya kasama sumisingit naman siya sa isip ko.
Hapon na ng makaalis kami sa shooting range, inaya niya akong magdinner sa bahay nila. Natatandaan ko dati madalas niya akong dinadala sa bahay nila pagkatapos naming maglaro and his mom would make dinner for us. And if it gets too late I just call my dad to pick me up. David’s family and my dad were good friends kaya okay lang naman sa kanya. After having dinner, we watched movies together in their home theatre just like we used to do. Hindi ako nag-ayang umuwi hanggang halos magmadaling-araw na.
I just needed this time away from Axel. I made sure it was really late na ng mag-aya ako. I didn’t want to see him. Baka kapag iniwasan ko muna siya mawawala din itong nararamdaman ko. I was confused and frustrated. I wasn’t supposed to feel this way for him. I didn’t want to feel anything for him at all.
Ang alam ko, si David lang ang para sa akin. Hindi si Axel o kahit sinumang lalaki. I didn’t want any guy but David.
David pulled his car up in front of my house. Madilim na at wala ng ilaw sa harap ng bahay. We quietly sat there for a few seconds, none of us talking.
“David…” Tawag ko sa kanya.
“Yeah?”
“Noong nasa England ka ba nagkaroon ka ng girlfriend?” I asked.
Tumikhim siya. It took him a couple of seconds before he could answer. “Yes… I mean, we’ve been apart for a long time. Ikaw ba?”
“I’ve dated here and there pero wala akong sineryoso.” Sabi ko. “I waited for you. You’re the only guy I ever want to be with.”
I didn’t know if I said it because I meant it or I was just trying to convince myself.
“Really?” He smiled.
I nodded my head. Sandali kaming nagtitigan, both of us lost for words.
“Can I kiss you, Valerie?” He asked. I didn’t want to particularly kiss him but I wanted to prove myself something. That I would feel magic or spark when he kiss me. That his kiss would be better than Axel’s.
I nodded my head. He cupped my face at bumaba ang labi niya sa akin. I closed my eyes and felt his lips brushed against mine. My lips moved against him, trying to find something but it wasn’t found. Our kiss deepened, his tongue seeking entrance in my mouth. This wasn’t how Axel would kiss me… Suddenly, I paused at that thought. Why was I trying to find him in another man? Dahan-dahan at marahan kong tinulak si David.
“Good night, David.” I said.
“Good night.” He answered, a bit disappointed. Lumabas na ako ng kotse niya at pumasok sa loob ng bahay. The whole house was already dark. I quietly walked upstairs to my room. Huminto ako sa harap ng pinto ng kwarto ko.
“Hey, princess.” Halos mapalundag ako sa gulat ng marinig ko ang baritong boses ni Axel. I turned around and saw him standing behind me.
“Axel…” I said with my hand on my chest.
“How was your date with your prince?” One corner of his lips lifted up. There was a hint of something in his voice. Something not so innocent.
“I-it went good.” Nagbaba ako ng tingin. I couldn’t stand looking at him. His stare was making me feel like I did something wrong. Like I should be guilty about letting David kiss me…
“I bet it did.” His tone was sarcastic.
Not knowing what to say, muli akong humarap sa pinto at binuksan iyon.
“Good night, Axel.” I stepped in to my room but before I could close the door, humarang ang kamay niya doon.
“Hell yeah, this night’s going to be so fuckin good.” Sabi niya.
Before I could react, he went inside my room and slammed the door close behind him. Axel slowly walked towards me, his face was both terrifying yet stunning. His brooding dark eyes almost glowing in the moon light shining from the window.
“You like playing games, huh?” He said in a dark, husky tone. “I saw you making out with David in the car. You let him kiss you… Did you let him put his hands all over you too? Did he put his tongue in your mouth?”
“Axel, p-please, I’m tired.” It took all I had not to let my voice quiver. I knew his anger was different, ayokong sabayan ito. I didn’t want to make him more mad than he already was. He stopped in front of me, our bodies a few centimeters apart. Having him this close to me made me panic but I tried to keep it together.
“Aw poor you, you must have been tired from all the fuckin, huh? How was he, Valerie? Was he a good fuck?” Sunod-sunod na tanong niya. I took a sharp breath at his question.
“Wala kang pakialam kung anuman ang ginawa naming. Umalis ka na!” Mariin na sabi ko. His eyes blazed hot as he looked at me, his desire so close to me I felt smothered and claustrophobic. Tumalikod ako sa kanya at hindi pa ako nakakahakbang palayo ng hawakan niya ako sa kamay. He pulled me to his body, my back against his chest and held me tight on the waist.
“Bitiwan mo ako.” I said, almost in a sigh. With that he pushed me to the bed, I landed on my stomach. Then I felt his weight on my back, his breath tickling my ear.
