Chapter Fifteen
Axel’s POV
I sat at the edge of the bed and combed my fingers through my hair in frustration. I tried to sleep but I just kept on tossing and turning on the bed. Hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko ang nangyari sa amin ni Valerie. She was a virgin, she still is technically. But I fucked her. I fucked her in the ass. I didn’t know what had gotten in to me, why I did that…
All I knew was the moment David’s name left her lips my inside went berserk. She said she wanted David to have her virginity. My jaw clenched nang maalala ko ulit ang sinabi niyang iyon. I wanted to have her first before David or any man could. I wanted to be the first man to ever be inside her, one way or another. I wanted to ravish her, ruin her for any other men after me. I wanted to brand her mine. Never before had I been that desperate to have a woman that badly.
I had fucked up so bad. Tristan and Jaime would skin me alive if they find out all the things I did to Valerie. I, myself, wanted to kill me for doing that to her. She may be a fucking hard-headed, annoying little cock teasing brat but it was not an excuse for what I did. My conscience was gnawing at me.
Sinubukan kong matulog pero hindi talaga ako madalaw ng antok. I blankly stared at the ceiling thinking about Valerie the whole night. I wondered if she was still awake. If she, too, couldn’t sleep thinking about what just happened between us. I had never come inside a woman before. Only her. And I had never fucked a woman without using a condom. She felt so good, so tight and snug. We fitted so perfectly that I almost thought my dick was only made for her. What more if it was her pussy I was fucking? The thought of David fucking that sweet little snatch made my blood boil. It was mine, she said so.
i didn't know if I slept or not. Nang mag-umaga na I jumped out of bed and took a quick shower. Kumabong ang dibdib ko nang makalabas ako sa kwarto. I didn’t how I would act when I see Val. I didn’t know if I should apologize to her because of what happened last night.
Hell, why would I apologize to her. I made her come! We both wanted it. Sigaw ng isang banda ng utak ko.
Pagbaba ko pa lang si David na agad ang nakita ko. I could feel my face crumple in annoyance. Ang agang bumisita ng ungas na ‘to. I saw Valerie laughing with him like nothing happened. Like we didn’t fuck just last night. I watched as he wrapped his arm around her waist and my hands clenched in to a fist. I touched her there last night, I touched her everywhere. Naiinis akong makitang may ibang lalaking humahawak sa kanya. Every part of her, every inch of her skin was mine last night…
Lumapit ako sa kanilang dalawa at awtomatikong nawala ang ngiti ni Valerie. Our eyes met and she held my gaze for a few seconds, her face stoic.
“Let’s go?” Sabi ni David. And that broke our gaze. She turned her head to him and smiled. Then she nodded her head.
“Bye, Axel.” David with a smug smile. Para bang nang-aasar talaga.
Yeah, go ahead. Smile, you fucker. Makakangiti ka pa rin kaya kung nalaman mo ang nangyari sa amin ni Valerie kagabi? I thought as I watched them walk out the house.
Valerie’s POV
He didn’t care about me anymore. Wala na siyang pakialam dahil nakuha niya na ang gusto niya. I was now just one of the girls he bedded. What happened last night didn’t mean a shit to him. He just wanted to get even with me dahil sa ginawa ko sa kanya noon sa club. My vision hazed as I looked outside the car window and I swiped my finger under my eyes to clear away the tears. I bit my lower lip to prevent the sob from rising up my throat. I shouldn’t be crying lalo na ngayong kasama ko si David. Buti na lang at abala siya sa pagdadrive.
We stopped at the horse stable. Nag-aya ulit kasing mag horse riding si David.
“Ready?” Dave asked me.
I put on a fake smile and nodded my head. I didn’t want him to see any sign of pain.
Bumaba kami ng kotse at pumasok sa stable. Nilabas niya si Amber at nilabas ko naman si Mitsy. I pet Mitsy on the head and sighed to ease the heaviness I felt inside my chest. I was trying not to think of Axel pero nang makita ko si Mitsy siya na naman ang naalala ko. It reminded me of the dirty things we did… all the dirty, dirty things. Damn him! Pati ba naman kay Mitsy…
“Up for a race?” David’s voice startled me.