“You’re a bad girl and you need to be tamed. We’ll play, Val, if that’s what you want.” He whispered to my ear. “There are things I want to do to you. Things you can only imagine in your most deepest, wettest dreams and desire. Do you want me to show you?”
I shook my head. Even though my body was begging for him, I knew this wasn’t right. He just wanted to get in my pants. Hindi ko hahayaan ang sarili kong mapabilang sa mga babaeng naikama niya. I was only for David.
He harshly grabbed my jaw with his strong hand, turning my head to face him. “Look at me, Val, and tell me you want this.”
I swallowed as I looked at him in the eye. Those eyes… I was afraid of those eyes. I feel so intense and sensual under his gaze. I fear those dark eyes. They make me loyal to him. It penetrates inside my soul, claiming it his. They made me see how much I belonged to him.
And I hated it.
“N-no. I don’t.” I said in a firm voice, rebelling against myself.
“You’re a liar.” He ran his fingers on the side of my exposed legs and started stroking it up and down. “A beautiful fucking liar.”
I let out a soft whimper.
“You know how I can tell?” Naramdaman kong gumapang ang isang kamay niya sa pagitan ng mga hita ko. I gasped when he gently bit my earlobe and cupped my aching sex. He lightly ran a finger up and down my slit through the thin underwear I was wearing. “Because you’re so fuckin’ wet.”
His thumb gently moved over my clit, giving it a few slow and agonizing stroke. He was teasing me. My hips moved against him, seeking release but he held me down.
“Tell me, bad girl.” His lips brushed my ear. “Tell me what I want to hear and I’ll put you out of your misery.” His lips trailed down my jaw, down to my neck, stopping on my shoulder and giving it a soft bite. Sensations ran wild through every part of me. God, my body wanted him. So bad it hurts. “But if you keep up this bullshit, you’re going to learn what the female equivalent of blue balls is.”
“Axel, please…” I whimpered.
“Please what, Val?” He breathed.
“Please… please, make me come.” I said, defeated. My need for him was overpowering, it was desperate and raw.
“You’re going to belong to me, bad girl. I’ll touch you when and how I want and you’re going to let me.”
Without warning, he pushed my skirt up and pulled my panties down, almost ripping it. Effortlessly, he tore my blouse open and took it off. His one hand went to my breast, feeling it up for a few moment before deciding to pull the cup of my bra down. He freely touched my bare breast and kneaded it like a hungry man in need of food. His free hand went back to my sex and over my clit. I cried out as he suddenly caught my clit between his two fingers and began squeezing it. My body dissolved in a sea of mindless pleasure. He rubbed it like crazy until I felt like I was going to explode but then he stopped. I groaned in protest then I heard him chuckle behind me.
“Greedy tonight aren’t we?” He said. I inhaled a sharp breath when he played his finger around my most intimate spot, my entrance. Tumaas ang kamay niyang kaninang nasa dibdib ko sa mukha ko. He made me face him and started kissing me on the lips. He kissed me hard and hungry, I kissed him back, harder and hungrier. I gasped in his mouth when I felt a finger entering me. I wanted to move away when I felt the slight pain but Axel was holding me, keeping me still. I felt him pushing inside me, my walls squeezing his finger, deep inside until his knuckle stopped him from going further in.
“You’re so unbelievable tight, Valerie.” He moaned against my lips. I bit his lip when he started moving his finger in and out of me. I could feel my sex adapting quickly to accommodate his intrusion. He curled his finger in a ‘come hither’ motion inside me. He knew exactly what he was doing and it felt good. The feeling was so foreign and mind blowing that I thought I would lose my mind. I moaned in his mouth over and over, panting with need. Within seconds, I came with so much intensity I saw white spots. It shook my whole body and I felt it drained out all my energy. Sinubsob ko ang ulo ko sa kama habang nakataas pa rin ang balakang ko.
He took his finger out and I could hear the sound of his zipper unzipping. He rubbed his thick shaft against me and I let him. I thought rubbing was all he was going to do but he positioned himself right at the core.
“No, Axel…” Muli kong inangat ang ulo ko. “Don’t! Not there!”
“Why?” He asked, gently dipping the head around it. “Don’t you want this?”
“I-I’m still a virgin.” I had no choice but to confess.
“What?!” Halata ang pagkagulat sa boses niya. “I know you’re too fuckin tight but there’s no way you’re a virgin!”
“I am… so please, don’t… don’t put it inside me. Do anything you want to me but don’t put it inside me.” I begged him.
“You’re bullshitting me.” He said, less than convinced.
“I’m not bullshitting you… I’m saving myself for David.” I told him the truth dahil wala na akong maisip na pwede kong sabihin para makumbinse siya.