“Sure.” I answered.
“Kapag nauna ako sa malaking puno, you’d have to kiss me.” He said.
“Paano pag ako ang nauna?” Tanong ko.
“Then I’d kiss you.” He winked. Hindi na niya hinintay na makasagot ako. He jumped on top of Amber and made him ran. Sumakay na rin ako kay Mitsy at pinatakbo siya. I wasn’t too far behind David. Hindi nagtagal ay naunahan ko na rin sila ni Amber. Kami ni Mitsy ang nauna sa may puno. I waited for him under the tree with a proud smile on my face.
“Getting rusty, aren’t we?” I teased him.
“Don’t be to cocky, angel. I’m just being a gentleman. Ladies first.” Natatawang sabi niya.
“Right.” I rolled my eyes at him.
Pareho kaming bumaba sa kabayo at itinali namin sila sa puno. We sat under the shades of the big tree just like we used to do. He pulled me to him and I sat between his legs with my back against his chest. He wrapped his arms around my stomach. He doesn’t feel like Axel, he doesn’t smell like him, he wasn’t him. Which was good, right?
“Look, Val, naalala mo pa ‘to?” Sabi ni David. I followed his gaze, it was our initials in a heart carved on a tree. I smiled. We were just teenage sweethearts nang i-carve naming yun. Maraming taon na ang nakalipas pero nandon pa rin iyon. Sinubukan kong kapain ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. I wasn’t as in love with him anymore as I was before. I suddenly started to doubt if he was really “the one” or if it was just some silly teenage love. Kung mahal ko talaga siya hindi ko hahayaan na gawin sa akin iyon ni Axel. If I really loved him I wouldn’t crave Axel’s attention, his touch, his kiss… I frozed, completely bewildered and lost.
It was just lust, a sexual attraction. I tried to assure myself.
My body wanted him, not my heart.
“Valerie…” I heard him whisper to my ear.
“Mm?”
“You owe me a kiss, remember?” Tumawa siya.
Humarap ako kay David. A wild idea came to my head. Maybe if I give myself to David, my body wouldn’t crave him anymore. If I would experience the same pleasure he’d given me with another man, hindi na siya hahanapin na katawan ko. I wanted to erase his scent from my skin, the memory of his touch. I kissed David with a needy passion that seemed to shock him. After awhile I felt him responding to my kiss. I felt his tongue seeking entrance to my mouth which I gave him.
Axel’s POV
I was sitting on the couch alone in the living room thinking about Valerie, wondering what she was doing with David right now. She was with the guy she wanted to give her virginity to. Ano bang dapat kong isipin? I felt so restless and helpless and I didn’t even know why. Who the fuck cares what they’re doing right now? I already fucked her last night, anyway. Bumalik na naman sa isip ko ang nakita ko kanina. David with his hand on her backside. My jaw clenched without me realizing it.
Pissed as fuck, I stood up from my seat and went outside. I just needed some fresh air to clear my mind. Lumabas muna ako para magpahangin. Pero nakita ko ang kotse kong nakaparada at naisipan kong mamasyal muna. I hopped in my car and drove off. I didn’t really know where I was going. Gusto ko lang matanggal sa isip ko si Valerie. I gripped the wheel tightly, still fuming inside. Natanaw ko sa hindi kalayuan ang pamilyar na kotseng nakaparada sa tabi ng daan. I recognized the car. Kay David iyon. I pulled over behind his car and got out.
What the hell was I doing here? Kahit gusto kong umalis na at magpatuloy sa pagmamaneho ay hindi ko magawa. I wanted to know what they were doing. Hindi ako mapapalagay kung aalis ako ngayon dito ng hindi nakikita si Valerie. My feet brought me in the woods where they were probably at. I looked down and saw fresh horse’s hoof print and followed it. This was ridiculous but somehow I just couldn’t fucking stop myself.
“Dave…” I heard Valerie’s labored breath. Kumunot ang noo ko at sinundan ang boses niya.
“Oh, Val.” It was followed by David’s voice. Binilisan ko ang paglalakad ko hanggang naging takbo na ang lakad ko. I needed to hurry, I could hear their moans and groans. And then I saw them and my whole body froze, they were both naked. David was kneeling in between her open legs, thrusting furiously.
“You feel so good…” He groaned. Parang naubusan ako ng lakas sa nakita ko. I had to turn around, not wanting to see anymore of that. I could feel my legs shaking as I walked away.
“Harder, Dave… take me harder. I’m all yours.” She cried out. I felt like there was an invisible weight crushing down my chest. Their moans, cries and groans grew even louder. I wanted to shut my ears and not hear it. As I walked farther and father away it grew even louder and louder until it was too much to take.
“No…” I shook my head as I covered my ears, trying to block out the noise. Pero naririnig ko pa rin sila at palakas pa rin ng palakas iyon. “No… no…”
“Hijo.” My eyes shot open and I was back at the living room. Nag-angat ako ng tingin at nakita kong nakatayo si Jaime sa harap ko. My chest heaved up and down as I tried to catch my breath. I could feel sweat running down my forehead. “Are you okay? Narinig kitang umuungol.”
“Oh… yeah, yeah I’m fine.” I said.
“Bad dream?” He chuckled.
Tumango ako. Fucking horrible dream. I thanked all Gods, known and unknown, it was just a dream. I let out a long, slow exhale of relief.
Valerie’s POV
“Yung nangyari kanina. Ibig sabihin ba nun tayo na?” David asked as we sat in his car. I wanted to say yes but I just couldn’t get myself to. Instead, I just gave him a faint smile.
“Good night, David.” Hindi ko na siya hinintay na magsalita at bumaba na ako ng kotse. Pumasok na ako ng bahay ng bigla kong makasalubong si Axel. I just passed by him without a word. Ni hindi ko siya tinignan. I heard his footsteps following behind me.
“Val, mag-usap tayo.” He said. “Don’t fucking ignore me.”
Hindi ko pa rin siya pinansin. I kept on walking hanggang sa makarating ako sa harap ng pinto ko. I turned the knob and stepped right in. He followed me inside my room. Marahas akong humarap sa kanya at binigyan siya ng matalim na titig.
“What do you want from me?” I asked in a harsh voice. “Hindi ka pa ba nakuntento kagabi? Nakaganti ka na, hindi ba? Kulang pa ba sa’yo yun?”
“Val…”
Lumapit ako sa kanya at kinuha ang dalawang kamay niya. Ipinatong ko yun sa dibdib ko at idiniin. “Ito ba ang gusto mo? Sige, magpakasawa ka. Gamitin mo ulit ako pero pagkatapos nito ayoko ng makita ang pagmumukha mo.”
“Valerie!” Mariing sabi niya bago binawi ang kamay niya.
“Bakit? Sawa ka na agad sa akin?” I faked a chuckle.
I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, still holding his gaze. “You sure you don’t want this?”
“What the fuck is that?!” He suddenly grabbed my jaw and tilt my head a little to the left. I met his hot, blazing glare filled with open accusation. “Why do you having a fucking hickey on your neck? Anong ginawa niyo ni David?”
“It’s none of your business.” Pinalis ko ang kamay niya.
“Sagutin mo ako, Valerie!” His jaw clenched.
“We had sex!” Sigaw ko sa kanya.
His angry face suddenly turned blank.
“I had fun playing with you, Axel. It was good while it lasted.” One corner of my lips lifted in a smirk. “We can’t keep doing this because David is my boyfriend now. You can use me again pero huli na ito.”
He shook his head with a disgust look on his face. Heaviness weighed in my chest as I watched him turn around and walk away.
“Axel…” I called him.
He stopped, hindi siya lumingon sa akin pero tumigil siya.
“The video. Since we’re already even pwede bang burahin mo na ang video.” Sabi ko.
He took out his phone from his pocket and threw it on the wall. So hard it broke in to pieces.
“Delete it yourself.” He said in a cold tone and left the room.
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