“Ah, David.” He sarcastically said. “I see…” And he harshly shoved a finger back inside me that it made me yelp. “So this pussy I’m fingering is for your David…” Then he pulled out of me again. He glided his finger up and I flinched when he stopped at my rear, brushing his finger wet with my come around the other hole. “Maybe I can have this instead.”
“No!”Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Who in the right mind would even think about doing this?
Napasinghap ako when he slowly pressed a finger in there but before I could protest his other hand went in front and started massaging my sensitive spot. I started feeling another wave of heat pooling inside my stomach. My head was once again clouded by the pleasure. He moved both his hands, making me writhe and shudder with need. I flexed against him when he added another finger, making me scream. He was so cruel, ruthless in all the right ways.
The next thing I felt was empty when he pulled his fingers out. I gave out a small whine without me realizing it. He dipped a finger inside my entrance and scooped up the wetness I had then he ran his finger up, circling it around the other hole. My whole body shook uncontrollably. I had no idea what he would do next and it built a mixture of anticipation and fear of the unknown inside me. Something huge pressed against my opening.
“Axel…” I whimpered when I felt him against me. My heart was thumping really loud and I was sure he could hear it. I bucked away but he held my waist firmly.
“Relax, bad girl, your david wouldn’t know. He wouldn’t be able to tell.” He said. He bent over me. His hand snaked my neck, gently wrapping it around my throat and making me look up at him. His eyes were intense with deep, almost hidden, anger. But I could feel it. “I’m going to fuck you in the ass and make you come. I’m going to make us both come. Hard.”
With that, he pushed his way inside, his girth invading my body. He was so huge. I could feel him stretching me to the point of pain. My eyes started to water as I clutched the bed sheet in my tight fists. He paused for awhile, letting me breathe and get use to his size.
“I hate you. I hate you so much.” I sobbed as tears began to flow down my cheeks.
“I hate you, too.” He kissed my cheek, his lips wiping away the tears. I turned my head to him, my lips meeting his. I kissed him. I kissed him like my life depended on it. He kissed me back with the same intensity before moving further in. Inch by inch. I whimpered and sobbed inside his mouth. He caressed my breast with his hand, kneading it and plucking at my nipple. Naghiwalay ang mga labi naming. We looked at each other in the eye. Sweat beads on his forehead, gradually dripping down the side of his face as he pushed further in. There was a pained expression on his face, probably mirroring mine.
“Axel...” I sobbed.
“I know, baby, I’m sorry.” He grunted, his expression softening. He planted small kissed on my hair, down to my nape and my shoulder. He whispered vulgar, sweet nothings in my ear. “You feel so fuckin good, so tight… I love your tight ass. Do you know how fucking hot you are?”
I closed my eyes trying to focus on his words rather than the pain until I could feel him all tha way in. He gently and carefully moved out and back in.
“Please.” I moaned, not even knowing what I was asking for. He thrusted in and out faster and my hips started to move with his, meeting his thrust. He impaled me over and over. The built up inside me begging to be released. A few more thrust and he stiffened, holding himself rigid as he thrust fully back in. For the second time, I came. So hard my whole body trembled. I slumped my head down and buried my face on sheets at the powerful climax. Moments later I felt an explosion of warm fluid inside me. He stayed inside me for a while, feeling him pulsating, before he pulled out of me. Some of his hot liquid dripped down my thigh.
My whole body relaxed on the bed, sobbing at the emptiness in me. He collapsed next to me.
We took a bath together after. Nakaupo ako sa harap niya sa maliit na bathtub sa banyo ko, sa pagitan ng mga hita niya habang nakasandal ang likod ko sa dibdib niya. The warm water helped eased the discomfort on that part.
“Does it still hurt?” He gently asked while soaping my back.
I shook my head as an answer. Gumapang sa dibdib ko ang mga kama niya. He started soaping me there. Napapaigti ako sa tuwing tumatama sa dibdib ko ang mga kamay niya. My body was still sensitive to his touch.
“These are mine.” He said cupping both my breasts. He placed a kiss on my neck and bit it gently. He ran a hand down my side to my stomach and down between my thighs. He cupped my sex and pushed a finger inside. “And this too. This belongs to me. Say it…”
A soft moan escaped my lips. I leaned against his chest, surrending my weight to him, as I threw my head back. He didn’t move his hand and I wanted him to.
“Say it, Val.” He whispered.
“It’s yours…” I said, my body quickly surrendering to him. He stroked me deep and steady until I came.
We quietly dried ourselves after taking a bath, not a word was spoken. I watched as he put his clothes back on and left without even looking at me. Tears silently flowed down my cheeks. Nakuha na niya ang gusto niya. He finally had his revenge. I was just a game to him, just like all the woman he’d been with…
You lost, Valerie.
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